I forgive myself and I set myself free
I peek from around my wall and the world opens up
My Higher Self has paid me a visit
And this time I listened, and cried, and ranted because I was so alone behind the wall.
Then I said thank you, please hold me up I’m too weak.
And my Higher Self replied, “The wall is an illusion that kept you from experiencing life. The wall made you weak.”
And I broke down, feeling like a newborn naked in a scary new world
My tears were hot on my face but I let them flow because my Higher Self was talking to me!
Saying: I am loved. I am never alone. I need not carry responsibillity for others. I have enough love to give others. And finally... it is ok to ask for help.
And I knew it was true. I am not alone. Nor am I weak, nor bereft of love.
I forgave myself and set myself free.
The wall is still there. It’s really too soon, I'm too unsure and untested. But now I sit atop the wall and my Higher Self guides my hand as I chink away at the stones one day at a time.