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With daily entries written by Jim McCarty, the Camelot Journal is the official journal of L/L Research, containing a mix of both personal writing and the latest from the L/L office. Gary Bean and Austin Bridges supply The Blogworthy Report (the bullet points) detailing the highlights of their work for L/L Research.


2018-11-15
Published by Bring4th_Jim on November 15, 2018 11:50pm.  Category: General

 

 

I was awakened this morning by the sound of limbs crashing to the ground outside of my bedroom window. After I got up and looked outside I discovered that we had an ice storm overnight and that there was ice everywhere. Every few minutes I heard another limb crash to the ground. I made a mental note to put aside a couple of afternoons in the near future for cleanup. So then . . .

 

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Ra quote comes from 106.5:

 

"Questioner: Then as I understand it, the best thing for us to do is advise the instrument to drink much more liquid. And I would imagine the spring water would be best. And we will, of course, move. We could move her out of here immediately, tomorrow, say, if necessary. Would this be considerably better than waiting two to three weeks for the allergies and everything else?

 

Ra: I am Ra. Such decisions are a matter for free-will choice. Be aware of the strength of the group harmony."

 

In 106.3 we found out that Carla's left kidney was potentially in a life-threatening condition as toxins released by her body were not being flushed out. So in this question Don assumed that Carla should drink more water. Then he said that if it would be helpful to Carla that we could move her out of the Lake Lanier House that we had just moved into four months earlier. Don had already found this house that I still live in and had originally planned a later move but would have moved Carla out the next day if it would have helped her.

 

Of course, Ra said that we could do as we wished since they never wished to infringe on our free will. But they did give us a hint that our group harmony was a kind of protection. This same observation was made back in Session #53.22 when Don referred to his talk in May of 1982 at Dr. Leo Sprinkle's UFO Conference held in Laramie, Wyoming:

 

"Questioner: Thank you. Could you tell me why I got sick during Carl Raschke's talk?

 

Ra: I am Ra. We scan your thoughts. They are correct and therefore we do not infringe by confirming them. The space/time of your allotted speaking was drawing near and you came under Orion attack due to the great desire of some positively oriented entities to become aware of the Law of One. This may be expected especially when you are not in a group lending strength to each other."

 

So we waited a little more than two weeks to finally move into this house on April 4, 1984. And what a blessed house this was even before we moved into it as Ra mentioned in 106.7:

 

"Questioner: How about the metaphysical quality of the house? Could Ra appraise that please?

 

Ra: I am Ra. This location is greatly distorted. We find an acceptable description of this location's quality to elude us without recourse to hackneyed words. Forgive our limitations of expression. The domicile and its rear aspect, especially, is blessèd and angelic presences have been invoked for some of your time past."

 

Thirty-one years of Carla and I holding weekly silent and channeling meditations here, twenty five Homecoming Gatherings held here, and so many more good people visiting us here-plus Gary and Austin in the office every day-have given this house a most blessed vibration of love and of light. I feel most grateful to be able to live in this house and share its sacred presence with all who walk through its doors.

 

Today Diana and I enjoyed a number of good meditations and lots of reading of the Law of One. We also had a good time going through an old cedar chest in the basement which belonged to Don's mother and which contains many mementos of Don's and Carla's dating back to the Ra contact days.

 

And in our Law of One study session tonight we read Session #64. The last full question, #20, described what seemed to us like a very important concept. Ra talks about how we can examine our reactions, if any, to our physical sensations in order to learn about our selves, or as Ra said, "Each sensation that leaves the aftertaste of meaning upon the mind, that leaves the taste within the memory shall be examined:

 

"Questioner: In the healing exercises, when you say examine the sensations of the body, do you mean those sensations available to the body via the five senses or in relation to the natural functions of the body such as touching, loving, sexual sharing, and company, or are you speaking of something else altogether?

 

Ra: I am Ra. The questioner may perceive its body complex at this moment. It is experiencing sensations. Most of these sensations or in this case, nearly all of them, are transient and without interest. However, the body is the creature of the mind. Certain sensations carry importance due to the charge or power which is felt by the mind upon the experience of this sensation.



For instance, at this space/time nexus one sensation is carrying a powerful charge and may be examined. This is the sensation of what you call the distortion towards discomfort due to the cramped position of the body complex during this working. In balancing you would then explore this sensation. Why is this sensation powerful? Because it was chosen in order that the entity might be of service to others in energizing this contact.



Each sensation that leaves the aftertaste of meaning upon the mind, that leaves the taste within the memory shall be examined. These are the sensations of which we speak."

 

 

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

 

November 15

 

How Precious You Are!

 

I am of the principle of the love of Jesus the Christ, the spirit and consciousness of divine love. In this great peace and power we greet you.

 

How special each of you is. How precious! Perhaps you are undervaluing yourself. Perhaps you accept the yardsticks of a foolish and materialistic world and judge yourself to be other than acceptable to the Father.

 

It is inevitable to experience in oneself the exceeding of limitations; that which aids the growth but is painful to the emotions. Attempt not to lose courage as you learn and change and transform, for you are indeed special, unique, whole and worthy.

 

It is within this illusion that you fight the shadow battles that bring the spirit to choice; the choice of love for others or of self. May you love, forgive and value your unique being, for so does the Father do.

 

We leave you in this divine love and peace, both now and ever. Amen.

 

 

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

 

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, our minds, and our souls to send love, light, and healing energies to Mother Earth as she brings forth a New Earth in fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light, and healing energies of the One Infinite Creator heal the heart of each soul in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energies in their hearts and in their minds. Amen.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 



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2018-11-14
Published by Bring4th_Jim on November 15, 2018 1:28pm.  Category: General

 

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Ra quote comes from 106.1-.3:

 

"Questioner: Could you first please give me the condition of the instrument?

 

Ra: I am Ra. The parameters of this instrument are marginal, both physically and mental/emotionally. The vital energy of this entity is biased towards strength/weakness.

 

Questioner: By "marginal," do you mean that... Well, let me put it this way. What would the instrument do to make the marginal condition much better?

 

Ra: I am Ra. The instrument is proceeding through a portion of the incarnational experience during which the potential for mortal distortion of the left renal system is great. Less important, but adding to the marginality of distortion towards viability, are severe allergic reactions and the energizing of this and other distortions towards weakness/strength. The mental/emotional complex is engaged in what may best be termed inappropriate compassion.

 

Questioner: Would Ra please recommend the steps we should take to alleviate or reverse the conditions of which you just spoke?

 

Ra: I am Ra. We can do this. The renal distortions are subject to affirmations. The entity, at present, beginning what may be called initiation, is releasing toxins and, therefore, larger amounts of liquid to aid in the dilution of these toxins is helpful. The allergies are already being largely controlled by affirmation and the near-constant aid of the healer known as Bob. Further aid may be achieved by the relocation of dwelling and future vigilance against humidity exceeding the healthful amount in the atmosphere breathed.


The mental/emotional distortions are somewhat less easily lessened. However, the questioner and instrument together shall find it possible to do such a working."

 

This was the first session with those of Ra which we held in the house we moved to on Lake Lanier, north of Atlanta. It would also become the last session that we had with Ra. In his first maintenance question Don is told by Ra that Carla's condition is "marginal", which suggests to me that Ra felt that she was not in great shape for a Ra session but would be able to function as instrument in an acceptable way. The "marginal" description seemed to extend to both her mental/emotional condition as well as her physical condition. Her vital energy was actually in a good range.

