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So, when I was born on the 19th of June 2007 (Sun in Gemini, pretty sure moon in Leo) I almost...

You know, i am gonna take the story straight from the frontline of present focus first: After at the end of 4th grade I started utilizing various means to feel happy about life, around 6-7th gradde adding learning as a distortion and around the end of 7th grade adding what I would call basic spirituality, my mind did do things like yoga and meditation for a while, but was primarily focused on LOA (Law of Attraction) and just how real it seemed to be as classes were miraculously cancelled (pff, and other things too, only thing that didn't work was reality shifting to a world without covid).

Around Novemeber 2021 to January 2022 I achieved all my personal goals, including quitting fapping yet this too fell apart and gave me no happiness, I am writing this with a slight bias in my mind about making it sound like the typical story, it's very subtle, but I do notice it, keep in mind thus that the truly beautiful light I seek is just: perfection to be honest, It was perfect, it is perfect, it will be perfect-

anyways - So I also was starting to do guided meditations as a side note, by April I am pretty sure there was no return point, but it did not pop entirely until the end of May 2022, soon on June 12 I took the choice of quitting all technology for a year, it lasted 19 days, but in these days so much happened, and I also meditated on many days, actually from before June 12 every day for 1-2 hours. I guess I did not want to fall back into old patterns and that wish of life as "R" sure went trough.

After this I soon had beaten all limits I thought my body had and entered a state of pure darkness, followed by a state of pure love towards all, this is when I made a post about love from the Pride Parade where I got to spend hours hugging people for no reason and telling them they are loved, or chatting them up and trying to give them hope that it will all be okay in the end, "after the storm when the rainbow shines most brightly".

Then, I started doing daily Karma yoga, and then Bhakti yoga too, on the first day after tasting some things as the beloved, and seeing things as the beloved I had the thought of "I want to see the darkness too, love can get boring", and so a lot happened, but basically after meditating for 4 hours on a bridge after an event police came and long story short I wound up in a mental health facility for 6.5 days.

Now it is day 2-3 after, and I am still learning the lessons of acceptance and simultaneously not allowing the mind to give up on life, which is a theme from that pure darkness I mentioned.

I hope to as this all settles down more and as I get less or no medication prescribed work on projects that help others joyously, this mind-body unit is familiar with all sorts of languages, verbal (like Latin, French (Flofrog, parlez-vous francais? Si oui, comment ca va?) or... intermediate by most people's standards, Japanese though given the vastness of the language I'd say beginner), programming languages and some assembly. Now it's just about having the energy to carry out things like making a forum.

I mean hey, I know I can since I created HTML tutorials and I even created a chatroom service where people can create chatrooms in November of 2021 though this service is a bit weird at first, and had back then no consideration for the existence of those whose eyes do not perceive the light as the majority of entities on the planet, this connects as a part of the story I guess to how for a long time I used anime characters and Discord friends as means of feeling loved, the latter going in November, the first going on June 12, though still my mind being inspired in ways by it.]]>
So, when I was born on the 19th of June 2007 (Sun in Gemini, pretty sure moon in Leo) I almost...

You know, i am gonna take the story straight from the frontline of present focus first: After at the end of 4th grade I started utilizing various means to feel happy about life, around 6-7th gradde adding learning as a distortion and around the end of 7th grade adding what I would call basic spirituality, my mind did do things like yoga and meditation for a while, but was primarily focused on LOA (Law of Attraction) and just how real it seemed to be as classes were miraculously cancelled (pff, and other things too, only thing that didn't work was reality shifting to a world without covid).

Around Novemeber 2021 to January 2022 I achieved all my personal goals, including quitting fapping yet this too fell apart and gave me no happiness, I am writing this with a slight bias in my mind about making it sound like the typical story, it's very subtle, but I do notice it, keep in mind thus that the truly beautiful light I seek is just: perfection to be honest, It was perfect, it is perfect, it will be perfect-

anyways - So I also was starting to do guided meditations as a side note, by April I am pretty sure there was no return point, but it did not pop entirely until the end of May 2022, soon on June 12 I took the choice of quitting all technology for a year, it lasted 19 days, but in these days so much happened, and I also meditated on many days, actually from before June 12 every day for 1-2 hours. I guess I did not want to fall back into old patterns and that wish of life as "R" sure went trough.

After this I soon had beaten all limits I thought my body had and entered a state of pure darkness, followed by a state of pure love towards all, this is when I made a post about love from the Pride Parade where I got to spend hours hugging people for no reason and telling them they are loved, or chatting them up and trying to give them hope that it will all be okay in the end, "after the storm when the rainbow shines most brightly".

Then, I started doing daily Karma yoga, and then Bhakti yoga too, on the first day after tasting some things as the beloved, and seeing things as the beloved I had the thought of "I want to see the darkness too, love can get boring", and so a lot happened, but basically after meditating for 4 hours on a bridge after an event police came and long story short I wound up in a mental health facility for 6.5 days.

Now it is day 2-3 after, and I am still learning the lessons of acceptance and simultaneously not allowing the mind to give up on life, which is a theme from that pure darkness I mentioned.

I hope to as this all settles down more and as I get less or no medication prescribed work on projects that help others joyously, this mind-body unit is familiar with all sorts of languages, verbal (like Latin, French (Flofrog, parlez-vous francais? Si oui, comment ca va?) or... intermediate by most people's standards, Japanese though given the vastness of the language I'd say beginner), programming languages and some assembly. Now it's just about having the energy to carry out things like making a forum.

I mean hey, I know I can since I created HTML tutorials and I even created a chatroom service where people can create chatrooms in November of 2021 though this service is a bit weird at first, and had back then no consideration for the existence of those whose eyes do not perceive the light as the majority of entities on the planet, this connects as a part of the story I guess to how for a long time I used anime characters and Discord friends as means of feeling loved, the latter going in November, the first going on June 12, though still my mind being inspired in ways by it.]]> https://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=20107 Sun, 17 Jul 2022 09:01:44 +0000 Veszna]]> https://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=20107
I was born in 1977 in Hungary, at that time was a socialist country, so I haven't got spiritual or religious background.
I was 5-6 years old when I saw the first scene from one of my previous life.
I was playing with my brothers at home, when suddenly the room dissappeared and I saw myself on a ship, in the space.
When I was child, I often cry for my real family, I always wanted to go home, to the stars. From the beginning I felt a strong alianation, even my family background was full of love. 
These kind of daily "waking" visions stayed with me over the years, I saw my planet, my family, a star-portal, my mother ship...

