Making a foray into Spiritual Forums, another site

[Cyan]

http://www.spiritualforums.com/vb/showth...?p=1839094

Here is my introduction thread on the forums, im hoping to get some action going and see how the forum is, they are probably more open than here to both polarities and a large forum should provide a deeper sounding board, ill keep my account active here and wait for the time when sending someone a threathening PM is taken as a greater affront than publishing that PM, imagine how all those catalling men feel about you talking bad about them in public instead of imagine how important it is that someone shares being catcalled, even told that someone had a fancy for you in the past but no longer becuase of your innapropriate actions.

I wish you all the best, do feel free to join me in spiritual forums, if the place is downright awful i will migrate to another forum. Love to all, i hope you accept STS influences in your life and love them for their path instead of trying to destroy them from your life one day.

[Glow]

I actually participate on that forum. Have for years. They are way more strict about acceptable conduct.

http://www.spiritualforums.com/vb/showth...hp?t=86295

I have had 2 warnings a few years ago both for saying a bad word, as I recall 1 was a sexual term which I had no idea was an issue the other was a derogatory word for women that I actually had no idea WAS derogatory. They are very nice and have kind people there too though so you might enjoy it.

Just a heads up.
They do not allow multiple accounts.
The forum is dedicated to its now deceased founder and they stick firmly to his vision of a gentle safe place.

[Merrick]

imagine how all those catalling men feel about you talking bad about them in public instead of imagine how important it is that someone shares being catcalled, even told that someone had a fancy for you in the past but no longer becuase of your innapropriate actions.

Huh?

[Cyan]

My intro, second attempt, first one got removed becuase i mentioned a fight I had here, for liability purposes they wont want those kinds of details:

http://www.spiritualforums.com/vb/showth...ost1839137

First thread is here: http://www.spiritualforums.com/vb/showth...p?t=129569

I plan to stop posting a link to this forum for posts in that forum now but I felt these two would tie this place and that place together well enough. Love to all, still frequenting this forum but lets try if a little variety is good.

Here is full text of first intro:

So I had your site recommended to me by a friend and I thought id give it a twirl, I was on bring 4th for nearly a decade but was basically told to leave for not being "loving" enough when I asked some hard questions about why the community seems to prefer angry feminists and SJWs. I was threathened in PM and when I published those PMs without the threat makers permission the others attacked me for invasion of privacy and that was basically the last straw.

I was over on bring4th by the name Cyan, Hkelukka, Bourbon Betty and Aki, my real name, I posted most of my threads in the visible to the public section so if you look for them you'll find them and get an idea of where I was going with my threads.

Im a hands on healer with 15 years of experience as well as a chaneller with a few years of experience, I loosely follow the Law of One, a religion that states basically that all beings are just distortions of the creation and not full individuals, rather than being called creations they are seen as distorions away from unity of being and we need to graduate to 4th density from 3rd density by being either 95% selfish or 51% selfless, both of which are equally hard. I started as STO, or service to others but am thinking that that would lead to slavery in the next density and am starting to lean towards STS or service to self being the proper choice for humanity at least in terms of our entire society so that we do not go into the alien era serving aliens but rather try to keep earth and humanity first in our agenda, that to me seems more natural than thinking of "how may I serve the ethereals and greys" as that seems to distort the thinking into "Serve them by not allowing them to manipulate you" which becomes a huge trap.

I posted a thread that got little attention in the b4 about how I waged a spiritual war with a floater/angelic civilization for three years and its a little out there but Ill use it as my introduction here to see how people react. I hope you all like it and I find a new home here, if not ill surely migrate to yet another forum in my search for a place to be in, well see. Hope you all the best and love and light to you all.

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Peace with the Floater/angelic civilization. After 3 years of war, my story.
So I wrote this about half way complete then the computer crashed and I lost it so im having to rewrite, hope this is better than the previous one, if it feels rushed you know why.

Ive been observing the angelic civilization for decades now and I could no longer take their pretending to be gods, infringements, cattle mutilations, abductions, genetic mucking about and other gruesome activities, I could not be safe in my high STO and probably high polarity as well, even though I could be safe from them right now it felt inappropriate in the extreme and I had to take actions, I pondered the options for a while and finally my mind was set that I would send a radiological harmful radiation to their homeworld, so here is how I set upon nuking one of the angelic homeworlds and why and how the situation developed and finally how we got to peace.

Ill include pictures with this one so be prepared.

First I set upon finding their homeworld. No easy task, I looked at the information present in fiction and star charts until I came to a conclusion that I had a probable location for one of their settlements or even a homeworld. It was long and ardeous work of reading through many a fiction and fact claiming book until I found what I was looking for. Then the next logical step was to contact all aliens with a desire to talk to me with a clear message that they could understand would mean many things but would certainly mean "contact imminent", So I decided upon Water and Radiowaves as my intended method, I decided that a shaking of a water container and the splashing of water would be appropriate sounds beamed out accompanied with my face and the holding of a water bottle, such a message would indicate instead of the complexity of the golden plate, that we have water and we trade in water, a simple message from such a civilization. Then I needed to set about contacting the primary civilization of interest in our cosmos.