 

So when Don asked Ra what could be done to improve Carla's condition they said that her left kidney was in bad enough shape that it actually threatened to end her life. But the treatment, in this case, was for Carla to offer positive affirmations of the kidney being able to heal itself. However, Ra also mentioned that there were toxins being released into Carla's body because she was going through an initiation which was very likely causing a purifying of her mind/body/spirit complex that required her to drink more liquids to flush these toxins from her body much like the situation I faced in 105.4:

 

"Questioner: Could you please tell me what caused Jim's kidney problem to return, and what could be done to heal it?

 

Ra: I am Ra. The entity, Jim, determined that it would cleanse itself and thus would spend time/space and space/time in pursuit and contemplation of perfection. The dedication to this working was intensified until the mind/body/spirit complex rang in harmony with this intention. The entity did not grasp the literal way in which metaphysical intentions are translated by the body complex of one working in utter unity of purpose. The entity began the period of prayer, fasting, penitence, and rejoicing. The body complex, which was not yet fully recovered from the nephrotic syndrome, began to systematically cleanse each organ, sending all the detritus that was not perfect through kidneys which were not given enough liquid to dilute the toxins being released. The toxins stayed with the body complex and reactivated a purely physical illness. There is no metaphysical portion in this relapse.


The healing is taking place in manifestation of an affirmation of body complex health which, barring untoward circumstance, shall be completely efficacious."

 

Carla's allergies were especially bad in this particular Lake House because in early December, before this session in March, the pipes in the house froze and broke. This meant that all of the carpets in that part of the house got soaked and soon produced an abundance of mold that she was quite allergic to. But our dear friend and healer, Bob I., was working on these allergies around the clock with his Code Name Prayer Wheel for the short term. For the long-term treatment of Carla's allergies Ra affirmed our movement to this house that I still live in, which we all moved into in April of 1984.

 

Now the "mental/emotional" distortions that Ra mentioned were the first indication that we got of the infinitely unique deleterious energy exchange that Carla and Don innocently created, which I will go into detail in in 106.13. I also covered this material in the special Camelot Journal entry of this past November 7.

 

For my outside work today I continued mulching the leaves in the front and side yards which I began yesterday. I also used my trimmer to take down weeds and dead flowers in a few places around the side yard. Then I drove to the airport and picked up Diana, who is visiting me for a few days to share my daily L/L routine. She will also attend the channeling meditation this Saturday. With her here in person it will be a lot easier to do our Law of One study sessions. It is an honor to have such a devoted spiritual companion with whom to share the spiritual journey.

 

And speaking of the Law of One study sessions, tonight we read Session #63 where we found very inspiring information in question #7. Here Ra is talking about how one's love of life can allow one to thrive even though one's body complex is greatly distorted.

 

"Questioner: Would I be correct in guessing that vital energy is a function of the awareness or bias of the entity with respect to its polarity or general unity with the Creator or creation?

 

Ra: I am Ra. In a nonspecific sense we may affirm the correctness of your statement. The vital energy may be seen to be that deep love of life or life experiences such as the beauty of creation and the appreciation of other-selves and the distortions of your co-Creators' making which are of beauty.


Without this vital energy the least distorted physical complex will fail and perish. With this love or vital energy or élan the entity may continue though the physical complex is greatly distorted."

 

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

 

November 14

 

Expect Your Good

 

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ and I greet you in the full consciousness of divine love.

 

Today we ask you to expect your good. The instrument speaking our thoughts is a living example of this principle. For in expectation of this contact with love, the instrument and her partner placed the recording device, set the proper buttons, placed the microphone in the proper place, and prepared with readings and meditation for inspiration through this contact. Good was expected and prepared for, and now, in this example, the good comes freely, gently, lovingly and surely.

 

So good comes to all, expected or unexpected. Yet it is well in each and every morning, in each and every beginning, to affirm, hope for and confidently expect the good that is yours.

 

And when it comes to you, we ask that you accept that good though it may not seem good, knowing that all things work together for the good and seeing in your own experience the good that has come before. In this state of mind, in this expectation of things unseen, you are dressed in the armor of light and hope and the course of your day may be significantly changed, more peaceful, more harmonious. This is what we hope for you. This is what we ask you to expect.

 

We leave you in the peace and the love of Jesus the Christ, now and ever. Amen.

 

 

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

 

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, our minds, and our souls to send love, light, and healing energies to Mother Earth as she brings forth a New Earth in fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light, and healing energies of the One Infinite Creator heal the heart of each soul in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energies in their hearts and in their minds. Amen.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 



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2018-11-13
Published by Bring4th_Jim on November 13, 2018 10:24pm.  Category: General

 

 

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Ra quote comes from 105.19-.20:

 

"Questioner: At the end of an incarnation, before veiling, did the entity appear physically to have aged, say like entities at the normal end of incarnation in our present illusion- did they, were they wrinkled and old, did they... Did the Significator look like that?

 

Ra: I am Ra. The Significator of Mind, Body, or Spirit is a portion of the archetypical mind and looks as each envisions such to appear. The body of a mind/body/spirit before veiling showed all the signs of aging which acquaint you now with the process leading to the removal from third-density incarnation of the mind/body/spirit complex. It is well to recall that the difference betwixt mind/body/spirits and mind/body/spirit complexes is a forgetting within the deeper mind. Physical appearances and surface and instinctual activities are much the same.

 

Questioner: Then I was wondering the root reason for the change in appearance that we see as the aging process? I am trying to uncover a basic philosophical premise here that I may be shooting in the dark at and not questioning on correctly, but I am trying to get at the reason behind the design of this change in appearance when it seems to me that it was just as possible for the mind/body/spirit or mind/body/spirit complex just to simply look the same throughout an incarnation. Could Ra explain the reason for this change?

 

Ra: I am Ra. When the discipline of the personality has led the mind/body/spirit complex into the fifth and especially the sixth level of study it is no longer necessary to build destruction of the physical vehicle into its design, for the spirit complex is so experienced as a shuttle that it is aware when the appropriate degree of intensity of learning and increment of lesson has been achieved. Within third density, not to build into the physical vehicle its ending would be counterproductive to the mind/body/spirit complexes therein residing, for within the illusion it seems more lovely to be within the illusion than to drop the garment which has carried the mind/body/spirit complex and move on."

 

In the first question here Don asked Ra if entities in the pre-veil condition aged the way that we do after the veil. Ra said that this was correct and then reminded us that the veiling condition pertains to a forgetting within the deeper mind. This did not change the nature of the body in appearing older as the incarnations proceeded. However, even though Ra did not say this, I assume the entities before the veil lived longer than we do after the veil. That would be possible because they did not have the catalyst to either to efficiently propel them forward in their polarization process nor to wear down their physical vehicles as quickly as we do. They may well have approached the 900 year span of time that is normal to all beginning third-density experiences.

 

In the second question Don asked Ra why the aging process happens at all since he figured that we could just look the same throughout the incarnation. Basically Ra's answer was that if we did not begin to look and feel older we might not be so motivated to attempt to learn and grow in our life experiences because it would seem that we would live forever. Our wrinkles, thinning hair, stiff joints, failing body complexes and forgetful minds are actually incentives to either continue or to begin the polarization process. In 76.20 Ra gives us an example of microscopic creatures who aid us in this leaving of the incarnation:

 

"Questioner: What was the form of disease, and why did this exist at beginning third density?