The visions were just the beginning : sleep paralysis, vivid dreams(especially often with a group, 4-5 people with whom I came here for a quest) , astral projections, meeting with higher dimensional beings, Kundalini awakening (it was very unexpected, I was at a concert, I was shocked, because I didn't understand what happen with me, I haven't heard anything about energy centers, or Kundalini), heart chakra activation - when I met my soul group...so on. 
But I don't want to bore you, because I guess you've been through something similar.
Because these happened for a purpose, to remember who I am and why I'm here.
So I started to search and study, philosophy, ancient history, religions, spirituality...
And two years ago I met with the LOO, and the fragmented image became clear. I felt a piece of home.

When someone asks me, I say that LOO is my inner compass. It's not perfect, because so much of what I'm curious about hasn't been asked. But it's okay, the meditation and contemplation answer many things.
Recently I've read the LOO and started the second time because I want to take notes for myself. I know I can find on the net (thanks for the L/L Research) but I can focus better this way. 

I wish you a wonderful life on Earth, and I wish you could find the task/purpose that you were born to Earth for.]]>
I was born in 1977 in Hungary, at that time was a socialist country, so I haven't got spiritual or religious background.
I was 5-6 years old when I saw the first scene from one of my previous life.
I was playing with my brothers at home, when suddenly the room dissappeared and I saw myself on a ship, in the space.
When I was child, I often cry for my real family, I always wanted to go home, to the stars. From the beginning I felt a strong alianation, even my family background was full of love. 
These kind of daily "waking" visions stayed with me over the years, I saw my planet, my family, a star-portal, my mother ship...

The visions were just the beginning : sleep paralysis, vivid dreams(especially often with a group, 4-5 people with whom I came here for a quest) , astral projections, meeting with higher dimensional beings, Kundalini awakening (it was very unexpected, I was at a concert, I was shocked, because I didn't understand what happen with me, I haven't heard anything about energy centers, or Kundalini), heart chakra activation - when I met my soul group...so on. 
But I don't want to bore you, because I guess you've been through something similar.
Because these happened for a purpose, to remember who I am and why I'm here.
So I started to search and study, philosophy, ancient history, religions, spirituality...
And two years ago I met with the LOO, and the fragmented image became clear. I felt a piece of home.

When someone asks me, I say that LOO is my inner compass. It's not perfect, because so much of what I'm curious about hasn't been asked. But it's okay, the meditation and contemplation answer many things.
Recently I've read the LOO and started the second time because I want to take notes for myself. I know I can find on the net (thanks for the L/L Research) but I can focus better this way. 

I wish you a wonderful life on Earth, and I wish you could find the task/purpose that you were born to Earth for.]]> https://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=20100 Wed, 13 Jul 2022 17:34:50 +0000 Stillshot1]]> https://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=20100 Hello, my name is Steven and I have just found the Law of One information and now this website. I find the limited amount of the Ra material I’ve read so far to be absolutely fascinating and look forward to exploring much more of the library here. I’m glad to see the forums are active.

At first I thought it strange how in my search for discipline and knowledge of self, I ended up being directed to a belief system that touches upon other interests of mine; UFO’s, ET’s, ESP and reincarnation. Originally I was seeking information from university, psychology and clinical websites about personality disorders as I believe I have one, when I stumbled across similar ‘symptoms’ in people who consider themselves to be ‘Starseeds’. This eventually led to my finding The Law of One.

From what I have read so far, I seem to fit the ‘Wanderer’ description to a ‘T’ and believe I am now in my awakening. I am learning by reading various materials and listening to spiritual teachers. It is exciting to discover new information that ‘feels right’ and seems to support other ideas learned in the past.

Why I think I fit the Wanderer profile:

I have never felt like I belonged or fit in anywhere, so much that even as a child I wondered why I existed at all. I have always felt that I am not like other people, that somehow I am different and don’t belong. I’m an introvert and have trauma in my past. I often shake my head at the actions of humanity in general and wonder how I can be a part of this crazy species? I envy birds as I feel they are free to fly the whole sky and can go anywhere.

I felt immense joy when I read a passage about wanderers not being alone in their incarnations:
           “Call, then, upon these unseen friends whenever you feel that you are alone and need the support of another. Know that all such calls are answered …
                           … with many who are also here and also with those who walk with unseen treads and who find great joy and meaning in assisting you on your journey …”
That statement alone is worth the price of admission; it comforts me as I have felt so very alone most of my life.

I am an empath, I communicate well with animals, I find coincidences often and have been ‘lucky’ when needed in the past. Sometimes I get a strong feeling, for just a moment, that someone is near me when I know I’m physically alone. I am forever looking upwards to the sky and am fascinated with science, space and all things astronomical. I’ve read a lot about UFO's, Edgar Cayce, ESP and religions.

Occasionally I will experience a brief moment of clarity and heightened awareness, usually when I am outside and focusing on some aspect of nature. At these times I feel grounded yet suddenly aware that reality is so much more than what I can physically experience and that I am a tiny part of something so big, so complex and so amazing it’s difficult to imagine! At these times, despite my feelings of isolation, I sense I do indeed belong here on this earth and I have momentary peace.

Growing up without religious influence allowed me to compare existing mainstream beliefs and their take on history, god and eternity. Many of the bible tales I had heard growing up made me skeptical as to their validity and the moment I learned of eastern beliefs in reincarnation and karma it felt 'correct' and made sense to me.

I feel as if I have indeed spent my time until now wandering, but without purpose or direction and am just now learning to recognize my ego for what it is and the tendencies it is prone to. How comforting to know that I am more than just a mind limited to observations, judgments and reactions. I now imagine my true self having to ride this ego like a bull rider on a bucking steer holding on for dear life! Hopefully the ride will be easier going forward.

I have been seeking answers to a lot of different questions for a long time and haven’t found any satisfactory explanations until now. I’m trying to arrange my first past life regression therapy session; now that should be interesting!

I am glad to be here!


               Thank you to the web team for fixing my password issue ]]> Hello, my name is Steven and I have just found the Law of One information and now this website. I find the limited amount of the Ra material I’ve read so far to be absolutely fascinating and look forward to exploring much more of the library here. I’m glad to see the forums are active.

At first I thought it strange how in my search for discipline and knowledge of self, I ended up being directed to a belief system that touches upon other interests of mine; UFO’s, ET’s, ESP and reincarnation. Originally I was seeking information from university, psychology and clinical websites about personality disorders as I believe I have one, when I stumbled across similar ‘symptoms’ in people who consider themselves to be ‘Starseeds’. This eventually led to my finding The Law of One.

From what I have read so far, I seem to fit the ‘Wanderer’ description to a ‘T’ and believe I am now in my awakening. I am learning by reading various materials and listening to spiritual teachers. It is exciting to discover new information that ‘feels right’ and seems to support other ideas learned in the past.

Why I think I fit the Wanderer profile:

I have never felt like I belonged or fit in anywhere, so much that even as a child I wondered why I existed at all. I have always felt that I am not like other people, that somehow I am different and don’t belong. I’m an introvert and have trauma in my past. I often shake my head at the actions of humanity in general and wonder how I can be a part of this crazy species? I envy birds as I feel they are free to fly the whole sky and can go anywhere.