I first settled upon contacting the most massive star in existence: Wiki Star: R136a1 When looked at from a space telescope, it is in the middle part of the chest of the creature clearly visible with a cloak and holding a flail in one hand, you can see by clicking the Simbad link on the rightside of the wikipedia then clicking full screen icon in the picture on the right side and zooming out. This, most massive star in existence was a good candidate for contact, it would be the Astronomican for my contact and serve as the guiding spirit for this contact, I contacted them with a simple proposition, we can make sure that if humanity advances well do our best to bring water or hydrogen to their star and try to remove the heavier elements from it causing it to live longer, a kind of healthcare plan for the star. I did this in thought and in writing online at the same time I did the water bottle shaking. After a while of doing this I saw this storm:

Bored Panda pilot takes pictures of storm from cockpit: First link on google, first picture in article.

My UFO had arrived, while doing this I also had a second form of contact, In near earth affairs, i decided to turn my attention to Mars. From my sources I'd heard that most aliens have difficulty using large ships near earth as they do not differentiate in time so from their point of view, earth is inside the sun as the sun will eventually expand to engulf the earth, so i was safe in the knowledge that it would be prohibitively difficult for them to get through the "quarantine" around earth in anything large even if I contact them first. Armed with this knowledge I set about awakening Mars.

I read from various sources that there is a massive shadow creature beneath olympos mons, a remainder of the previous martian civilization, a AI god of smoke wielding a scythe. As they destroyed their atmosphere they eventually froze their entire surface and the remaining geothermal energy available was located mostly in the large mountain structure as the volcanic activity kept the region warm for a while. As the remaining martians after their ecological disaster dug deeper into their mountain and built dams and generators that would take advantage of the eventual warming of the sun to reawaken their god being that would then terraform mars I know that the being could be reached by melting the snow on top of the mountain and I set about doing just that, the freshwater flowing down its sides would get into the tunnel system and reactivate the machinery.

To accomplish this I directed all the satellites I Could get my hands on or any of my allies hands on to turn their solar panels so that the sun light would be reflected on top of the olympos mons, I also set about creating satellites for this specific purpose, after a while while I saw that UFO picture I also saw another, the three layered martian battleship, both were made of blue clouds and shone as if there was a naked singularity inside them, neither of them spoke to me of evil or of a normal storm. Armed with the knowledge that the battleship has arrived and my offer has been accepted I set about activating the device I built earlier.

Picture of the three layered martian battleship:

Same site as previous picture, 7th picture

Here is video of battleship from a military game, try to ignore the violence only posted for reference picture of the alien battleship, dont watch if squeamish:


youtube, Game Over: X-Com - UFO Defense


So, armed with the knowledge that the being was awake and using only light to communicate and not violence I was safe in the knowledge that I could proceed to try to harm the angelic or floater civilization now.

Some time before this, while I was building my device while in the early parts of the communication, I energized different nuclear explosions in an order to build the radiation pattern that I wanted to accomplish, I wont go into details what explosions I watched and in what order but when I was surely it would have the desired effect I set about detonating the device where it would do the most harm, deep in the earth in the water reservoirs, it was designed to find the proper owner of the water that has been used by others and reward them as it was their water that was used and thus recompensation was necessary. Such a device would certainly harm those unethically pretending to be our gods, it would also cause our water to glow for a moment but this did not concern me greatly as if this failed nothing would have occured at all and i would personally prefer to not have to turn on the night light when i take a whiss if it saved me from winged beings pretending to be our gods while mutilating our DNA for their own purposes.

So without further ado, safe in the knowledge that Mars and the most massive star in the universe were both in talking terms with me, I detonated the device, the effect was as desired and near instantanoues, relationships and humans that were not helpful to my evolution fell away like dust and were almost all never seen again, the ones that really struggled through the experience were deeply humbled and while I felt intense lonelyness for a while I knew I had done the right thing, I had said NO to someone who were designing to take over my free will and use me for their own purposes, I had reasserted myself and the universe would know.


Youtube Cuil Theory


The mood of this video greatly exemplifies what I felt.

Lonelyness and exquisite sense of love, power and righteousness, It took me quite a time to come down and many negative consequences of my actions splayed open before me, all the actions taken against angelic worshippers in that few years sting me personally, would this have occured if I had kept my peace and not engaged, I will pay recompense for this for the rest of the history of the universe but it was an action that I felt, and still feel, had to be done.

Some weeks to months later we detected omuamua, the red dragon poop flying through our system, I had tried to construct a body for a red dragon to manifest in thought and for them to inform me when it was ready, it was like seeing your childs first poop, magical moment that is hard to describe, its alive I say. Such a contact was timed shortly after I made my attack on the angelic civilization, by that point I was somewhat afraid I had crossed into the dark side, fighting angels and building satans, you know what I mean I am sure. But it felt good to me that someone so hated by others, a red dragon, would reward me with attention as I build a body for it.

