08-08-2014, 03:12 AM
Hello all,
I've been reading the llresearch transcripts for several months now, and I just finally found the courage to create an account for the bringthe4th forum.
My name is Chrissa, I'm 20 years old, and the only certainty that I've ever had in my life is that I want nothing in this world but to help other people. I'm an aspiring doctor, but my short time in college has taught me that my path (happily) is not as straightforward as I would have thought it was. I always take assurance, however, in the fact that no matter what happens I'll be helping others and giving as much love as I can to whoever I meet.
I wanted to share a few synchronicities my friends and I have experienced in the past year (since 2012!). I think it's particularly exciting to be among one of those who have been "awakened", especially because I feel that there are huge numbers of people my age who feel the same way I do. I can say this with certainty among the friends I've met here in college, as well as from other places across the United States, are some of the most creative, loving, and giving people I've encountered. I'm so happy to be a witness, as well as a creator, of the amazing changes taking place.
There's some experiences I've been having since my "rebirth", and it's so unbelievably exciting that I can open up and recount these experiences without the discerning judgments of those who haven't had similar experiences as my own. I would love to hear your comments and perspectives-- I can't help but have that nagging feeling in the back of my mind that what I'm perceiving is a figment of my imagination, so I really take solace in that there are others who understand and can relate to the things which have occurred in my life.
The first paranormal experiences I had was during my sleep. I was visited by presences that have lived in the house I rent during it's 75 years of existence- the first presence I was visited by was a young man, and the other presences were two small children. I later learned from my roommate that the room I lived in was labeled "kid's room" on the electrical panel outside my house.
Another experience I had while I was sleeping happened when I first started reading about other entities who have visited the Earth previously. It was these readings that lead me to L/L Research. The dream that involved two beautiful blonde beings, a man and a woman. I perceived them to be related, perhaps brother and sister. While they visited, the woman recounted the experience of DMT, and although I had never taken it I understood her perception of it perfectly. During this dream I alternated between my conscious state and my dream state, and during my conscious state my room shimmered a beautiful silver color and the walls rippled likes waves in the ocean. As I went back in to the dream state, I perceived the woman blasting an indigo-ray at my third-eye, and it filled my body with light.
Later, when I researched "indigo-ray", I discovered this article:
http://www.mystic-expressions.net/sevenr...elohim.htm
The 7th Ray of the Elohim is also known as the ray of Arcturus and Victoria. They are known to represent transcendence, the release of previous burdens, and transformation. I've come to think of these dreams as the release of my veil of forgetfulness, so that my new life as a conscious individual can begin.
Now that I've been meditating, I've had various thoughts run through my head that constantly remind me to Love, Love, Love, and answer my questions and remind me to always act with love to others. I also had a really intense meditation where I came into contact with my grandfather who had passed away when I was younger, and his mother, my namessake, Chrisavgi (In Greek, chrisa means golden, and avgi means dawn. Golden Dawn). It was an overwhelming, bittersweet experience, in that I knew I would never see either of them but I would one day be one with them once again. Definitely the most intense meditation I've ever had.
I'm so glad that there is so much positivity and beauty in the world, and I sincerely send out my love to everyone. I'm excited to hear from you all and read more wonderful stories, memories, and experiences!!
Much love!
Chrissa <3
I've been reading the llresearch transcripts for several months now, and I just finally found the courage to create an account for the bringthe4th forum.
My name is Chrissa, I'm 20 years old, and the only certainty that I've ever had in my life is that I want nothing in this world but to help other people. I'm an aspiring doctor, but my short time in college has taught me that my path (happily) is not as straightforward as I would have thought it was. I always take assurance, however, in the fact that no matter what happens I'll be helping others and giving as much love as I can to whoever I meet.
I wanted to share a few synchronicities my friends and I have experienced in the past year (since 2012!). I think it's particularly exciting to be among one of those who have been "awakened", especially because I feel that there are huge numbers of people my age who feel the same way I do. I can say this with certainty among the friends I've met here in college, as well as from other places across the United States, are some of the most creative, loving, and giving people I've encountered. I'm so happy to be a witness, as well as a creator, of the amazing changes taking place.
There's some experiences I've been having since my "rebirth", and it's so unbelievably exciting that I can open up and recount these experiences without the discerning judgments of those who haven't had similar experiences as my own. I would love to hear your comments and perspectives-- I can't help but have that nagging feeling in the back of my mind that what I'm perceiving is a figment of my imagination, so I really take solace in that there are others who understand and can relate to the things which have occurred in my life.
The first paranormal experiences I had was during my sleep. I was visited by presences that have lived in the house I rent during it's 75 years of existence- the first presence I was visited by was a young man, and the other presences were two small children. I later learned from my roommate that the room I lived in was labeled "kid's room" on the electrical panel outside my house.
Another experience I had while I was sleeping happened when I first started reading about other entities who have visited the Earth previously. It was these readings that lead me to L/L Research. The dream that involved two beautiful blonde beings, a man and a woman. I perceived them to be related, perhaps brother and sister. While they visited, the woman recounted the experience of DMT, and although I had never taken it I understood her perception of it perfectly. During this dream I alternated between my conscious state and my dream state, and during my conscious state my room shimmered a beautiful silver color and the walls rippled likes waves in the ocean. As I went back in to the dream state, I perceived the woman blasting an indigo-ray at my third-eye, and it filled my body with light.
Later, when I researched "indigo-ray", I discovered this article:
http://www.mystic-expressions.net/sevenr...elohim.htm
The 7th Ray of the Elohim is also known as the ray of Arcturus and Victoria. They are known to represent transcendence, the release of previous burdens, and transformation. I've come to think of these dreams as the release of my veil of forgetfulness, so that my new life as a conscious individual can begin.
Now that I've been meditating, I've had various thoughts run through my head that constantly remind me to Love, Love, Love, and answer my questions and remind me to always act with love to others. I also had a really intense meditation where I came into contact with my grandfather who had passed away when I was younger, and his mother, my namessake, Chrisavgi (In Greek, chrisa means golden, and avgi means dawn. Golden Dawn). It was an overwhelming, bittersweet experience, in that I knew I would never see either of them but I would one day be one with them once again. Definitely the most intense meditation I've ever had.
I'm so glad that there is so much positivity and beauty in the world, and I sincerely send out my love to everyone. I'm excited to hear from you all and read more wonderful stories, memories, and experiences!!
Much love!
Chrissa <3