I felt immense joy when I read a passage about wanderers not being alone in their incarnations:
           “Call, then, upon these unseen friends whenever you feel that you are alone and need the support of another. Know that all such calls are answered …
                           … with many who are also here and also with those who walk with unseen treads and who find great joy and meaning in assisting you on your journey …”
That statement alone is worth the price of admission; it comforts me as I have felt so very alone most of my life.

I am an empath, I communicate well with animals, I find coincidences often and have been ‘lucky’ when needed in the past. Sometimes I get a strong feeling, for just a moment, that someone is near me when I know I’m physically alone. I am forever looking upwards to the sky and am fascinated with science, space and all things astronomical. I’ve read a lot about UFO's, Edgar Cayce, ESP and religions.

Occasionally I will experience a brief moment of clarity and heightened awareness, usually when I am outside and focusing on some aspect of nature. At these times I feel grounded yet suddenly aware that reality is so much more than what I can physically experience and that I am a tiny part of something so big, so complex and so amazing it’s difficult to imagine! At these times, despite my feelings of isolation, I sense I do indeed belong here on this earth and I have momentary peace.

Growing up without religious influence allowed me to compare existing mainstream beliefs and their take on history, god and eternity. Many of the bible tales I had heard growing up made me skeptical as to their validity and the moment I learned of eastern beliefs in reincarnation and karma it felt 'correct' and made sense to me.

I feel as if I have indeed spent my time until now wandering, but without purpose or direction and am just now learning to recognize my ego for what it is and the tendencies it is prone to. How comforting to know that I am more than just a mind limited to observations, judgments and reactions. I now imagine my true self having to ride this ego like a bull rider on a bucking steer holding on for dear life! Hopefully the ride will be easier going forward.

I have been seeking answers to a lot of different questions for a long time and haven’t found any satisfactory explanations until now. I’m trying to arrange my first past life regression therapy session; now that should be interesting!

I am glad to be here!


               Thank you to the web team for fixing my password issue ]]> https://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=20090 Fri, 08 Jul 2022 20:48:13 +0000 LoveAndLight7]]> https://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=20090
At the age of 7 I saw an UFO fly over my head while walking alone one night. After that I had several dreams of UFOs landing near by where we lived. One of them even looked like the one in the movie The Fifth Element. This made me ponder a lot during my childhood and read what I came over on this subject. This was before Internet.

My childhood was strictly Christian raising. My father would recite Proverbs 19:18 before receiving the rod. Needless to say, the picture of a loving Father came after my awaking. Bless his memory.

My first awaking came as a shock to me. I fasted and prayed for several days and all of a sudden a got an epiphany that blew my mind. I just knew that there was no hell, God was only loving and basically we could do what we pleased. We would just get another chance (reincarnation). It was just too much for my mind to handle at that time. I went into a psychosis that lasted a year, and had repressed this information when I came out of it. At this time I was still attending a church. My current belief at that time, was that we had only one life and if we missed the mark, we went to ever lasting damnation.

My second time to awake, came some years later. This is the time I also came across the Ra material and many other texts. However I could not make the ends of it, and still had repressed the revelation I got during my first awaking. 

Finally my oldest son challenged my views about a God who needed to kill his own son so that we did not have to go to hell. "What kind of almighty God is that?", he asked. I had no good answer to that, and this was my final wake up call. The material from Walsh came in a special way and resonated with me that God is only love, not punishing as humans are, and that we have lived prior lives. It all fell into place.

What has drawn me to bringth4th.org is reading the love message from the Brown Notebook as of lately, https://www.llresearch.org/history/brown-notebook wanting me to connect with others that resonate with this message of Devine Love.

May the be peace, love and light among our fellow humans in this time of harvest.]]>
At the age of 7 I saw an UFO fly over my head while walking alone one night. After that I had several dreams of UFOs landing near by where we lived. One of them even looked like the one in the movie The Fifth Element. This made me ponder a lot during my childhood and read what I came over on this subject. This was before Internet.

My childhood was strictly Christian raising. My father would recite Proverbs 19:18 before receiving the rod. Needless to say, the picture of a loving Father came after my awaking. Bless his memory.

My first awaking came as a shock to me. I fasted and prayed for several days and all of a sudden a got an epiphany that blew my mind. I just knew that there was no hell, God was only loving and basically we could do what we pleased. We would just get another chance (reincarnation). It was just too much for my mind to handle at that time. I went into a psychosis that lasted a year, and had repressed this information when I came out of it. At this time I was still attending a church. My current belief at that time, was that we had only one life and if we missed the mark, we went to ever lasting damnation.

My second time to awake, came some years later. This is the time I also came across the Ra material and many other texts. However I could not make the ends of it, and still had repressed the revelation I got during my first awaking. 

Finally my oldest son challenged my views about a God who needed to kill his own son so that we did not have to go to hell. "What kind of almighty God is that?", he asked. I had no good answer to that, and this was my final wake up call. The material from Walsh came in a special way and resonated with me that God is only love, not punishing as humans are, and that we have lived prior lives. It all fell into place.

What has drawn me to bringth4th.org is reading the love message from the Brown Notebook as of lately, https://www.llresearch.org/history/brown-notebook wanting me to connect with others that resonate with this message of Devine Love.

May the be peace, love and light among our fellow humans in this time of harvest.]]> https://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=20086 Mon, 04 Jul 2022 15:47:32 +0000 Lonebro]]> https://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=20086
My "ah-ha" moment, which continues unabated to this day, came from reading sessions 10.13 and 10.16. Along with many other similar which I found using my Kindle edition which allows word and phrase searches.. Priceless! I just searched for the word "love". 

In several places, the Law of One discusses helping to "heal the planet" and points to a number of means to do this. 

The one that caught my attention was the power of "concentration" and an example of this was what certain adepts in the "white magic" tradition (such as the Golden Dawn) might practice in magickal ceremonies aimed at "planetary healing". Ra warns against trying white magick in a solitary mode. 
He says that positively oriented people should only take part in white magick in a group. (The reason was not given.)

Ra says that any means of training for concentration, including visualizing geometric figures, will provide training useful for planetary healing. 

Have any of you "real wanderers" experimented with concentrative projection of Love energy directed to planetary healing? I'd love to learn more about your experience. I'm sure that I could pick up on a few of them for my own "mission-seeking".

I'm experimenting with a kind of "mantra yoga" approach using the "pet names" of my two main spiritual directors.  I find it allows quite complete concentration for several hours at a time. I project love and consign the energy to my directors to apply it to particulars. 

What works for you?]]>
My "ah-ha" moment, which continues unabated to this day, came from reading sessions 10.13 and 10.16. Along with many other similar which I found using my Kindle edition which allows word and phrase searches.. Priceless! I just searched for the word "love". 

