12-27-2017, 07:54 PM
Hey, just know if you've an addiction, you have my support to help you ease out of it and stop.
It is so clear sometimes, how much people already judge themselves, I won't judge anyone for their addiction, I want them to know I don't see a degenerate or whatever people call addicts, I see a human being with important catalyst, and I find support, rather than judgment, helps them handle that catalyst.
Please don't beat yourself up too much. It took me over a decade to recognize porn was bad, and only 4 years of partaking in weed before I recognized myself as addicted to it.
Strangely enough, I smoke hookah very often sometimes, like twice daily, and I've never felt addicted to it, I'll go months without it just fine. If anything, hookah used to help reduce weed and porn consumption for me, it even helped me meditate more often and focus on writing. I pumped out 100 pages of my zombie novel in a little under 2 weeks because I had a hookah ritual going on while writing.
Then my mom broke my hookah, that was that hah, I managed a few more pages, got to a really hard part and have been working on the outline and info supplementary documents ever since.
It is so clear sometimes, how much people already judge themselves, I won't judge anyone for their addiction, I want them to know I don't see a degenerate or whatever people call addicts, I see a human being with important catalyst, and I find support, rather than judgment, helps them handle that catalyst.
Please don't beat yourself up too much. It took me over a decade to recognize porn was bad, and only 4 years of partaking in weed before I recognized myself as addicted to it.
Strangely enough, I smoke hookah very often sometimes, like twice daily, and I've never felt addicted to it, I'll go months without it just fine. If anything, hookah used to help reduce weed and porn consumption for me, it even helped me meditate more often and focus on writing. I pumped out 100 pages of my zombie novel in a little under 2 weeks because I had a hookah ritual going on while writing.
Then my mom broke my hookah, that was that hah, I managed a few more pages, got to a really hard part and have been working on the outline and info supplementary documents ever since.