07-23-2011, 06:17 PM
(This post was last modified: 07-23-2011, 06:20 PM by SomaticDreams.)
Greetings,
Firstly, thank you for taking the time to read and share your experiences with me. I send you my love and greetings without hesitation or restriction.
Right as I turned twenty one, I experienced a drug trip of extreme horror and anxiety. It left me with a disease in my body which I still deal with today. It forced me to break my life-long theme of addiction (addictive behaviors and gluttony). I was not just addicted to drugs but to pleasures, to pains, to experiences (such as food, sexual encounters). My life was of excess up until that point. I had struggles of stopping and relapsing back into addictive behaviors. This was the final line that changed everything however.
After this experience, the sobering process allowed me to look further into myself. I happened upon the Law of One material, reading it and lots of other material online, and offline. The Law of One material resonated within in me deeply (quite literally), for as I read the material, I felt a strong energy stream into and out from the crown of my head, and my body almost shook with violent intensity.
So far, I have had several similar experiences of surges of physical energy, always coming in from the top of my head. This manifests itself as a feel of neither pleasure or pain, but one of slight pressure on my head. I am experienced in meditation, so allowing myself to relax and channel this energy is relatively simple, although riding it has been a learning process.
I am hesitant to claim myself as a wanderer, because all of us are here to do what we came to do, and in this way I feel all of us are wanderers. All the work being done by each being is precious, special and vital, otherwise they would not be here. So I do not claim to be awakened as a special being, but as open each of all of our possibilities as beings towards the infinite one. I thank all who I meet and communicate for their message and work that they do here is precious. It allows me to learn from them, and all experiences.
My question concerns this energy that I have been feeling recently, mostly at night (Although a few times during the day). Firstly, has anyone experienced this energy, and what has this been for you? Have you learned anything from it or utilized it in any other way?
Secondly, I had this experience last night but in a very particular manner. I am not sure if I should call this an astral projection or lucid dream- I do not think the label is important, but rather the experience. In as brief a manner as possible;
I laid to sleep last night at about 11:30 next to my girlfriend in our bed. She was already asleep. I laid to sleep, and relaxed my mind (as in samatha meditation), which profoundly helps me get to sleep. As I did this, my crown chakra (if you wish to call it this) resonated with violent force. It even created an audible noise as I 'fell' deeper into it. It felt as if I was rising, and the energy became stronger. With my eyes closed, my vision was of bright white light, not darkness as usual. I felt my physical body being stripped away, slowly, very comfortably. It took what seemed a while, but I 'popped' into another reality. Suddenly I awoke in a dark field at dusk. I looked at my leg and saw that it was in better shape than it is now (I am about 30 pounds overweight and am currently loosing weight again). I am quite muscular but still have a bit of fat on me to get rid of. I say this to illuminate this particular experience.
After seeing I was in 'good shape', I arose and used my hands with the intuitive sense that I could create whatever I wanted to do. The light I created was that of a flashlight nature, and illuminated the dark forest beyond the field I was lying in. It was a dark place, but the place resonated a profound sense of peace and stillness. After taking a brief look around and not seeing any other beings. Of course, I decided I wanted to fly to make sure I could.
As I flew, I landed upon a path I saw in the forest, as I noticed there was a being there. In a nervous manner, the being replied that it was a hobbit, I think. At this point the memory is a little fuzzy of the experience. I was a fan as a child of the LOTR series, reading all of the books, and quite a lot of other fantasy series, ie. Terry Goodkind. I had only asked him who he was, and what he was doing. He then nodded (only replying to the first question). Noticing his apprehension, I said thank you and good luck, so we parted. At this point (in the experience) I was curious if I had gone to a subconscious part of myself, or if I had accessed a higher realm of existence. I told myself it was more of the former rather than later just because there was a 'hobbit' here. Perhaps not, but I continued to fly over this forested area, with little effort. I had to make a 'swimming' motion but I did not have to rapidly flap my arms or try much to fly. My sense of my time lost, I simply flew over the forest with joy. I was peaceful, and observed the beautiful, beautiful nature before me. It was earth-like, but the foliage was radically different the mountains seemed unreasonably majestic and larger than anything on earth. They seemed miles high as I flew past them. After some period of 'time', the flying became a bit more difficult to continue. I then decided to go back to my body. I lightly fell to the ground (forest) and closed my eyes in the experience. I then felt my physical 'body' again, and I slowly regained consciousness of my toes, then my head, then this energy met in my naval. I then opened my eyes, and it was raining outside. A violent thunderstorm after a very hot day in the North Eastern US.
I have had astral projection experience before, but I had seen myself outside of my physical 3D self. This was a very different experience. It seems that I had traveled to somewhere completely differently. I also realized that I was having this particular experience, aware of both my 3D self and this experience. I was able to decide exactly what I wanted to manifest, and seemingly traveled to a very particular area of being.
Thank you for reading my story, I appreciate it deeply. If you have experienced anything of this nature or wish to share your stories, I encourage it. I intend to work on mastering this ability and meditate on it's importance. I intend to post more experiences of this nature if they continue, and how it relates to my work here as an STO being.
