Hi...
Let me get right into it.
I've been looking for answers for a very long time. Ive found bits and pieces here and there over the years and put together the pieces intuitively only to find my all the pieces within "the Law of One".
I was searching for a place to live on criags list and i met with this lady who i know was intimidated by my presence (which is silly and it hurts) but didnt want to be rude. We she brought me to a back room where we sat down with her male companion david. She began to small talk with me and david just sat quiet. time lapse
David and I began sharing all the information we've come across and are both happy to have someone to talk to for once. This lead me to the Law of One.
I've been awake sense i was a child and because of that i never fit in anywhere. Ive spent my whole life in solitude with various relationships igniting but soon dying out. I am very distant from most of my family and i dont have friends. Children are drawn to me in the crazyiest way and i can connect with animals and i understand them.
A life of solitude has been my strength. I became a writer which requires that i have plenty of alone time. www.stahlen.com
I know that i can reach the masses with my talent and i have always known it would happen since a child. well it has yet to happen...
And the loneliness has become aburden. I feel like my insides are twisted and its hard to find motivation at times.
The people that i meet seem to always have extreme negative traits that show up in ways that i did not anticipate. I just left a mentally abusive relationship where I participated in a negative energy cycle. My heart has been rippied from its foundation.
My income is virtually non exsistant and im am living with my mom.
my work situations seem to follow the same patterns as my childhood and i end up unemployed although ive never been fired.
I dont mean to be so dark and gloomy. I apologize.
I ask that someone lend a hand and help me pull myself up.
I could use and friend or two. thats all.
I MUST achieve my goal. I MUST reach the masses. I CAN reach the masses.
In my dreams i can fly and people are after me. In multipule dreams i have traveled in time and was affraid of not getting back. I mediate in attempts to better reconize my higher self. I told myself before i came here that i WOULD remember...
Let me get right into it.
I've been looking for answers for a very long time. Ive found bits and pieces here and there over the years and put together the pieces intuitively only to find my all the pieces within "the Law of One".
I was searching for a place to live on criags list and i met with this lady who i know was intimidated by my presence (which is silly and it hurts) but didnt want to be rude. We she brought me to a back room where we sat down with her male companion david. She began to small talk with me and david just sat quiet. time lapse
David and I began sharing all the information we've come across and are both happy to have someone to talk to for once. This lead me to the Law of One.
I've been awake sense i was a child and because of that i never fit in anywhere. Ive spent my whole life in solitude with various relationships igniting but soon dying out. I am very distant from most of my family and i dont have friends. Children are drawn to me in the crazyiest way and i can connect with animals and i understand them.
A life of solitude has been my strength. I became a writer which requires that i have plenty of alone time. www.stahlen.com
I know that i can reach the masses with my talent and i have always known it would happen since a child. well it has yet to happen...
And the loneliness has become aburden. I feel like my insides are twisted and its hard to find motivation at times.
The people that i meet seem to always have extreme negative traits that show up in ways that i did not anticipate. I just left a mentally abusive relationship where I participated in a negative energy cycle. My heart has been rippied from its foundation.
My income is virtually non exsistant and im am living with my mom.
my work situations seem to follow the same patterns as my childhood and i end up unemployed although ive never been fired.
I dont mean to be so dark and gloomy. I apologize.
I ask that someone lend a hand and help me pull myself up.
I could use and friend or two. thats all.
I MUST achieve my goal. I MUST reach the masses. I CAN reach the masses.
In my dreams i can fly and people are after me. In multipule dreams i have traveled in time and was affraid of not getting back. I mediate in attempts to better reconize my higher self. I told myself before i came here that i WOULD remember...