07-09-2010, 12:47 PM
Dears,
Recently I’ve made a hard work of introspection and I could say that I’ve entered the hall of mirrors. I saw the multiple facets of myself. I didn’t like what I saw. I’m deeply ashamed. Now I realize that I’ve been guiding my acts from the self during all these years. I’ve been serving the self much more than I thought. I feel I failed to realize my real purpose. How I arrived to that point of unawareness and egotism (even when I thought I was doing the right thing) is something I simply can’t understand.
At the moment I feel totally knocked down, unable to react. I know I’ll have to heal this but right now I feel helpless and at a loss.
It’s not that I seek your words of solace (although anything you say is welcome). Your very presence is my support. I just needed to share this with you, my brothers.
Thanks for being there and for making the world a better place.
L/L
Recently I’ve made a hard work of introspection and I could say that I’ve entered the hall of mirrors. I saw the multiple facets of myself. I didn’t like what I saw. I’m deeply ashamed. Now I realize that I’ve been guiding my acts from the self during all these years. I’ve been serving the self much more than I thought. I feel I failed to realize my real purpose. How I arrived to that point of unawareness and egotism (even when I thought I was doing the right thing) is something I simply can’t understand.
At the moment I feel totally knocked down, unable to react. I know I’ll have to heal this but right now I feel helpless and at a loss.
It’s not that I seek your words of solace (although anything you say is welcome). Your very presence is my support. I just needed to share this with you, my brothers.
Thanks for being there and for making the world a better place.
L/L
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