 

Ra: I am Ra. Firstly, that which you speak of as disease is a functional portion of the body complex which offers the body complex the opportunity to cease viability. This is a desirable body complex function. The second portion of the answer has to do with second-density other-selves of a microscopic, as you would call it, size which have in some forms long existed and perform their service by aiding the physical body complex in its function of ceasing viability at the appropriate space/time."

 

For my outside work today I blew the leaves in the side yard and front yard into position and got about half of them mulched before running out of time. The leaves were a little damp from a morning drizzle, so they took a little longer to mulch into a leaf dust.

 

From A Book of Days channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

 

November 13

 

The Doorway To Freedom

 

I am of the principle of Jesus Christ, the love of almighty God, the Creator and preserver of all things. I greet you in that self-same consciousness of love which enlivens the dead and causes the still to dance with joy.

 

You cling very tenaciously to your ideas of right and wrong and assume that your perceptions operate not only on your own behalf but also on behalf of all. Yet you have not the authority to make that assumption. It is only in the desires and biases of those who contend with you that you may find the doorway to a more gracious concept of rightness which allows the freedom of others to find their own rightness in their own way and at their own time.

 

How can you know the perceptions of another? How do you dare to assume that you have the perception of Christ? We rebuke you not to break your love of right into little pieces but rather to scatter your presumption in living an unexamined life. Ask for the grace to be given a wider view and I shall be there.

 

May the peace that you seek be with you always. Amen.

 

 

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

 

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, our minds, and our souls to send love, light, and healing energies to Mother Earth as she brings forth a New Earth in fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light, and healing energies of the One Infinite Creator heal the heart of each soul in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energies in their hearts and in their minds. Amen.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 



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2018-11-12
Published by Bring4th_Jim on November 12, 2018 10:47pm.  Category: General

 

 

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the quote from Ra comes from 105.18:

 

"Questioner: Now, I would like to, then, examine a sample, shall we say, bodily distortion prior to the veil and how it would affect the mind. Could Ra give an example of that, please?

 

Ra: I am Ra. This general area has been covered. We shall recapitulate here.


The patterns of illness, disease, and death are a benignant demesne within the plan of incarnational experience. As such, some healing would occur by decision of mind/body/spirits, and incarnations were experienced with the normal ending of illness to death, accepted as such since without the veil it is clear that the mind/body/spirit continues. Thusly, the experiences, both good and bad, or joyful and sad, of the mind/body/spirit before veiling would be pale, without vibrancy or the keen edge of interest that such brings in the post-veiling mind/body/spirit complex."

 

Once again Don asks Ra to compare the pre-veil experience with the post-veil experience regarding distortions of the body complex. So Ra chooses the areas of illness, disease, and death, which are primary areas of catalyst for any body.

 

Ra then says that before the veil there would be some occasions in which some amount of healing of illness and disease would occur before death provided the body/mind/spirit a way out of the third-density illusion. Before the veil it would not be such a big deal as it is after the veil since before the veil everyone knew, without doubt, that death was simply the ending of one incarnation of learning and the preparation for another incarnation of learning. There would not be much catalyst to process in this case since the death process caused no great disturbance in the mind or spirit. As a result of the little amount of catalyst before the veil there would not be much of an opportunity for entities to polarize their consciousness by processing a small amount of catalyst.

 

However, after the veil there would be a great deal more catalyst provided for both the one experiencing the death and those friends and family members witnessing the death. After the veil it is not at all apparent that any soul would continue to exist after going through death's door. Most people after the veil would depend heavily on some form of faith that they had developed in whatever religious practices that they had embraced to explain the larger picture of the creation and each person's place within it. So after the veil there is a much greater amount of catalyst to be processed and, as a result, a greater amount of polarization of consciousness available from processing this catalyst.

 

In 82.18 Ra described the opportunities for polarization in both the pre-veil experience and the post-veiling process in this way:

 

"Questioner: Then prior to the forgetting process, there was no concept of anything but service-to-others polarization. What sort of societies and experiences in third density were created and evolved in this condition?

 

Ra: I am Ra. It is our perception that such conditions created the situation of a most pallid experiential nexus in which lessons were garnered with the relative speed of the turtle to the cheetah."

 

In 82.22 Ra gives a more detailed description of why the polarization process was so limited before the veil of forgetting was placed between the conscious and unconscious minds:

 

"Questioner: Then since the only possibility at this particular time, as I see it, was a polarization for service to others, I must assume from what you said that even though all were aware of this service-to-others necessity they were unable to achieve it. What was the configuration of mind of the mind/body/spirit complexes at that time? Were they aware of the necessity for the polarization or unaware of it? And if so, why did they have such a difficult time serving others to the extent necessary for graduation since this was the only polarity possible?

 

Ra: I am Ra. Consider, if you will, the tendency of those who are divinely happy, as you call this distortion, to have little urge to alter or better their condition. Such is the result of the mind/body/spirit which is not complex. There is the possibility of love of other-selves and service to other-selves, but there is the overwhelming awareness of the Creator in the self. The connection with the Creator is that of the umbilical cord. The security is total. Therefore, no love is terribly important; no pain terribly frightening; no effort, therefore, is made to serve for love or to benefit from fear."

 

Gary and Austin joined me after lunch for our 80th episode of the "In The Now" podcast. Today we discussed deleterious imaginary conversations as described in the last ten or so Q & A's in Session #16. We discussed how these fantasy conversations tend to depolarize us as we seek to control others in such imaginary conversations. We also talked about how each of us attempts to avoid such conversations. We finished up by giving suggestions as to how people can balance or remove such deleterious conversations from their minds.

 

My outside work today was to drain the fish pond of one-fourth of its water and replace it with fresh water. This process has worked extremely well this year, keeping the water sparkling clean and so much so that I have used almost no algae killer as there have been no algae due to this periodic draining. I also cleaned the filters for the pump while the water was draining, and while the pond was refilling I cleaned up the castor bean garden and the other flower gardens as recent hard frosts have killed all the flowers. Sad, but a part of the rhythm of life.

 

A large dose of busy-ness has kept Diana and I from our Law of One study sessions recently, but we were pleased to be able to share one this evening. We read Session 62, the one in which there was a mis-step when the Circle of One was walked. Ra asked us to re-walk the circle and expell breath above Carla's chest to banish the negative entity that was trying to bring about her death. Don asked in 62.26 what we could do to help Carla when she came out of trance. 

 

"Questioner: Have I missed anything now that we can do at all to aid the instrument during, before, or after a session, or at any time?

 

I am Ra. The love and devotion of this group misses nothing. Be at peace. There is some toll for this work. This insrument embraces this, or we could not speak.

 

Rest, then, in that peace and love, and do as you will, as you wish, as you feel. Let there be an end to worry when this is accomplished. The geat healer of distortions is love."

 

 

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

 

November 12

 

The Man, Jesus

 

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ and I greet you in the full consciousness of divine love.

 

Gaze you now within upon a man of love; a man of compassion; a man of sorrows, acquainted with grief; a man who stands your personal friend; a man whom you already love as a personal friend. For such has been his character in all that you have heard about him.

 

We speak to you of a man, Jesus. The Christ you may worship, but we bring you the man today that you may gaze upon Him and that you may reach out for His hand.

 

For He is the brother of all humankind and, as you, true son of the Father of all. Think the name, "Jesus," and the spirit of love shall be with you, for such is the power of that name.