In several places, the Law of One discusses helping to "heal the planet" and points to a number of means to do this. 

The one that caught my attention was the power of "concentration" and an example of this was what certain adepts in the "white magic" tradition (such as the Golden Dawn) might practice in magickal ceremonies aimed at "planetary healing". Ra warns against trying white magick in a solitary mode. 
He says that positively oriented people should only take part in white magick in a group. (The reason was not given.)

Ra says that any means of training for concentration, including visualizing geometric figures, will provide training useful for planetary healing. 

Have any of you "real wanderers" experimented with concentrative projection of Love energy directed to planetary healing? I'd love to learn more about your experience. I'm sure that I could pick up on a few of them for my own "mission-seeking".

I'm experimenting with a kind of "mantra yoga" approach using the "pet names" of my two main spiritual directors.  I find it allows quite complete concentration for several hours at a time. I project love and consign the energy to my directors to apply it to particulars. 

What works for you?]]> https://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=20058 Mon, 13 Jun 2022 05:19:07 +0000 Rose from India]]> https://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=20058 My Spiritual Awakening:

Hi I am Rose. I Was born and brought up in a very strict Christian family in South India where I was taught Jesus is the only God and we will all go to Hell if we don’t believe in Jesus. I used to fight with my fellow classmates that they were making a huge mistake by not believing in Jesus. I still remember how I used to question them by asking “Don’t you ever question how you were created? Don’t you think you were created by someone else with an almighty power?” . 

But as I started growing up , during my 16s and 17s in high school. I started questioning Bible a lot. I started having doubts like “why God only blesses some people and destroys other people just because they don’t worship him? That’s not fair if he is an ever loving God”. 

I entered my college with so many questions around this religion and during 2013, when my mom and dad were travelling to my college in car, they met with a huge accident. I heard the news and rushed to the hospital where they were that day. The shocking moment when I found both of them in the ICU shook my life. I didn’t cry. I didn’t feel bad. I was in a shock. I asked myself “what type of a God would let his child go through this”. That day changed my life! 

My old belief system got shattered into pieces and I realIzed we are all ONE. And the only religion we all have is love. I realIzed it by myself and also my friend recommended me to read Elkhart Tolle’s Powerof Now and A new earth! 

And thus my spiritual awakening process begun. 

Weird experiences as a child:

One of the weird experiences I had as a child was:
I still remember when I was 7 or 8, I used to go blind for a few minutes and I used to start seeing snakes all around me. Rainbow snakes. 

I remember I was in class once, and all of a sudden I’m losing my sight and I cry and hug my teacher saying I’m so scared. And she took me to my mother. 

My Dream Life and My Volunteering to Planet Earth:

 I would like to say I used to have tons of dream from when I was little. Even now! 

Dreams dreams dreams… Some very beautiful, some adventurous but with symbols and signs, some just my subconscious bringing things up etc etc this is how my everyday sleep goes from a very young age. 

I would like to say that there is this dream or memory which I am not sure but has been stuck with me for a long time, not sure from when, but from when I was in school.

The dream/memory is I am in space without any Body or form with 2 other beings with me. One big in the middle. One more like me. I see earth and I see a couple and I look at these beings and say(not exactly say, it was more of a knowing) “It’s time”. And I come down to earth. 

This dream/memory has been stuck with me for a long long long time and I know deep down that I chose my mom and dad before my birth. I have always been a rebel and I always found a way in everything I do. I always find this life to be a very heavy one. So heavy and I’m longing to go back home so badly. But also I know deep down I chose to come here and I would love to help others to deeply love each other. I’ve had so many tough experiences that has ripped me into parts and opened my heart and I am still in the process of blooming into a wonderful flower. 

And from 2017, I have been a HR consultant, giving people jobs in different companies  and for a long long time I always have this longing towards MOTHER NATURE, to work for MOTHER GAIA and I was recently working and studying about the Heart Chakra , the Anahata energy, that’s when I found out Aaron Abke’s YouTube channel and from there I found THE Law of One that totally resonated with my whole life lessons. 

I have always wondered whether there are people like me who came out of their religion and felt that they came here by choice but after knowing the Law of One, I feel HOME. 

I am not sure whether I came here as a volunteer 100% but I do know that this lifetime of mine is so short that this is just a fraction of what is happening in this entirety of Universes we are in and I am so happy to be a part of this adventure… 

I do now and then feel very very depressed and low on how to live this life as it feels very heavy and frustrating for me at times on how to deal with the pain, chaos and suffering but I hope I do something good for humanity before I pass on! 



Kindly share me your thoughts and advices if you have any! 
Thank you for reading. Would love to know yours! I]]> My Spiritual Awakening:

Hi I am Rose. I Was born and brought up in a very strict Christian family in South India where I was taught Jesus is the only God and we will all go to Hell if we don’t believe in Jesus. I used to fight with my fellow classmates that they were making a huge mistake by not believing in Jesus. I still remember how I used to question them by asking “Don’t you ever question how you were created? Don’t you think you were created by someone else with an almighty power?” . 

But as I started growing up , during my 16s and 17s in high school. I started questioning Bible a lot. I started having doubts like “why God only blesses some people and destroys other people just because they don’t worship him? That’s not fair if he is an ever loving God”. 

I entered my college with so many questions around this religion and during 2013, when my mom and dad were travelling to my college in car, they met with a huge accident. I heard the news and rushed to the hospital where they were that day. The shocking moment when I found both of them in the ICU shook my life. I didn’t cry. I didn’t feel bad. I was in a shock. I asked myself “what type of a God would let his child go through this”. That day changed my life! 

My old belief system got shattered into pieces and I realIzed we are all ONE. And the only religion we all have is love. I realIzed it by myself and also my friend recommended me to read Elkhart Tolle’s Powerof Now and A new earth! 

And thus my spiritual awakening process begun. 

Weird experiences as a child:

One of the weird experiences I had as a child was:
I still remember when I was 7 or 8, I used to go blind for a few minutes and I used to start seeing snakes all around me. Rainbow snakes. 

I remember I was in class once, and all of a sudden I’m losing my sight and I cry and hug my teacher saying I’m so scared. And she took me to my mother. 

My Dream Life and My Volunteering to Planet Earth:

 I would like to say I used to have tons of dream from when I was little. Even now! 

Dreams dreams dreams… Some very beautiful, some adventurous but with symbols and signs, some just my subconscious bringing things up etc etc this is how my everyday sleep goes from a very young age. 

I would like to say that there is this dream or memory which I am not sure but has been stuck with me for a long time, not sure from when, but from when I was in school.

The dream/memory is I am in space without any Body or form with 2 other beings with me. One big in the middle. One more like me. I see earth and I see a couple and I look at these beings and say(not exactly say, it was more of a knowing) “It’s time”. And I come down to earth. 

