06-30-2013, 08:32 AM
Not Sure, why do you think that removing all awareness of the self is what is involved in perfecting the body complex?
Perhaps you are working with different definitions of "awareness" and "self" than I am, but since self-awareness is the distinctive mark of 3D, it is hard to imagine that the goal would be to remove it.
My experience, based on my own on-going process of clearing and crystallizing my energy centers, is that I become more and more aware of everything that is happening in my life at all time. The ego-self (i.e. the Significator of the Mind -- same thing) becomes less and less an impediment to my actions and more and more a helpful persona around which my experience in this life can cluster. Hence, I am less "self-conscious" in the negative sense of this word, but far more self-aware in the positive sense. The distinction between myself and others does not seem likely to lift fully because it is the basis of 3D experience; however, a keen and balanced sensitivity to the energies operative at higher levels allows me to feel on some level the connection and unity between all and all, making it more and more difficult to hold grudges, get embarrassed, be malicious, etc. I would say, then, that having no blockage leads to such a hightened awareness of fullness self, that the boundary between ego-self and higher self diminishes, as well as the boundary between self and other-self.
Perhaps you are working with different definitions of "awareness" and "self" than I am, but since self-awareness is the distinctive mark of 3D, it is hard to imagine that the goal would be to remove it.
My experience, based on my own on-going process of clearing and crystallizing my energy centers, is that I become more and more aware of everything that is happening in my life at all time. The ego-self (i.e. the Significator of the Mind -- same thing) becomes less and less an impediment to my actions and more and more a helpful persona around which my experience in this life can cluster. Hence, I am less "self-conscious" in the negative sense of this word, but far more self-aware in the positive sense. The distinction between myself and others does not seem likely to lift fully because it is the basis of 3D experience; however, a keen and balanced sensitivity to the energies operative at higher levels allows me to feel on some level the connection and unity between all and all, making it more and more difficult to hold grudges, get embarrassed, be malicious, etc. I would say, then, that having no blockage leads to such a hightened awareness of fullness self, that the boundary between ego-self and higher self diminishes, as well as the boundary between self and other-self.