 

We do not expect each to worship in the same way, to adore in the same fashion, or to offer praise and thanksgiving in the same place. We simply say to you, "Here is one way of gazing upon love. Here is one way of reaching out a hand and becoming one with that comfort."

 

For you must have no doubt that this man who is eternal is, in His whole being, shot through with love of all that His Father has made.

 

May you feel the peace and security of being loved and loving, whether you are alone or in a family. All seekers spend spiritual time alone. Yet, seeker, you need never be alone completely if you may say the name, Jesus.

 

We leave you in that holy friendship, in that gentle brotherhood, in the ineffable peace of the consciousness of love, now and ever. Amen.

 

 

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

 

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, our minds, and our souls to send love, light, and healing energies to Mother Earth as she brings forth a New Earth in fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light, and healing energies of the One Infinite Creator heal the heart of each soul in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energies in their hearts and in their minds. Amen.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 



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2018-11-11
Published by Bring4th_Jim on November 11, 2018 8:45pm.  Category: General

 

 

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the quote from Ra comes from 105.17:

 

"Questioner: Now, as an example I would like to take the distortion of a disease or bodily malfunction prior to [the] veil and compare it to that after the veil. Let us assume that the conditions that Jim, for instance, experienced with respect to his kidney malfunction had been an experience that occurred prior to the veil. Would this experience have occurred prior to the veil? Would it have been different? And if so, how?

 

Ra: I am Ra. The anger of separation is impossible without the veil. The decision to contemplate perfection in discipline is quite improbable without the veil."

 

A couple of questions earlier Ra told us that the body was the main means for the processing of catalyst as the "athanor" of the mind. This was true both before and after the veil of forgetting was in place between the conscious and unconscious mind. So now Don wanted to know how the lack of a veil would affect an experience in our third-density illusion which has the veil in place. Don used my kidney problem that developed from a disharmony that I created with Don in December of 1982, as an example of how this situation would have been different had it occurred before the veil.

 

In their first statement they say that "The anger of separation is impossible without the veil." In 86.20 Ra explains how each entity before the veil saw all entities as the Creator, so there would be no possibility of any sense of separation to exist between such entities, which is necessary for anger to occur.

 

"This also was due to the same unshadowed knowledge each had of each. There was, in third density then, little purpose to be seen in the more intensive relationships of mind, body, and spirits which you may call those of the mating process, since each other-self was seen to be the Creator and no other-self seemed to be more the Creator than another."

 

In 82.22 Ra describes how it would be very unlikely that an entity before the veil would ever need to "contemplate perfection in discipline":

 

"I am Ra. Consider, if you will, the tendency of those who are divinely happy, as you call this distortion, to have little urge to alter or better their condition. Such is the result of the mind/body/spirit which is not complex. There is the possibility of love of other-selves and service to other-selves, but there is the overwhelming awareness of the Creator in the self. The connection with the Creator is that of the umbilical cord. The security is total. Therefore, no love is terribly important; no pain terribly frightening; no effort, therefore, is made to serve for love or to benefit from fear."

 

Today was an especially blessed Sabbath Day of Rest as I was joined by Fox, Dianne, and Connie, the ladies who visited Carla every couple of months while she was confined to her hospital bed in the last four years of her life. We got together as a pre-Christmas rembrance of Carla and enjoy a take-out meal from our local Village Anchor restaurant. Then we spent the rest of our time together talking about what has been happening in our lives since we last saw each other. Lots of news to talk about there!  It seemed to me that we shared more laughter and feelings from our hearts than ever before. It was a fine get together which I think that we will remember for a long time.

 

In the late afternoon I made a trip to The Apple Store which is located in a nearby mall. I have a new iPhone that has locked me out of it by refusing to recognize the password I created for it. Diana was able to arrange this appointment for me from her home just outside of Boston. She has promised to help me learn how to use this phone is ways that my computer compromised brain has never thought of before. It's the "old dog, new tricks syndrome".

 

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

 

November 11

 

Great Companies Within

 

I am the Holy Spirit of our Lord, Jesus Christ, in the vibration which comforts this instrument. I offer you greetings in the consciousness of love.

 

You who are in distress are urged not to turn to those who would extend and amplify that distress by disharmony or even by sympathy which has as its unconscious purpose the deepening of misery.

 

Turn instead to the companionship of those who rejoice. Within the depths of the interior of your consciousness lie gateways to great companies of those whose songs are always of praise and thanksgiving. And within your conscious life, the careful ear may hear the steadfast encouragement of those whose minds and hearts are fixed on the love of Christ. For Jesus was a master not of indecision but decision; not of despair but of hope. And even in His moments of trial, He, acknowledging the certainty of human despair, trusted in a greater will than His own and an infinite and ultimately good disposition of all things by and for the Creator.

 

May you find peace in ultimate things, now and always. Amen.

 

 

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

 

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, our minds, and our souls to send love, light, and healing energies to Mother Earth as she brings forth a New Earth in fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light, and healing energies of the One Infinite Creator heal the heart of each soul in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energies in their hearts and in their minds. Amen.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 



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2018-11-10
Published by Bring4th_Jim on November 10, 2018 11:02pm.  Category: General

 

 

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Ra quote comes from 105.13:

 

"Questioner: We have been, you might say, experimentally determining a lot of things about the body, the next portion of the tarot, and have been experiencing some of the feedback effects, I might say, between the mind and the body. I sense from everything that we have done so far with respect to these effects that the great value of the third-density, yellow-ray body at this time is as a device that feeds back catalyst to a mind to create the polarization.

 

I would say that this is the major value of the third-density body here and would ask Ra if initially when the mind/body/spirit- not the mind/body/spirit complex, but the mind/body/spirit- was designed for third-density experience if this was the major use of the yellow-ray body and if not, what was the purpose of the yellow-ray body?

 

Ra: I am Ra. The description which began your query is suitable for the function of the mind/body/spirit or the mind/body/spirit complex. The position in creation of physical manifestation changed not one whit when the veil of forgetting was dropped."

 

As a prelude to his first question Don mentions that the three of us had in recent sessions required maintenance type of questions to be asked of Ra that centered around our own body complex difficulties. After that Don begins our first series of questions concerning the archetypes of the body.

 

So Don's question to Ra regarded whether or not it was true that: "the great value of the third-density, yellow-ray body at this time is as a device that feeds back catalyst to a mind to create the polarization." He specifically asked about the pre-veil condition for third-density entities. Ra said that this assumption was true whether pre- or post-veil entities are considered. This would be so, I believe, because the body is the creature of the mind as mentioned in 81.14:

 

"Questioner: And finally, the fourteenth, the Way of the Body is called the Alchemist because there is an infinity of time for the various bodies to operate within to learn the lessons necessary for evolution. Is this correct?

 

Ra: I am Ra. This is less than completely correct as the Great Way of the Body must be seen, as are all the archetypes of the body, to be a mirror image of the thrust of the activity of the mind. The body is the creature of the mind and is the instrument of manifestation for the fruits of mind and spirit. Therefore, you may see the body as providing the athanor through which the alchemist manifests gold."

 

So Ra said that this was a process that occurred in both the pre-veil and post-veil situations. This gold that Ra speaks about is the product of the successful processing of the great amount of catalyst within our third-density illusion as Ra mentioned in 20.24:

 

"Questioner: Can you tell me why nine hundred years is the optimum life span?

 

Ra: I am Ra. The mind/body/spirit complex of third density has perhaps one hundred times as intensive a program of catalytic action from which to distill distortions and learn/teachings than any other of the densities. Thus the learn/teachings are most confusing to the mind/body/spirit complex which is, shall we say, inundated by the ocean of experience."