This dream/memory has been stuck with me for a long long long time and I know deep down that I chose my mom and dad before my birth. I have always been a rebel and I always found a way in everything I do. I always find this life to be a very heavy one. So heavy and I’m longing to go back home so badly. But also I know deep down I chose to come here and I would love to help others to deeply love each other. I’ve had so many tough experiences that has ripped me into parts and opened my heart and I am still in the process of blooming into a wonderful flower. 

And from 2017, I have been a HR consultant, giving people jobs in different companies  and for a long long time I always have this longing towards MOTHER NATURE, to work for MOTHER GAIA and I was recently working and studying about the Heart Chakra , the Anahata energy, that’s when I found out Aaron Abke’s YouTube channel and from there I found THE Law of One that totally resonated with my whole life lessons. 

I have always wondered whether there are people like me who came out of their religion and felt that they came here by choice but after knowing the Law of One, I feel HOME. 

I am not sure whether I came here as a volunteer 100% but I do know that this lifetime of mine is so short that this is just a fraction of what is happening in this entirety of Universes we are in and I am so happy to be a part of this adventure… 

I do now and then feel very very depressed and low on how to live this life as it feels very heavy and frustrating for me at times on how to deal with the pain, chaos and suffering but I hope I do something good for humanity before I pass on! 



Kindly share me your thoughts and advices if you have any! 
Thank you for reading. Would love to know yours! I]]> https://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=20007 Fri, 13 May 2022 19:41:10 +0000 Awizeking]]> https://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=20007
So this happened Friday night, my wife went to work and I decided to go in my closet in absolute darkness and silence. I told my boys to please keep it down.
I began to meditate. Please see what I'm about to explain can only describe it it maybe 5 percent of the true magnitude of what I felt and thought. After some time of trying to stayed focused over an over I realized I was very deep within. Being conscious of my body was fading in an out. I remember losing all since of time. There is so so much I can explain but I will only hit the high parts.
I remember thinking that humans were a virus that all they do is consume and destroy but then it went a bit deeper and realized that it was the EGO that does nothing but consume. So I thought that I must search out this EGO and eradicate it. As I searched it out it keep eluding me, escaping some how. When I saw it around one corner I would look there and it was gone. I remember having this intense feeling and thought that it was the EGO that takes everything from me, my happiness, my joy, makes me lazy, consumes everything about me and who I truly am, it lies to me, it betrays me ect ect..... I remember getting very frustrated. What was holding me back could not be found or dispelled. I remember my body feeling as of empty space, like looking into outer space. Then I realized that my mind had no boundaries, again like empty space. I remember calling Krishna, speaking the Mantra, I remember speaking OM and nothing was working. I then became extremely frustrated, I was extremely mad and emotional. I remember saying enlightenment is so stupid (excuse my language) I remember saying f*** enlightenment, that this is so stupid. Why can't I find it, how long do I have to practice and meditate, I remember crying, grabbing my head, clenching my fist I was so mad. So mad I couldn't find it and have it, saying how long do I need to practice, and feeling as if I had made no real progress. I was enraged.

This part is very sensitive and absolutely crazy.

I remember crying and laughing simultaneously, screaming inside, laughing. I was having a psychotic break down and I knew it some how, my mind was literally breaking, splitting and cracking. I was so afraid, I was afraid my boys would come up, that my wife would walk in on me. I had no idea what time it was or how long I had been in the closet. I remember weighting the choice to keep pushing forward or to back off, I remember thinking that if I push forward I my never be the same and I have to go a mental hospital because I broke my mind. But I said to my self don't be afraid that I had to push through and so I did. What happened next words cannot described the magnitude of what I'm about to tell you.

A great force overcame me, something that was behind my mind, it has always been there but when my mind split it came forth. I was possessed an it spoke to me, my body began to shake and have tremors, like waves pushing and passing through me. While this was happening the voice told me that it wasn't going to hurt me, to not be afraid. It said this a few time. It said to me, don't be afraid. As I felt this intense wave of energy crawl up my body to the base of my skull on my spine, the voice keep saying "I am purging you, I am purging you" I asked what it was purging and it said "the darkness, the lies. it said this a few times. Let me add that this voice, this entity was using me to speak, like I was in the background listening and watching. My mouth and body was its vessel, my mouth was moving as it spoke. I was absolutely terrified. It sounded like a demon speaking through me. It sounded like a snake speaking through me. My breathing was extremely deep and long and it only spoke when I was breathing out and never spoke while I was inhaling. The waves of energy where so intense that I remember that I was just holding on for dear life, the waves were so powerful. I remember this force didn't feel evil or good that it was far beyond any of those. After the force was done purging me I assume, it continued to speak through me. It told me that I had awakened it and that it is here now and it's not going anywhere, that it was staying. It was saying to me "This is what you wanted isn't it" it repeated this a few times, that you have awoken me. As I was feeling terrified by the shear force and power of this thing it was saying "don't be afraid this is what you wanted" I asked it who it was and it said. "I am the destroyer of worlds, the universe and I give life to everything." It said "that I am you and you are me, we are the same. I asked why it was here and it said you wanted this. It began to tell me how I was wasting my life, that I don't love my wife and family as I should. It was very disappointed with me or at least that was the feeling and that it has givin me everything, life, comfort, love and family and I misuse it. And how I continue to ask for more when I have everything that I need. I felt like a child, it was very disappointed. It told me how to live (in a very good way) It also asked me to bring forth this ego I speak of and it would be rid of it but I couldn’t seem to find it, it repeated this, to bring this ego forward so I can dispel it. But I somehow realized I couldn’t bring it forward because it really didn’t exist then naturally the question and attempt just fell away. After this went on for some time ( no idea how long) the voice stopped and had this intense pressure at the base of my skull, it felt like my spine and head were going to explode. Like someone was filling a balloon until it popped. Right before it popped I got this feeling that if I push through I would lose everything, my family, my current life. That I would be changed forever that I would receive true enlightenment but I would be forever changed. I became very afraid and pulled back. I thought for a while and said to myself I cannot be afraid I have to do this, I assured myself that i wouldn't lose anything, that this was my ego afraid of dieing. So I ask the entity to come back and it came back. The pressure came back to my spine at the base of my skull, it was so intense that I was gritting my teeth, clinching my fist and holding on with everything I had. I thought to myself that I am resisting that I need to relax and let the energy flow. In this moment the ballon popped and my mind exploded into infinity. In this moment I knew I was enlightened. I began to laugh out loud, it was so hilarious and so trivial and so stupid. That what I was searching for was always there and so simple to find. All this fuss and stress for absolutely nothing, that what I was looking for was literally as simple as blinking my eyes. I could not stop laughing at the irony of it all. There is much more that happened afterwards but I have written enough.]]>
So this happened Friday night, my wife went to work and I decided to go in my closet in absolute darkness and silence. I told my boys to please keep it down.
I began to meditate. Please see what I'm about to explain can only describe it it maybe 5 percent of the true magnitude of what I felt and thought. After some time of trying to stayed focused over an over I realized I was very deep within. Being conscious of my body was fading in an out. I remember losing all since of time. There is so so much I can explain but I will only hit the high parts.
I remember thinking that humans were a virus that all they do is consume and destroy but then it went a bit deeper and realized that it was the EGO that does nothing but consume. So I thought that I must search out this EGO and eradicate it. As I searched it out it keep eluding me, escaping some how. When I saw it around one corner I would look there and it was gone. I remember having this intense feeling and thought that it was the EGO that takes everything from me, my happiness, my joy, makes me lazy, consumes everything about me and who I truly am, it lies to me, it betrays me ect ect..... I remember getting very frustrated. What was holding me back could not be found or dispelled. I remember my body feeling as of empty space, like looking into outer space. Then I realized that my mind had no boundaries, again like empty space. I remember calling Krishna, speaking the Mantra, I remember speaking OM and nothing was working. I then became extremely frustrated, I was extremely mad and emotional. I remember saying enlightenment is so stupid (excuse my language) I remember saying f*** enlightenment, that this is so stupid. Why can't I find it, how long do I have to practice and meditate, I remember crying, grabbing my head, clenching my fist I was so mad. So mad I couldn't find it and have it, saying how long do I need to practice, and feeling as if I had made no real progress. I was enraged.

