06-05-2009, 12:13 PM
Quote:Everything that's going on in your life is just catalyst. Ra stated that, in order to graduate, we must love not only others, but ourselves as well! In fact, it is a requirement! (Does anyone remember the quote?)
I do agree with Monica on this point... Even if we are highly polarized, as Airwaves suggested, I don't believe we return back to our original density. We agree to give up everything when coming here. We take that enormous risk, and hope that (before coming here) we set ourselves up with enough catalyst to awaken past the illusion of this 'reality' and to grab hold of why we are really here.
I feel very strongly that 3D suicide would not only mean an enormous amount of healing, but certainly one or more incarnations of 3D again before being able to get to the base vibration of where you were before the suicide took place. As Ra stated, we must love ourselves before we can graduate from this 3D environment. And I think most would agree that suicide is not an action that is based in the love vibration.
Alex, not sure if your message about suicide was hypothetical or one of personal contemplation, but I would add that loneliness is only in the eye of the beholder. We've got a great community here of people sending love to each other, working towards graduating so we can return to our densities and soul groups. If I may offer one small bit of advice, be sure to not fall in the trap of looking around with your physical eyes. Anyone can find loneliness and imperfection when tuned into 3D with our 3D faculties. Instead, use your heart to "feel" the love that comes from those that you do interact with, even if you bump up against a tree, a dog, a flower. You can then escape the 3D illusion of loneliness when you are able to think with the heart and remember that this entire 3D illusion is made out of love. So to not see love within yourself could mean that you are choosing not to see it at this time because it has been consciously suppressed, for instance. Try to move into situations where you feel life around you, and think about how everything is trying to progress. A flower strives to bud, a river of water rushing towards a greater body of water, an ant carrying food back to the colony. Everything is naturally building, unfolding, evolving, loving. That is all of creation, and you are unquestionably a part of that unfolding. Give it a shot...
Steve