 

We had a silent meditation this afternoon that was attended by the magic number of three people. We had a good talk around the circle that seemed to be centered on people realizing that they were in the right place at the right time in their daily experiences. Each spoke in some way of the rightness of recent catalyst and lessons. The meditation itself was quite good and centered for the group, and we enjoyed the vegan, gluten-free chocolate chip cake that Trish send along for her treat contribution to our meditation.

 

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

 

November 10

 

The Inner Room Of Thanksgiving And Prayer

 

 

I am the spirit of the consciousness of Christ and I greet you in the full consciousness of that love.

 

We move through timelessness to the point of entry which is the opening of this instrument's spirit to the inner room of thanksgiving and prayer. And we find that within the inner room of this child are many things that do not belong in such a holy closet.

 

Why is your meditation not set apart from the things that distress and worry you? When you enter the house of prayer, why do you not shut the door upon the tatters and barking dogs of mundane concern? Think you that by carrying them upon your back into holy places, you shall bless and sanctify petty concerns? Petty concerns shall never be sanctified but only transformed by a simpler and stronger understanding of the value and importance of love.

 

If you come to listen, to ask, and to be fed with holy things, then come with a light heart, empty arms, and no burden upon your back. For that which is spiritual will not grow in the soil of familiar problems but must have the soil of quiet, darkness and patience.

 

How patient is the King of Love! Though His heart is full, His empty hands stretch out to the spirit of one who prays in the house of silence.

 

Let your inner room, then, be such a house and let your opening into the realm of spiritual things be uncluttered by the concern that you are not wise enough to observe as a being under the dominion of a powerful and triumphant love.

 

May you triumph by becoming less than your concerns, a humble and silent servant, open to love. May that love bring you peace, now and always. Amen.

 

 

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

 

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, our minds, and our souls to send love, light, and healing energies to Mother Earth as she brings forth a New Earth in fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light, and healing energies of the One Infinite Creator heal the heart of each soul in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energies in their hearts and in their minds. Amen.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 



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2018-11-09
Published by Bring4th_Jim on November 10, 2018 3:02am.  Category: General

 

 

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Ra quote comes from 105.10:

 

"Questioner: Are Jim's plans and ritual for deconsecrating this dwelling sufficient, or should something be added or changed?

 

Ra: I am Ra. No change is necessary. The points necessary to be included in consecration or deconsecration of a place are covered. We may suggest that each second-density, woody plant which you have invested during your tenancy within this dwelling be thanked and blessed."

 

As we were preparing to leave our Watterson Trail house and move to Louisville, Don asked Ra if there were any changes necessary to make in the deconsecration ritual that I had written in response to Ra's suggestion in 95.3 to write such a ritual:

 

"It would be appropriate to remove from this room and, to a lesser extent, from the dwelling, the charging of what you might call the distortion towards sanctity. To remove this charge it is valuable either to write upon your paper your own working or to use existing rituals for the deconsecration of a sacred place such as one of your churches."

 

Ra said that the ritual I had written was acceptable, but they also recommended that we thank each tree and bush around the house for their service to us. This house was surrounded by many such woody beings and was a beautiful place in which we were blessed to have had 105 sessions with those of Ra. This is the ritual which I wrote back then:

 

"We give praise to the One Infinite Creator for the gift of polarity and for the ability to serve others which has manifested in this place until the 1st day of November in the year of our Lord, 1983. As our place of working this place was dedicated and consecrated to the service of the One Creator, and the Sentence of Consecration has been in effect until this present date.

We do now hereby revoke that Sentence of Consecration and humbly request that those sacred vibrations of love, light, unity, and protection which have dwelt in this place move now into this bed, this altar, and these accoutrements upon this altar and travel with us to our new place of working, there to vibrate again as love, light, unity, and protection.

We thank this place of working for its great service to us, and we leave this place in joy, praise, and thanksgiving and commend it now to the mundane uses of the world through which the One Infinite Creator moves Its being, in every portion, through unchanging Love amidst the swift and varied changes of this world of experience

Let us go forth rejoicing in the power and the peace of the One Infinite Creator."

 

As a final touch to this ritual, Don wrote its last line.

 

Since this was my last day with Dana before heading back to Louisville we spent it mostly by relaxing into each other's company and reviewing our plans for her move to my house at some point next month. It will be a tricky move from the standpoint of her delicate medical condition and also regarding how to move her ten kittie cats and two pigeons, along with various personal items. She will need to decide what of her personal possessions to take and what to leave behind. She has two good friends and a sister to help her in this process.

 

The time that we spent together was a blessed event in which we both felt very grateful to have been able to continue our long-time friendship for over 28 years now. We are also hopeful that we can enjoy this precious experience for many more years to come. So in that optimistic image of our future companionship we bid each other farewell for a while. It has truly been said that "parting is such sweet sorrow."

 

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

 

November 8

 

Come, Holy Spirit

 

I am the spirit of the Son of Man. I am the consciousness of divine love. I come to you and I come to all in every moment, saying, "Comfort! Comfort be with each."

 

The principle of love is that which touches and comforts, nurtures and nourishes. Yet comfort and love are meek and will humbly wait to be asked to enter the heart, to heal the soul, and to bind up the wounds of sorrow and time.

 

We ask that you say to the spirit of love, "Come, Holy Spirit, enter the hearts of your faithful." This invitation is your comfort to love itself, for when love asks for love, the whole creation sings with joy.

 

May peace and comfort be yours, for they are yours for the asking, whoever you are, whatever you believe. It matters naught but only that you have faith in love.

 

In that love and in that peace we bless you, now and ever. Amen.

 

 

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, our minds, and our souls to send love, light, and healing energies to Mother Earth as she brings forth a New Earth in fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light, and healing energies of the One Infinite Creator heal the heart of each soul in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energies in their hearts and in their minds. Amen.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 



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2018-11-08
Published by Bring4th_Jim on November 10, 2018 2:50am.  Category: General

 

 

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Ra quote comes from 105.8-.9:

 

"Questioner: I know it's unimportant for our purposes, but from a philosophical point of view I don't want to do anything to upset the Law of Confusion, so don't feel that it is necessary to answer this, but I was wondering what the condition was that created the necessity for such continual cleansing of the boathouse?

 

Ra: I am Ra. The intent is to create a perimeter within which the apiary denizens will not find it necessary to sting and indeed will not find it promising to inhabit.

 

Questioner: Are you speaking of bees or wasps or creatures of that type?

 

Ra: I am Ra. That is so."

 

In this portion of the session Don asked Ra about the cleansing needs of our new house on Lake Lanier, north of Atlanta. A couple of questions earlier Ra had mentioned that the boathouse, that came with our new house, had special cleansing needs:

 

"Thirdly, there is the matter of the boathouse. We suggest weekly cleansings of that area with garlic, the cut onion, and the walking of a light-filled perimeter. The garlic and onion, renewed weekly, should remain permanently hung, suspended from string or wire between workings."

 

So Don asked Ra what kind of situation would require so much attention. Ra's simple answer was that there were wasps living in the boathouse, and the onion, garlic, and the walking of a light-filled perimeter would encourage the wasps to move to a new home. Incidentally, I walked the light-filled perimeter mentally as one of the sides of the boathouse was on the water, and I was not a good swimmer!