This part is very sensitive and absolutely crazy.

I remember crying and laughing simultaneously, screaming inside, laughing. I was having a psychotic break down and I knew it some how, my mind was literally breaking, splitting and cracking. I was so afraid, I was afraid my boys would come up, that my wife would walk in on me. I had no idea what time it was or how long I had been in the closet. I remember weighting the choice to keep pushing forward or to back off, I remember thinking that if I push forward I my never be the same and I have to go a mental hospital because I broke my mind. But I said to my self don't be afraid that I had to push through and so I did. What happened next words cannot described the magnitude of what I'm about to tell you.

A great force overcame me, something that was behind my mind, it has always been there but when my mind split it came forth. I was possessed an it spoke to me, my body began to shake and have tremors, like waves pushing and passing through me. While this was happening the voice told me that it wasn't going to hurt me, to not be afraid. It said this a few time. It said to me, don't be afraid. As I felt this intense wave of energy crawl up my body to the base of my skull on my spine, the voice keep saying "I am purging you, I am purging you" I asked what it was purging and it said "the darkness, the lies. it said this a few times. Let me add that this voice, this entity was using me to speak, like I was in the background listening and watching. My mouth and body was its vessel, my mouth was moving as it spoke. I was absolutely terrified. It sounded like a demon speaking through me. It sounded like a snake speaking through me. My breathing was extremely deep and long and it only spoke when I was breathing out and never spoke while I was inhaling. The waves of energy where so intense that I remember that I was just holding on for dear life, the waves were so powerful. I remember this force didn't feel evil or good that it was far beyond any of those. After the force was done purging me I assume, it continued to speak through me. It told me that I had awakened it and that it is here now and it's not going anywhere, that it was staying. It was saying to me "This is what you wanted isn't it" it repeated this a few times, that you have awoken me. As I was feeling terrified by the shear force and power of this thing it was saying "don't be afraid this is what you wanted" I asked it who it was and it said. "I am the destroyer of worlds, the universe and I give life to everything." It said "that I am you and you are me, we are the same. I asked why it was here and it said you wanted this. It began to tell me how I was wasting my life, that I don't love my wife and family as I should. It was very disappointed with me or at least that was the feeling and that it has givin me everything, life, comfort, love and family and I misuse it. And how I continue to ask for more when I have everything that I need. I felt like a child, it was very disappointed. It told me how to live (in a very good way) It also asked me to bring forth this ego I speak of and it would be rid of it but I couldn’t seem to find it, it repeated this, to bring this ego forward so I can dispel it. But I somehow realized I couldn’t bring it forward because it really didn’t exist then naturally the question and attempt just fell away. After this went on for some time ( no idea how long) the voice stopped and had this intense pressure at the base of my skull, it felt like my spine and head were going to explode. Like someone was filling a balloon until it popped. Right before it popped I got this feeling that if I push through I would lose everything, my family, my current life. That I would be changed forever that I would receive true enlightenment but I would be forever changed. I became very afraid and pulled back. I thought for a while and said to myself I cannot be afraid I have to do this, I assured myself that i wouldn't lose anything, that this was my ego afraid of dieing. So I ask the entity to come back and it came back. The pressure came back to my spine at the base of my skull, it was so intense that I was gritting my teeth, clinching my fist and holding on with everything I had. I thought to myself that I am resisting that I need to relax and let the energy flow. In this moment the ballon popped and my mind exploded into infinity. In this moment I knew I was enlightened. I began to laugh out loud, it was so hilarious and so trivial and so stupid. That what I was searching for was always there and so simple to find. All this fuss and stress for absolutely nothing, that what I was looking for was literally as simple as blinking my eyes. I could not stop laughing at the irony of it all. There is much more that happened afterwards but I have written enough.]]> https://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=20000 Tue, 10 May 2022 02:24:11 +0000 dave.matador]]> https://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=20000 https://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=19961 Thu, 28 Apr 2022 21:39:03 +0000 joetitus987@gmail.com]]> https://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=19961
I pray to enjoy the opportunities to serve others, with a full recognition of others free will in this process.  Provide me the love and wisdom to learn/teach as I move through these situations with others.

Energize my journey today in every way, both enjoyably and difficultly, so I may productively polarize and share that energy with my fellow beings of all densities.

This is my intention today for my spiritual growth and the spiritual growth of others that want to share in this journey.  Thank you One Creator for this life/illusion that accelerates our every deepening consciousness of you.

Adonai

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I pray to enjoy the opportunities to serve others, with a full recognition of others free will in this process.  Provide me the love and wisdom to learn/teach as I move through these situations with others.

Energize my journey today in every way, both enjoyably and difficultly, so I may productively polarize and share that energy with my fellow beings of all densities.

This is my intention today for my spiritual growth and the spiritual growth of others that want to share in this journey.  Thank you One Creator for this life/illusion that accelerates our every deepening consciousness of you.

Adonai

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To begin, the last year has been an intense one. Lots of in-depth study into topics that I didn't know existed, such as chakras, third eye (pineal gland), kundalini, mudras, channeling, accepting the fact that ETs do exist, the other “taboo” religions, etc. All those plus quitting my engineering job to focus on myself and all the nebulous, unbalanced areas of my complex parts. There was a lot of things I had to work out and have made substantial progress. I do feel at peace with myself, which I had doubts my entire life that I could achieve. That life started when I was around two years old and became a ward of the state. Before that time, was sketchy but I made strides through my life to piece together from my biological relations - although trying to decipher what was fabricated was a challenge. In short, those first two years were not good, per se. Maybe I will fill those details in later. But, my life has been an interesting one.

