02-01-2018, 11:41 PM
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Most memorable.
2014, I remember looking, just, you know, looking and observing my surroundings, and I realized deep down that I'm in everything and it's all in me, that everything around me isn't beyond me, but within me.
I remember smiling all the time, because I realized reality wasn't bad, that everyone was redeemable. There was no hell, there was no real 'darkness', just Light. And Love.
Strongest would have to be when I took my best friend out on a Valentine's Day date, spent well around 500 dollars for the entire day's worth of an experience... I gave her her dream date. She cried with happiness.
It's such a shame she didn't feel in anyway the same back towards me, she was just using me for attention.
Otherwise, the singlemost noteworthy strong AND memorable experience of Love, was seeing my son be born and cutting the umbilical cord.
That moment awakened something within me, I created my avatar picture very soon after. And reality became dream like.
Then she left with my son.
It's annoying how all the best times in my life are now tinted with pain.
Love shouldn't be so... Painful to give -_-
Most memorable.
2014, I remember looking, just, you know, looking and observing my surroundings, and I realized deep down that I'm in everything and it's all in me, that everything around me isn't beyond me, but within me.
I remember smiling all the time, because I realized reality wasn't bad, that everyone was redeemable. There was no hell, there was no real 'darkness', just Light. And Love.
Strongest would have to be when I took my best friend out on a Valentine's Day date, spent well around 500 dollars for the entire day's worth of an experience... I gave her her dream date. She cried with happiness.
It's such a shame she didn't feel in anyway the same back towards me, she was just using me for attention.
Otherwise, the singlemost noteworthy strong AND memorable experience of Love, was seeing my son be born and cutting the umbilical cord.
That moment awakened something within me, I created my avatar picture very soon after. And reality became dream like.
Then she left with my son.
It's annoying how all the best times in my life are now tinted with pain.
Love shouldn't be so... Painful to give -_-
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