 

Today Dana and I spent a good deal of time just hanging out and talking about her situation because her medical/physical condition is compromised enough that she must remain still and mostly bed-bound. Some of the most fun that we have had is reminiscing about the years back in the ‘90s when she first discovered the Law of One and when she began an intense communication with Carla concerning her own life patters and how they were in sync with the Law of One. She visited us a number of times over those then years, and we always enjoyed a great time together. In those days Carla and Dana related to each other much like long-lost sisters who were glorying in each other's company after lifetimes spent apart.

 

She gave me directions to look for a special wicker basket in her garage where I found her Law of One books, the original 8 ½ X 11 solid blue cover books that were our first edition, privately printed copies. I also found her five books of the mass market THE RA MATERIAL books. There were also many Sunday meditation channelings from Q'uo that I sent her every week for a number of years over a quarter century ago. Right on top of this stack of Sunday night channelings was the session that Q'uo channened on the magical personality on December 31, 1989. I must say that, in my opinion, this is the most beautiful and powerful channeling that Carla ever produced.

 

Later in the day Dana was feeling well enough to take a ride into the countryside around Plainfield and enjoy the beauty of the colorful leaves on the trees as well as on the ground. While we were out we drove through her home town, Millington, N.J., where we also had a chance to stop at her childhood home where she lived from the day she was born until she was graduated from high school. It was a great chance to hear so many stories of how she and her sisters loved that house and roamed the area on their bicycles and went swimming in the local swimming pool. We finished our evening out with a dinner at a local diner which had been around since her childhood days. We ended our day with a meditation before hitting the hay.

 

 

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

 

November 8

 

Come, Holy Spirit

 

 

I am the spirit of the Son of Man. I am the consciousness of divine love. I come to you and I come to all in every moment, saying, "Comfort! Comfort be with each."

 

The principle of love is that which touches and comforts, nurtures and nourishes. Yet comfort and love are meek and will humbly wait to be asked to enter the heart, to heal the soul, and to bind up the wounds of sorrow and time.

 

We ask that you say to the spirit of love, "Come, Holy Spirit, enter the hearts of your faithful." This invitation is your comfort to love itself, for when love asks for love, the whole creation sings with joy.

 

May peace and comfort be yours, for they are yours for the asking, whoever you are, whatever you believe. It matters naught but only that you have faith in love.

 

In that love and in that peace we bless you, now and ever. Amen.

 

 

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

 

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, our minds, and our souls to send love, light, and healing energies to Mother Earth as she brings forth a New Earth in fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light, and healing energies of the One Infinite Creator heal the heart of each soul in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energies in their hearts and in their minds. Amen.

 

 

 

 

 



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2018-11-7
Published by Bring4th_Jim on November 7, 2018 5:51pm.  Category: General

 

Dear Friends,

 

Today is the 34th anniversary of the death of Don Elkins, and recently it has come to my attention that the nature of his death, by his own hand, is a topic that usually is not openly discussed by people who love the Law of One. The topic of suicide, in general, seems to be an uncomfortable and stigmatized one, as it is often viewed as a failure on the part of the deceased to meet life’s challenges. Many people have a friend or family member that has left this illusion by that means, and it is very painful for those left behind. I am sure that people’s reticence to talk about Don’s death is largely based on love for him, for the Law of One, and for L/L Research. There may be a desire to guard the reputation of the Ra contact by avoiding conversations about Don’s mental illness and suicide. I can feel your love and support in this regard, and I thank you for your heartfelt concerns.

 

I want you to know that, despite our great sadness in losing Don, Carla and I maintained faith in the possibility that Don’s decline was the result of his undying dedication to others--namely to Carla--and to his life’s work. He was truly a beloved companion for Carla, and was my best friend for the time that I knew him. Carla and I always wished to honor his memory by acknowledging all parts of his journey including the nature of his death. The factors that one must consider when talking of how Don’s life came to an end are almost beyond most people’s ability to comprehend because they are multiple in nature and have probably been reproduced only in a handful of instances in  Earth’s entire history, if at all.

 

The primary factor was the “magical” nature of our spiritual work and, therefore, its susceptibility to negative interference. According to Ra there is a spiritual principle that when positive information, such as we were gaining from Ra, is consciously sought, this choice must be balanced by the availability of negative offerings from service-to-self entities. The “playing field” is automatically “leveled” by psychic greeting, so that the difficulty of our seeking is synonymous with the strength, or purity, of our free-will choice.  In other words, spiritual work is never without sacrifice of one kind or another, as the power of a positive (or negative) choice equates to the difficulty of making it. The work of negative entities in this regard is usually called psychic attack, but Ra used the term “psychic greetings”. Ra mentioned this in 69.17:

 

Secondly, that which we and you do in workings such as this carries a magical charge, if you would use this much misunderstood term. Perhaps we may say a metaphysical power. Those who do work of power are available for communication to and from entities of roughly similar power. It is fortunate that the Orion entity does not have the native power of this group. However, it is quite disciplined whereas this group lacks the finesse equivalent to its power. Each is working in consciousness but the group has not begun a work as a group. The individual work is helpful, for the group is mutually an aid, one to another.”

 

So we were in a unique situation in that our work with Ra had attracted the attention of a fifth-density negative entity who wished to stop the Ra contact and remove the light that it produced. And the way that it went about that work was described by Ra in 80.4:

 

Questioner: What is the reason for the fact that the entity is able to act through physical distortions that are already present [as] opposed to being unable to act on an entity who’s had no physical distortions at all?

 

Ra: I am Ra. The key to this query is the term, distortion. Any distortion, be it physical, mental, or spiritual in complex nature, may be accentuated by the suggestion of one able to work magically; that is, to cause changes in consciousness. This entity has many physical distortions. Each in the group has various mental distortions. Their nature varies. The less balanced the distortion by self-knowledge, the more adeptly the entity may accentuate such a distortion in order to mitigate against the smooth functioning and harmony of the group.”

 

Each of the three of us in the Ra contact had a variety of distortions that were used as targets of opportunity by our negative friend throughout the Ra contact. Just like any seekers, we still had much to learn. Carla pre-incarnatively chose arthritis as a means of focusing on her inner work—instead of on outer work in the world. This constantly was being intensified by our negative friend, sometimes in very mysterious ways but always according to the metaphysical laws, if you will, that provide for this balancing of difficulty in the face of choice. My tendency towards anger at myself in order to learn compassion for myself, for example, was intensified many times in my life as I made mistakes and responded by breaking a tool or an object.

 

Don was always very cautious and wise in anything that he did. In the last two years of his life his wisdom became distorted towards worry and fear that his employer, Eastern Airlines, was going bankrupt and that Don would no longer be able to support our work or L/L Research. He also was worried about Carla’s deteriorating physical condition that was being intensified by our negative Orion friend of fifth density. But his greatest worry seemed to be that Carla’s spirit might be displaced into negative time/space by our negatively oriented friend. This had almost happened during a Sunday night public meditation on August 16, 1981. (68.5) This emphasis on the worry aspect of his wisdom constituted a free-will choice that could be, and was, intensified by psychic greetings. When Don asked Ra how our negative friend operated in regards to our group Ra said in 62.20:

 

 Questioner: What is the objective; what does the, shall we say, the leader, the one at the very top of the pecking order in fifth-density Orion, have as an objective? I would like to understand his philosophy with respect to his objectives and plans for what we might call the future or his future?

 

Ra: I am Ra. This thinking will not be so strange to you. Therefore, we may speak through the densities as your planet has some negatively oriented action in sway at this space/time nexus.