During my times in foster homes, being property (during the 70’s) wasn’t fun, to say the least. At 7-8 years old, my biological father “rescued” - his words - me from the state system. Unfortunately, the life chapter he started lasted roughly 8 years. Those years were darker than the preceding years. More details that I might fill in later on this forum when/where appropriate. For time and length sake at the current moment, I will refrain. To sum up, I experienced lots of things (abuse) during my foster care days, but the time with my biological father, his wife, and her kids (and the fleeting reunion with my biological brother and sister) put a new level to bleakness and abuse. To say the least, I didn’t know what hate was until this timeframe.  I will say this, during this timeframe, I experienced/discovered some interesting things about myself. In the end, those formative years, made me stronger.

At 14-15, I went and lived with my biological mother (she divorced her second husband and went through the legal system to get me away from my biological father). Although a reprieve, this was the beginning of another interesting chapter of my life. To sum this part up, it gave me insight into religious cults and further insight into myself. Standing up for what you believe in can make the school system (et. al.) take notice of you, within the classroom and elsewhere.

At 20, I challenged the church that my mom was in and was summarily kicked out. The challenge came into play when (don’t get me started on the medical industry) I was told that I had six months to live due to aggressive cancer in my saliva glands on my left side of my face. My life perspective was further broadened and darkened. Needless to say, after losing the saliva glands, and the doctor’s admonition that I was still going to die of cancer, I am still here. But that was the catalyst for me to make some serious life changes, hence the church challenging. Here I will say that the surgery took place Xmas eve during that same year of 20. No one showed up Xmas day. In ICU, alone, no one. I cried all that day. Keep in mind that, at 8, I shut all emotions off. I had to because I learned that physical pain would come if I didn’t. So, yea, I cried a lot for the first time in a long time that day.

At this point, I will jump to December of 2019. That for me was a turning point. I decided to quit drinking and to get my life together. Don’t get me wrong, I did accomplish a lot. Several college degrees, raised two kids, got myself independent, again. But, that came crashing down in 2009. I gave up for the first time in my life and started to drink a lot - another story for another time. But, I decided my life needed to get back to the fighter/survivor that I was previously. I stopped drinking like I said and decided to make some serious changes.

I quit my engineering job in Feb ’21 and focused on myself. Last year, April ’21, a month into my sabbatical, let’s call it, from working, I had an out-of-body experience [near death experience (?)] that changed my entire perspective and fueled my self-discovery journey, hence the intense researching into topics I didn’t know about, in most cases, at that time. It has been an amazing ride.

I have been recording some of that journey on my YouTube channel. There I have my recording of that out-of-body experience as well as some personal musings. You are welcome to visit.

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCOmZ_Vb...Thy1bTNlrA

I can say that the Law of One (which I just started reading a couple of months ago) has made most, if not all, of my life make sense to me.]]>
To begin, the last year has been an intense one. Lots of in-depth study into topics that I didn't know existed, such as chakras, third eye (pineal gland), kundalini, mudras, channeling, accepting the fact that ETs do exist, the other “taboo” religions, etc. All those plus quitting my engineering job to focus on myself and all the nebulous, unbalanced areas of my complex parts. There was a lot of things I had to work out and have made substantial progress. I do feel at peace with myself, which I had doubts my entire life that I could achieve. That life started when I was around two years old and became a ward of the state. Before that time, was sketchy but I made strides through my life to piece together from my biological relations - although trying to decipher what was fabricated was a challenge. In short, those first two years were not good, per se. Maybe I will fill those details in later. But, my life has been an interesting one.

During my times in foster homes, being property (during the 70’s) wasn’t fun, to say the least. At 7-8 years old, my biological father “rescued” - his words - me from the state system. Unfortunately, the life chapter he started lasted roughly 8 years. Those years were darker than the preceding years. More details that I might fill in later on this forum when/where appropriate. For time and length sake at the current moment, I will refrain. To sum up, I experienced lots of things (abuse) during my foster care days, but the time with my biological father, his wife, and her kids (and the fleeting reunion with my biological brother and sister) put a new level to bleakness and abuse. To say the least, I didn’t know what hate was until this timeframe.  I will say this, during this timeframe, I experienced/discovered some interesting things about myself. In the end, those formative years, made me stronger.

At 14-15, I went and lived with my biological mother (she divorced her second husband and went through the legal system to get me away from my biological father). Although a reprieve, this was the beginning of another interesting chapter of my life. To sum this part up, it gave me insight into religious cults and further insight into myself. Standing up for what you believe in can make the school system (et. al.) take notice of you, within the classroom and elsewhere.

At 20, I challenged the church that my mom was in and was summarily kicked out. The challenge came into play when (don’t get me started on the medical industry) I was told that I had six months to live due to aggressive cancer in my saliva glands on my left side of my face. My life perspective was further broadened and darkened. Needless to say, after losing the saliva glands, and the doctor’s admonition that I was still going to die of cancer, I am still here. But that was the catalyst for me to make some serious life changes, hence the church challenging. Here I will say that the surgery took place Xmas eve during that same year of 20. No one showed up Xmas day. In ICU, alone, no one. I cried all that day. Keep in mind that, at 8, I shut all emotions off. I had to because I learned that physical pain would come if I didn’t. So, yea, I cried a lot for the first time in a long time that day.

At this point, I will jump to December of 2019. That for me was a turning point. I decided to quit drinking and to get my life together. Don’t get me wrong, I did accomplish a lot. Several college degrees, raised two kids, got myself independent, again. But, that came crashing down in 2009. I gave up for the first time in my life and started to drink a lot - another story for another time. But, I decided my life needed to get back to the fighter/survivor that I was previously. I stopped drinking like I said and decided to make some serious changes.

I quit my engineering job in Feb ’21 and focused on myself. Last year, April ’21, a month into my sabbatical, let’s call it, from working, I had an out-of-body experience [near death experience (?)] that changed my entire perspective and fueled my self-discovery journey, hence the intense researching into topics I didn’t know about, in most cases, at that time. It has been an amazing ride.

I have been recording some of that journey on my YouTube channel. There I have my recording of that out-of-body experience as well as some personal musings. You are welcome to visit.

