02-04-2018, 06:57 AM
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I tried lol. I struggled with polarity concepts, I REALLY struggled, in a way they were the core of much of my suffering in 2015. I believed something was something, but I didn't know but I chose to think I did, and that resulted in me going pretty far down to see the Creator in my self beneath/beyond polarity, and found that I was everything, good, bad, Love, hate. I realized nothing is as it seems, and have tried to redefine my understanding in a way that doesn't make me error and yell a lot or feel angry.
Perhaps I purposely rationalized away any clearcut good and evil to provide myself peace of mind.
It's said God created Satan. I guess God isn't all good. And that Satan punishes the Wicked. I guess Satan's got a moral compass.
That the Demiurge created a place for Love to triumph eventually, and the Monad's Creation could form such monstrosities as 'The One' (unless Jericho made up that stuff about Gnosticism) or The Demiurge, seems oddly uncharacteristic of Love.
Yet it seems clear that duality is merely two highly contrasting yet similar perspectives of the same thing, and that unity is that omniperspective that lets us see things more clearly, from infinite perspectives.
I think both paths have nearly identical requirements just in a polarized contrasting fashion. Both must accept their placement on Earth, their role in the game of life, must interact with other, and must be the way they wish deep down to be.
The polar gradient opposites of each of those requirements link the paths as one in my mind.
The one path is your path. There is no other path. Good and evil are valid identifiers, but in a creation of Love, both paths exist in everyone, and they both do the exact same thing, evolve us.
For all the bad, without it, there'd be no reference to give meaning and depth to good. Having contrasting viewpoints in two extremes created all of this illusion, the reality is one viewpoint, all viewpoints.
...I...Asked myself... If I could have the power, to take it all back, all of the suffering I've felt in my life. To have never known any of these...those things at all.
I would not take anything back. That realization made me, well, realize that even all of this madness and insanity and pointlessness and meaninglessness, had a reason to be, and that reason was what mattered, not those things in and of themself.
The pain, and suffering, becomes... Put into perspective.
That perspective is Love.
Even the Darkness is Light. Enlightenment doesn't come from figures of Light, but from making Darkness Conscious.
To enter the Inner Sanctum of the Green Ray, one must come to love the dark figures that stalk it's Outer Courtyard and find mercy for the self.
I tried lol. I struggled with polarity concepts, I REALLY struggled, in a way they were the core of much of my suffering in 2015. I believed something was something, but I didn't know but I chose to think I did, and that resulted in me going pretty far down to see the Creator in my self beneath/beyond polarity, and found that I was everything, good, bad, Love, hate. I realized nothing is as it seems, and have tried to redefine my understanding in a way that doesn't make me error and yell a lot or feel angry.
Perhaps I purposely rationalized away any clearcut good and evil to provide myself peace of mind.
It's said God created Satan. I guess God isn't all good. And that Satan punishes the Wicked. I guess Satan's got a moral compass.
That the Demiurge created a place for Love to triumph eventually, and the Monad's Creation could form such monstrosities as 'The One' (unless Jericho made up that stuff about Gnosticism) or The Demiurge, seems oddly uncharacteristic of Love.
Yet it seems clear that duality is merely two highly contrasting yet similar perspectives of the same thing, and that unity is that omniperspective that lets us see things more clearly, from infinite perspectives.
I think both paths have nearly identical requirements just in a polarized contrasting fashion. Both must accept their placement on Earth, their role in the game of life, must interact with other, and must be the way they wish deep down to be.
The polar gradient opposites of each of those requirements link the paths as one in my mind.
The one path is your path. There is no other path. Good and evil are valid identifiers, but in a creation of Love, both paths exist in everyone, and they both do the exact same thing, evolve us.
For all the bad, without it, there'd be no reference to give meaning and depth to good. Having contrasting viewpoints in two extremes created all of this illusion, the reality is one viewpoint, all viewpoints.
...I...Asked myself... If I could have the power, to take it all back, all of the suffering I've felt in my life. To have never known any of these...those things at all.
I would not take anything back. That realization made me, well, realize that even all of this madness and insanity and pointlessness and meaninglessness, had a reason to be, and that reason was what mattered, not those things in and of themself.
The pain, and suffering, becomes... Put into perspective.
That perspective is Love.
Even the Darkness is Light. Enlightenment doesn't come from figures of Light, but from making Darkness Conscious.
To enter the Inner Sanctum of the Green Ray, one must come to love the dark figures that stalk it's Outer Courtyard and find mercy for the self.