07-17-2013, 04:51 AM
(07-16-2013, 02:24 PM)Seeker of the One Wrote: The question is about positive/negative polarity that is a thread I cannot untangle. I am on my way to be polarized but I therefore realize that I can't accept the hypothesis of me being the One with another selves, so that I divide myself from others.
Why? From polarity its a non-sequitor to say you cant accept the hypothesis. You cant live in the knowledge of the hypothesis accuracy at all times without transforming the concept of humans / all objects that move into the concept of the co-creator and therefore turn into a self and co-creator self with no other selves anywhere perceptible as they are all made by your "other self."
So. You can accept that you are "one" with other selves in a very real very tangible way. To do as I just wrote is to polarize towards the negative extremely strongly but is in no way "impossible" or something that "cant" be done. I don't necessarily recommend you follow what I wrote but as you said you are in a tangle I felt the best way to approach that is to break a random line of logic that I see as being faulty and let you work from there.
Quote:BUT this concers only OTHER HUMAN BEINGS. I can easily understand that I love animals, trees, whatever. But when I look at another human beings I feel some kind of disgust like "They are not the same as me. I am not the same as them. I am not they. They are not I."
Is this a necessity to see the One Infinite Creator in Others if you are going the way of negative polarity?
Seeing or not seeing the one infinite creator in others is not necessarily here or there in terms of 3rd to 4th D polarity. Once in 4th D your question would lose all cohesion and go "ahh, this is feels so simple I cant ask it because I already feel I know the answer" effect.
It is a necessary step in higher terms of polarity to be able to see and understand that others are the one infinite creator as well. But for now it may not be what you want to see, nor may it be what you should see, so I dont comment on it, only to say that in terms of polarity to attain "Harvest" I have found it to be exceptionally difficult to find a distortion that actually prevents "harvest" on account of me going back and forth between the density line and constantly picking new distortions and dropping them to test how easy it is to rise from "different points of view of assumption what reality is" and I've yet to find something that actively prevents "Harvest". But I have found distortions that make it more and less difficult, what you are describing makes it more difficult but not impossible, once again.
Now I have noticed that you have made 2 errors.
Both of which are rounding errors, let me demonstrate.
If I drop a ball at the floor, it will hit the floor, but not always. It may hit it every single time every single human being ever tries dropping a ball on the floor, but nothing is to say that gravity cant randomly flip. Who knows, maybe a mad scientist drilled a bomb to the center of the Earth and just as you drop the ball it gets whisked away and never touches the floor. In that case it never does and you have to admit that it is a possibility that it exists. Therefore you can say that it is 99.9(near infinite 9's)% probable that the ball will touch the floor but you cant guarantee it. It is a small but not insignificant point.
If you practice and focus on simply this, every time you think its impossible or that's how things work. Think to yourself that if that is more than 50% of the time things work, then it works, but mildly, and if its close to infinity, then it works, almost always.
But there are exceptions, we're those exceptions.
Quote:I cannot say I love others. I am more neutral/hatred to them in some kinds, seeing how they are destroying everything else around them, how they treat animals, how they treat the nature. I think I would easily kill the stupid children that are injuring animals and so on.
Reflection, its not about them, its about what you could be doing but are preventing yourself from doing. You could free all the animals and prevent all the mistreatment of nature, but you are weak, and you are small, and you hate yourself for it.
You shouldn't hate yourself for it, or them, you should just do what your little hands can do. And trust me, once you get to it, one person can do much more than you can ever imagine, ever.
Its about your inability to stop the destruction of the planet, not their desire to destroy the planet. That's the real anger, and its at the self, not at the other self.
Quote:I am more feeling that neutrality is the right way, not loving/hating others just for nothing but what they do deserve for.
I then think that my minds and feelings lead me to Service-to-Self, not Service-To-Others. Where should I look for the Truth? How to come to realize what is right?
I was thinking about this myself, back when people were referring to me as a black hole and so forth. And not in the mean way, just in that their 3rd eyes cant really see me. Long story.
"If you are a high level STS and want "out." Realize that all around are actors in trying to be human. Your "failure" to be "good" is what they study. The attention is the same, but they study why you fail as humans. Because we all fail eventually, that's your way out of neg 4d and above. Get into neg 4, sin is easier, that's the lesson. But remember why it is resisted and why you return. Some believe they can't reform their 3d chemical from 4th density."
If you are where I believe you are, this will make sense.
In closing, healing ability is in no way restricted to polarity.