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCOmZ_Vb...Thy1bTNlrA

I can say that the Law of One (which I just started reading a couple of months ago) has made most, if not all, of my life make sense to me.]]> https://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=19866 Tue, 05 Apr 2022 04:01:52 +0000 Amazziah]]> https://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=19866      It started with me trying to find my son and trying to communicate with him. He was MURDERED in Prison by the Warden and Doctor with fatal injection of Steroids.  My son constantly contacted me after leaving this 3D earth.  AA Spirit Guides , Sharmons, Aliens Contacting Me ...Guiding my thoughts and actions.  THIS MY LIFE NOW ......SEEKING THE TRUTH.... OH YES CLOSING IN ON MY SONS KILLER.  MY MISSION
    I have found out I can now be contacted from another Plane where we came from and where we go after we leave this 3D body we incarnated into. Trying to navigate between 2 Planes is Rough. My 3rd Eye is activated and highly sensitive.
    RA and Q'uo contribution to my knowledge of letting me know... Who I AM ....Where I Came From..What is My Purpose... Why we Exist.. What is The Purpose of this 3D illusion...
       Q'uo is currently updating constantly at the L/L Research.  Brian Scott is great to listen to in keeping up with Q'uo.  YouTube

Thanks for reading.  Much success on your Journey.  It's a Struggle with Highlights of Happiness n Extreme Pain.
               P,S. I HAVE ALREADY GONE THROUGH MY LIFE REVISIT THAT BROUGHT Healing of the Dark Soul....]]>      It started with me trying to find my son and trying to communicate with him. He was MURDERED in Prison by the Warden and Doctor with fatal injection of Steroids.  My son constantly contacted me after leaving this 3D earth.  AA Spirit Guides , Sharmons, Aliens Contacting Me ...Guiding my thoughts and actions.  THIS MY LIFE NOW ......SEEKING THE TRUTH.... OH YES CLOSING IN ON MY SONS KILLER.  MY MISSION
    I have found out I can now be contacted from another Plane where we came from and where we go after we leave this 3D body we incarnated into. Trying to navigate between 2 Planes is Rough. My 3rd Eye is activated and highly sensitive.
    RA and Q'uo contribution to my knowledge of letting me know... Who I AM ....Where I Came From..What is My Purpose... Why we Exist.. What is The Purpose of this 3D illusion...
       Q'uo is currently updating constantly at the L/L Research.  Brian Scott is great to listen to in keeping up with Q'uo.  YouTube

Thanks for reading.  Much success on your Journey.  It's a Struggle with Highlights of Happiness n Extreme Pain.
               P,S. I HAVE ALREADY GONE THROUGH MY LIFE REVISIT THAT BROUGHT Healing of the Dark Soul....]]> https://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=19825 Sat, 19 Mar 2022 03:03:12 +0000 sten]]> https://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=19825
But wait, what's going on? What is happening right now? I have reached my goal ... and ... where is the joy? The enthusiasm? The jubilation? The chaka? Nothing, none of that was present, none of those feelings of happiness! That was the moment when I said to God: "What is this s*** here?" and at the same time the beginning of my spiritual journey, without knowing it at the time.

A year later I was doing an NLP training and on the last day during an angel meditation, exactly at the moment when we were supposed to connect with this golden angel, I suddenly had to start crying. They were warm tears of joy, of love, of security. My mind completely collapsed and desperately wanted to have an explanation for it and so I asked myself over and over again what this was all about, why was I crying? And the tears ran and ran, and then I got an answer in the form of a thought, which was as follows

"You have arrived home"

Booom ... what the heck is that? I am home? Now the tears were running even more and the love of home was even greater than before and yet I understood nothing. I complied, let go and just enjoyed this wonderful feeling. On the way home, I passed through a rainbow that suddenly appeared in the middle of the road in front of me. A few days later I experienced on the one hand the conscious realization that we are all ONE with each other, which brought me again to a tear outburst and on the other hand I heard a choir of angels singing at my work (metal industry) that no one heard except me alone.

Since this experience, the floodgates of spirituality opened in me, before that I had no understanding for something like that, I was firmly anchored in the earthly 3D circus. Shortly after that I started to read about our world situation, I started to read Armin Risse, Dieter Broers and David Icke and everything I read was immediately clear and logical to me. And so I started to search, to search for the truth, I visited spiritual groups, read all kinds of books and started to try spiritual practices. From the beginning I practiced daily silent meditation, this helped me to purify myself, I released many dark blocks. Without this work of meditation in the last years, I probably would not have survived the Corona Crisis, because I came from a deep valley of fear.

And so I thank the messages of the Law of One for the help and support we wanderers may experience in these times of change. THANK YOU]]>
But wait, what's going on? What is happening right now? I have reached my goal ... and ... where is the joy? The enthusiasm? The jubilation? The chaka? Nothing, none of that was present, none of those feelings of happiness! That was the moment when I said to God: "What is this s*** here?" and at the same time the beginning of my spiritual journey, without knowing it at the time.

A year later I was doing an NLP training and on the last day during an angel meditation, exactly at the moment when we were supposed to connect with this golden angel, I suddenly had to start crying. They were warm tears of joy, of love, of security. My mind completely collapsed and desperately wanted to have an explanation for it and so I asked myself over and over again what this was all about, why was I crying? And the tears ran and ran, and then I got an answer in the form of a thought, which was as follows

"You have arrived home"

Booom ... what the heck is that? I am home? Now the tears were running even more and the love of home was even greater than before and yet I understood nothing. I complied, let go and just enjoyed this wonderful feeling. On the way home, I passed through a rainbow that suddenly appeared in the middle of the road in front of me. A few days later I experienced on the one hand the conscious realization that we are all ONE with each other, which brought me again to a tear outburst and on the other hand I heard a choir of angels singing at my work (metal industry) that no one heard except me alone.

Since this experience, the floodgates of spirituality opened in me, before that I had no understanding for something like that, I was firmly anchored in the earthly 3D circus. Shortly after that I started to read about our world situation, I started to read Armin Risse, Dieter Broers and David Icke and everything I read was immediately clear and logical to me. And so I started to search, to search for the truth, I visited spiritual groups, read all kinds of books and started to try spiritual practices. From the beginning I practiced daily silent meditation, this helped me to purify myself, I released many dark blocks. Without this work of meditation in the last years, I probably would not have survived the Corona Crisis, because I came from a deep valley of fear.

And so I thank the messages of the Law of One for the help and support we wanderers may experience in these times of change. THANK YOU]]> https://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=19823 Fri, 18 Mar 2022 14:55:05 +0000 LeiwoUnion]]> https://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=19823

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If someone goes through visualizing my journey up to here; you may join us surfing the waves, dear brother or sister. We'll meet you on the other side, and if you wish to 'connect' just declare consent mentally. Many have already. Not the time to go home, yet.

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If someone goes through visualizing my journey up to here; you may join us surfing the waves, dear brother or sister. We'll meet you on the other side, and if you wish to 'connect' just declare consent mentally. Many have already. Not the time to go home, yet.

Adonai]]> https://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=19810 Tue, 15 Mar 2022 04:02:25 +0000 aWanderer91]]> https://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=19810 https://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=19631 Fri, 04 Feb 2022 10:35:31 +0000 Quincunx]]> https://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=19631