 

The early fifth-density negative entity, if oriented towards maintaining cohesion as a social memory complex, may in its free will determine that the path to wisdom lies in the manipulation in exquisite propriety of all other-selves. It then, by virtue of its abilities in wisdom, is able to be the leader of fourth-density beings which are upon the road to wisdom by exploring the dimensions of love of self and understanding of self. These fifth-density entities see the creation as that which shall be put in order.

 

Dealing with a plane such as this third density at this harvesting, it will see the mechanism of the call more clearly and have much less distortion towards plunder or manipulation by thoughts which are given to negatively oriented entities although in allowing this to occur and sending less wise entities to do this work, any successes redound to the leaders.

 

The fifth density sees the difficulties posed by the light and in this way directs entities of this vibration to the seeking of targets of opportunity such as this one. If fourth-density temptations, shall we say, towards distortion of ego, etc., are not successful the fifth-density entity then thinks in terms of the removal of light.”

 

So since we would not detune our desire to serve the One Infinite Creator our negative friend wished to put out our light by whatever means possible. Each of us experienced numerous psychic greetings although Carla certainly bore the brunt of them.

 

As Don’s worries continued to grow Carla became concerned that her beloved companion, or B.C., as she called him, was suffering too much. So she told him that she would like to take over his worries and be the strong one. He could be like her, “small and foolish”, instead of having to shoulder all these worries. Carla did not know that this offer had real and dangerous metaphysical implications. Don really didn’t imagine that anything would come of this offer when he off-handedly accepted. But Ra said that since Don and Carla “had been as one since before time” (75.23) that this agreement resulted in a “deleterious energy exchange” between them. Ra described this deleterious energy exchange in 106.13:

 

Questioner: Could Ra recommend what I should do to improve my state of health?

 

Ra: I am Ra. We tread most close to the Law of Confusion in this instance but feel the appropriateness of speaking due to potentially fatal results to the instrument. We pause to give the questioner and the scribe a few moments of space/time to aid us by stepping away from those distortions which cause us to invoke the Law of Confusion. This would be helpful.

 

[A few moments pause.]

 

I am Ra. We appreciate your attempts. Even [confusion on your behalves is helpful. The questioner has, in the recent past, allowed a complete transfer] of mental/emotional pain from the questioner to the instrument. The key to this deleterious working was when the instrument said words to the effect of the meaning that it would be the questioner and be the strong one. The questioner could be as the instrument, small and foolish. The questioner, in full ignorance of the firm intent of the instrument and not grasping the possibility of any such energy transfer, agreed.

 

These two entities have been as one for a timeless period and have manifested this in your space/time. Thusly, the deleterious working occurred. By agreement in care and caution it may be undone. We urge the attention to thanksgiving and harmony on the part of the questioner. We may affirm the previous recommendation in general of the skills and the purity of intention of the one known as Bob, and may note the sympathetic illness which has occurred due to the instrument’s sensitivities.

 

Lastly, we may note that to the one known as Peter several aspects of the distortions experienced by the questioner, the instrument, and the scribe may be quite apparent and rather simply traduced to lesser distortions.”

 

The deleterious energy exchange was never undone. What happened to Don, instead, was that his armor of light that allowed him to deal with any situation from a position of wisdom was removed and all outer stimuli came crashing in on him causing him great mental and spiritual pain. This continued to increase for the remaining eight months of his life. On top of that, both Don and Carla were in the midst of initiation at this time. (106.3 and 106.12) Initiation often is difficult all by itself to go through, but now it was added to the deleterious energy exchange and the attention of our negative fifth-density friend.

 

Don’s great worry about Carla’s spirit being displaced into negative time/space also led to a curious question that he asked me in the fall of 1983. He asked me if I thought it might be possible to make a deal with our negative friend to leave Carla alone. I told him that there would be no way to trust such an entity of negative polarity whose sole aim is to control you. So I really don’t know how this question and Don’s consideration of it played into his death, but I would not be at all surprised to discover one day that our negative friend was able to use this thought in Don’s mind to help bring him to his end.

 

The three of us lived in the house in Louisville, Kentucky for seven months before Don died. During all that time he was in mental, physical and emotional decline. He lost 70 lbs. and went from 220 down to 150 lbs. He put himself into the psychiatric ward of a local hospital, but his psychiatrist went on vacation for the first three weeks of Don’s stay there. And when he returned from his vacation he had very little to do with Don since Don didn’t want to talk to him. Eventually Don was able to feign improvement enough to be released. He told us as we were driving home that he was no better, and each day seemed worse than the one before it. Carla feared that his body may eventually fail due to not eating.

 

One day Don mentioned to me that he felt that his death was immanent, by one means or another. Reflecting on this today, it’s still impossible to know whether Don’s feeling came from his intuition or from his confusion. That day, Don told me he was thinking of killing himself because, if he was going to die anyway, he did not want to die in the hospital. Carla and I faced a very difficult choice. Neither of us wished to violate Don’s free will if he was making conscious decisions. However, we were not convinced of Don’s presence of mind. We certainly feared losing him to an unconscious act. We believed in the greater possibility that Don’s mental illness, which was enhanced—or even brought about—by psychic greeting, was taking center stage. We felt it was causing him to believe in the imminence of his death, and in the doctors’ inability to help him, and was leading him to contemplate suicide. We did not think that Don wanted to die; but only that he could not see a way to survive. To us, for better or for worse, Don’s confusion constituted a call to service. Carla and I did our best to apply a love/wisdom balance to Don’s predicament. I signed a mental inquest warrant to have Don taken to the hospital for a seventy-two hour stay to evaluate his situation.

 

When the police came to serve the warrant Don put a .38 revolver to his head and told the police to leave. It was then that Carla ran up the stairs to be with him but was pulled back by police officers. At one point during the ensuing standoff Don gathered all the coats in the house and put them on the porch so that the police could keep warm on a cold November night. Even through the agony of his current state of mind he could still feel compassion for the police in the cold night air. After a six hour standoff the police decided the situation needed to end and shot tear gas into the house. This drove Don out into the back yard where he shot himself and died instantly. Carla and I always believed that Don went outside to shoot himself so that Carla could continue to live in the house.

 

Three days later Carla saw Don in a waking vision, and he told her that everything that had happened had occurred as planned and that all was well. He said that we would not be able to understand how this could be true until we, too, went through death’s door. Within another two days Carla saw Don once again in a waking vision and was given the same information. So now Carla has passed through death’s door and knows the good reasons for which everything happened, and the rest of us are left to ponder yet another mystery on the journey of seeking the truth of the Law of One.

 

We cannot know whether Don might have survived, had things gone differently. Ra said many times that “There are no mistakes.” That is easier to say than to comprehend, but I believe that is where our faith plays the crucial role in our spiritual development. Each of us in our spiritual journeys will find many times when we cannot fathom how what is happening to us can be without mistake. And yet when we look back upon how our spiritual journey has unfolded we all can see many places where things did not look well at all but turned out well as we moved further along our paths. In this case, Carla’s life may well have been saved by Don’s sacrifice. Don was an incredibly conscientious, ethical man. He was also quiet and mysterious. I believe that there is much he sensed, knew, or experienced but did not discuss. I believe in his utter positivity and in the fact that all his conscious choices were designed to bring about a positive outcome for others, even at his own expense. Whether or not Don ended his life with presence of mind, his actions may have preserved Carla’s life—whether by ending the Ra contact, or by some other means that allowed Don to accept the interference of our negative friend so that Carla could go on sharing her love and light. After all, they had changed places and this precipitated Don’s decline.