Thank you, again, for there is no work to express my gratitude to your being and ours but with the greatest love from the deepest parts of my heart.
Firstly, thank you for taking the time to read and share your experiences with me. I send you my love and greetings without hesitation or restriction.
Right as I turned twenty one, I experienced a drug trip of extreme horror and anxiety. It left me with a disease in my body which I still deal with today. It forced me to break my life-long theme of addiction (addictive behaviors and gluttony). I was not just addicted to drugs but to pleasures, to pains, to experiences (such as food, sexual encounters). My life was of excess up until that point. I had struggles of stopping and relapsing back into addictive behaviors. This was the final line that changed everything however.
After this experience, the sobering process allowed me to look further into myself. I happened upon the Law of One material, reading it and lots of other material online, and offline. The Law of One material resonated within in me deeply (quite literally), for as I read the material, I felt a strong energy stream into and out from the crown of my head, and my body almost shook with violent intensity.
So far, I have had several similar experiences of surges of physical energy, always coming in from the top of my head. This manifests itself as a feel of neither pleasure or pain, but one of slight pressure on my head. I am experienced in meditation, so allowing myself to relax and channel this energy is relatively simple, although riding it has been a learning process.
I am hesitant to claim myself as a wanderer, because all of us are here to do what we came to do, and in this way I feel all of us are wanderers. All the work being done by each being is precious, special and vital, otherwise they would not be here. So I do not claim to be awakened as a special being, but as open each of all of our possibilities as beings towards the infinite one. I thank all who I meet and communicate for their message and work that they do here is precious. It allows me to learn from them, and all experiences.
My question concerns this energy that I have been feeling recently, mostly at night (Although a few times during the day). Firstly, has anyone experienced this energy, and what has this been for you? Have you learned anything from it or utilized it in any other way?
Secondly, I had this experience last night but in a very particular manner. I am not sure if I should call this an astral projection or lucid dream- I do not think the label is important, but rather the experience. In as brief a manner as possible;
I laid to sleep last night at about 11:30 next to my girlfriend in our bed. She was already asleep. I laid to sleep, and relaxed my mind (as in samatha meditation), which profoundly helps me get to sleep. As I did this, my crown chakra (if you wish to call it this) resonated with violent force. It even created an audible noise as I 'fell' deeper into it. It felt as if I was rising, and the energy became stronger. With my eyes closed, my vision was of bright white light, not darkness as usual. I felt my physical body being stripped away, slowly, very comfortably. It took what seemed a while, but I 'popped' into another reality. Suddenly I awoke in a dark field at dusk. I looked at my leg and saw that it was in better shape than it is now (I am about 30 pounds overweight and am currently loosing weight again). I am quite muscular but still have a bit of fat on me to get rid of. I say this to illuminate this particular experience.
After seeing I was in 'good shape', I arose and used my hands with the intuitive sense that I could create whatever I wanted to do. The light I created was that of a flashlight nature, and illuminated the dark forest beyond the field I was lying in. It was a dark place, but the place resonated a profound sense of peace and stillness. After taking a brief look around and not seeing any other beings. Of course, I decided I wanted to fly to make sure I could.
As I flew, I landed upon a path I saw in the forest, as I noticed there was a being there. In a nervous manner, the being replied that it was a hobbit, I think. At this point the memory is a little fuzzy of the experience. I was a fan as a child of the LOTR series, reading all of the books, and quite a lot of other fantasy series, ie. Terry Goodkind. I had only asked him who he was, and what he was doing. He then nodded (only replying to the first question). Noticing his apprehension, I said thank you and good luck, so we parted. At this point (in the experience) I was curious if I had gone to a subconscious part of myself, or if I had accessed a higher realm of existence. I told myself it was more of the former rather than later just because there was a 'hobbit' here. Perhaps not, but I continued to fly over this forested area, with little effort. I had to make a 'swimming' motion but I did not have to rapidly flap my arms or try much to fly. My sense of my time lost, I simply flew over the forest with joy. I was peaceful, and observed the beautiful, beautiful nature before me. It was earth-like, but the foliage was radically different the mountains seemed unreasonably majestic and larger than anything on earth. They seemed miles high as I flew past them. After some period of 'time', the flying became a bit more difficult to continue. I then decided to go back to my body. I lightly fell to the ground (forest) and closed my eyes in the experience. I then felt my physical 'body' again, and I slowly regained consciousness of my toes, then my head, then this energy met in my naval. I then opened my eyes, and it was raining outside. A violent thunderstorm after a very hot day in the North Eastern US.
I have had astral projection experience before, but I had seen myself outside of my physical 3D self. This was a very different experience. It seems that I had traveled to somewhere completely differently. I also realized that I was having this particular experience, aware of both my 3D self and this experience. I was able to decide exactly what I wanted to manifest, and seemingly traveled to a very particular area of being.
Thank you for reading my story, I appreciate it deeply. If you have experienced anything of this nature or wish to share your stories, I encourage it. I intend to work on mastering this ability and meditate on it's importance. I intend to post more experiences of this nature if they continue, and how it relates to my work here as an STO being.
Thank you, again, for there is no work to express my gratitude to your being and ours but with the greatest love from the deepest parts of my heart.