 

After Don’s passing, Carla and I felt almost as though we had entered a new incarnation together. Carla’s tireless work in service to the One Infinite Creator would continue for thirty-one more magical years. During that time, Carla and I were able to serve one another in ways that we feel were in fulfilment of our pre-incarnational plans. Carla was finally able to balance her tendency, since childhood, to give of herself without expectation of return, with the ability to accept the love offerings of others, represented by her accepting my care while she was confined to her hospital bed. In this way, she balanced her sense of unworthiness. For my part, I was able to open my heart in unconditional love, thanks to the opportunity to meet Carla’s daily needs. After her passing, and as a result of my experiences with Carla, I felt finally able to love myself. I was later inspired to ask Jesus to come into my heart and have since felt an ability to more fully open my heart to anyone around me. Every day I thank the One Infinite Creator for everything in my life. I do believe that all is well with Don, with the world in which we find ourselves, and with the world within us. All is truly well.

 

In Praise and Thanksgiving,

 

 

Jim McCarty

 




2018-11-06
Published by Bring4th_Jim on November 6, 2018 1:17pm.  Category: General

 

 

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the quote from Ra comes from 105.2:

 

"Questioner: Sorry that we have to ask so many maintenance questions. We seem to be in a confused condition now with respect to our abilities to continue in the direction we wish to with questioning on the archetypical mind.


I feel it necessary to ask what the cause of the symmetrical welts on the instrument's back [is], and is there anything further that we can do to heal the instrument of any conditions, including these welts or their cause?

 

Ra: I am Ra. The welting is a symptom of that which has been a prolonged psychic greeting. The opportunity for this entity to experience massive allergic reaction from streptococcal and staphylococcal viruses has been offered in hopes that this entity would wish to leave the incarnation. The previous occurrence of this state of the mind complex occurring upon, in your time-numbering system, the ninth month, the twelfth day, of your present planetary solar revolution caught your fifth-density companion unprepared. The entity is now prepared.


There have been two instances wherein this entity could have started the reaction since the first opportunity was missed. Firstly, the opportunity to separate self from other-self in connection with the choosing of an house. Secondly, the possible vision of self separated from other-self in regard to the dissolving of mundane bonds concerning the leaving of this dwelling. Both opportunities were met by this entity with a refusal to separate self from other-self with further work also upon the indigo-ray level concerning the avoidance of martyrdom while maintaining unity in love.


Thusly, this instrument has had its immunal defenses breached and its lymphatic system involved in the invasion of these viri. You may see some merit in a purging of the instrument's yellow-ray, chemical body in order to more quickly aid the weakened body complex in its attempt to remove these substances. Techniques include therapeutic enemas or colonics, the sauna once or twice in a day, and the use of vigorous rubbing of the integument for the period of approximately seven of your diurnal periods.


We speak not of diet, not because it might not aid, but because this entity ingests small quantities of any substance and is already avoiding certain substances, notably fresh milk and oil."

 

Don begins this question to Ra with an apology for our having to ask so many maintenance questions in the recent sessions with Ra. The fact of our situation was as Don said next, and that was that Don and Carla were struggling with catalyst of the mind and the body, respectively, in staying in good enough shape to be able to have Ra sessions. Don was more and more worried about Eastern Airlines remaining in business, about his own mental and emotional health, and about Carla's condition. Carla had numerous physical problems related to her lupus and arthritis which were being intensified by our negative friend.

 

So Don's specific question was to ask Ra what had caused the red blotches on both sides of Carla's spine that were identical on each side. Each welt was oddly shaped and different from all the others on the same side of Carla's back, but each welt had its mirror image on the other side of Carla's back. According to Ra, this welting was a symptom of a long series of psychic greetings that had the aim of providing a way for Carla's body to fail if Carla should ever become discouraged enough to want to leave the incarnation. Then Ra mentions that such a despairing feeling had come to Carla on the 12th of September, just a little over a month before this session with Ra. Our negative friend was not prepared to target Carla at that time but was now ready.

 

This was the last session that we held at the Watterson Trail house as we had picked out a house to move to north of Atlanta. Carla was the one who was dealing with our landlord as we had tried to buy the Watterson Trail house and stay there. However the attempt failed even after we had agreed upon a price. Our landlord arbitrarily decided that he wanted an extra $5,000 for the house, and Don refused to pay it as he felt our landlord was unscrupulous and untrustworthy. So I this situation caused Carla a great deal of distress although she never showed it consciously or in any way that Don and I could perceive.

 

Then Ra mentioned one other opportunity that caused despair in Carla which our negative friend missed, and that was dealing with Don's continued confusion about which house to rent in the Atlanta area. Carla helped him find a couple of good possibilities, but his mental and emotional decline had made it difficult for him to make a decision. But Carla met this crisis, as well as the one with our landlord, with love for both our landlord and for Don. Ra said that she also had worked upon her indigo-ray feelings of low self-worth and had gained in her valuing of herself. So the catalyst was difficult, but Carla rose to both occasions by taking the high road of giving love and understanding instead of any kind of separation or control.

 

Our negative friend however--ever hopeful of providing Carla with a path out of her incarnation--introduced enough psychic greetings to cause the welting on Carla's back. Ra suggested that treating the situation would best be accomplished by Carla's use of "therapeutic enemas or colonics, the sauna once or twice in a day, and the use of vigorous rubbing of the integument for the period of approximately seven of your diurnal periods."

 

For my outside work today I flew to Newark, N.J. to visit a dear friend of Carla's and mine who is in the last stage of lung cancer. We had been hoping to move her here and give her a fresh start on her recovery, but that possibility may no longer be viable. I was really glad to see her again and feel her continuing strong desire to keep going with her desire to live. She is one of the most positive and energetic people I have ever known, and if anyone can come back from where her lung cancer has put her she is the one to do it.

 

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

 

November 6

 

Offer Sorrow And Thanksgiving

 

I am the voice of unconditional love which speaks to the world in the name of Jesus the Christ. I greet you in the full consciousness of that love.

 

How many of you, while aching within the heart, must move through the day attempting to manifest the plenty from which that heartache seems to detract? We focus today upon heartache, upon the sorrows of living.

 

Within your life, within all life that matures and moves forward, there is a balance of sorrow and joy. Allow a knowledge of the kingdom of the Father to touch that septic sorrow. See that pain as the true, sore ache and agony that it is and offer it to love for love's nurturing, comforting care.

 

You who seek so diligently are not alone. The principles of love and light are with each at all times. Therefore we say to you, "Take your sorrow, your sadness, as well as your joys and offer them up in thanksgiving to the Father, for all things work together to create a balanced compassion within the faithful seeker."

 

May you find that balance this day and every day. Open the self to the power of infinite and unconditional love. We are with each of you, but though we may knock upon the door of your consciousness we cannot open it. We cannot comfort or aid without the turning of the sorrowful spirit to the door and the welcoming in faith of that positive principle of love. Then over your threshold shall move peace and confidence and a balance to sorrow.

 

We leave you in that balance, that peace, that wholeness that is love, now and ever. Amen.

 

 

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

 

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, our minds, and our souls to send love, light, and healing energies to Mother Earth as she brings forth a New Earth in fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light, and healing energies of the One Infinite Creator heal the heart of each soul in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energies in their hearts and in their minds. Amen.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 



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