So on the same time and level I had a deeply harmful nuclear strike on a angel civilization while the red dragon civilization rewarded me by showing me the first poop of my child, they were also tied in that there was a clear warning from both civilizations that further use of nuclear weapons on civilian targets would result in the asteroid impact on my world and would result in much loss of life for both sides it is sure. I was unfazed as my mission was already complete at that point, there was no desire for me to continue with a general bombartment but rather to send a flare, I would not submit to their control while options remain, I would indeed, strive to protect the life on this star system to the best of my abilities.

At this time when the war was picking up I received the Norsecorp map from what I can assume is the Grey civilization for means of communicating with any spirit or energy source so I could get in contact with them and start progressing towards peace. I also started watching military combat videos in the method I posted here and sought to integrate with military personnel and their understanding with mine so I could better be sure that my defence was adequate and I was in no danger of retaliation, most of the battles took place in dreams and I had a nasty nightmare every few weeks to months and it continued like that. I also clearly heard my parents tell me that "They were just seeking to prevent me having a child" which to me seems like what the angelic civilization would seek to do, to attract me up, but this is against my wish as I wanted a large family very young and felt like it was a serious infringement, now im too old to have the energy to associate with a large group of children so that dream has passed for me.

I am a consientious objector and I refused armed service when called to the point of being sent to prison for it so watching soldiers and learning how they work was hard work for me but it paid off, I learned to listen to their radio and their communications and many times they were talking about spirits following or observing me and they often drove away parasitical spirits so my protection was good. I kept in talking terms with the floaters but there was little interest in their side to go to peace with me but I was open to it.

So a few moments, perhaps a day ago, I did another military tour and posted it here, and one of the floaters said"I said you got me 3 times, stop it already" or something along those lines, i do not remember exactly, either way this was the first time I heard the desire for peace from them and immediately moved towards cease fire, which was quickly repricoted to in spirit and were currently in peace negotiations which I suspect will end in a treaty soon. So after 3 years of war, it is over, i am at peace with the angel civilization again.

Thought Id share this with you all, how I went to war with the angels, how I won, how they sued for cease fire and how the peace treaty is being written. Do not surrender into fear of the larger, you can survive and anything is possible, even sending a radiological device into another star without a space ship. Thank you. Comments welcome.

Here is the full text of current intro:

Second attempt at introduction. Hopefully this one within rules
So, I wrote a first introduction but it was deleted by administration as i did a few things in it not appropriate for an introduction, such as posting a long long story, so i hope this one gets by. If not well ill just try a 3rd time.

So, my name is Aki, im 34, male, im also a spirit healer with 15 years of experience and a channeler with 5. Im an adherant of Taoism and Law of One in equal measure. Taoism is easily readable on the net and it attracted me to itself due to its strong feeling of ancestoral spirits and spirits in general. I hail from Finland and use english as a second language so sometimes my speech and mannerism are not that of a native, please try to forgive that.

I have a story that I want to share here from the getgo about my war with the Angel/Floater civilization and how it ended and see what responses I get as to gauge the community and see what people think and such. I hope i get a lot of positive feedback but im also open to people just saying i have a psychosis and need help, perhaps not what I would expect but there it is.

I was on a few other spiritual forums and got into a few nasty fights but ive been told not to mention them on this forum lest I drag the fight with me so I wont. I think thats all for an introduction, look for my first thread in the UFO section. Love and light to all.

Hkelukka: AKA: Cyan, Bourbon Betty, Aki,

[Relax]

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ill keep my account active here and wait for the time when sending someone a threathening PM is taken as a greater affront than publishing that PM, imagine how all those catalling men feel about you talking bad about them in public instead of imagine how important it is that someone shares being catcalled, even told that someone had a fancy for you in the past but no longer becuase of your innapropriate actions.

what I wrote to you was no more threatening than you 'liking' a post where someone (screamed) in caps 'You are the HATE' - at Glow - and called me the 'most hateful forum member'...
Cyan - if you want to ignore this threatening behaviour from speedforce - and actually 'like' it - showing approving of it which was threatening to me and Glow - but now complain about an assertive email I sent you privately - you could look at your behaviour AS WELL

btw: I NEVER said or have had a "fancy" for you !
I have felt occasionally a "fondness" for you - because you are helping Gemwolf and the photos in his garden with the glasses and sombrero and his lovely dog - brought out those feelings.... I feel fondness for people very easily - often too easily and unwisely... I bounce around 'the world' loving most people I meet...
it's my default state of being

but "fancy" you... NO

I wish you all the best, do feel free to join me in spiritual forums, if the place is downright awful i will migrate to another forum. Love to all, i hope you accept STS influences in your life and love them for their path instead of trying to destroy them from your life one day.

As Ra advises -

All are the Creator. There is one vast panoply of biases and distortions, colors and hues, in an unending pattern. In the case of those with whom you, as entities and as a group, are not in resonance, you wish them love, light, peace, joy, and bid them well. No more than this can you do for your portion of the Creator is as it is and your experience and offering of experience, to be valuable, needs be more and more a perfect representation of who you truly are.

It is not about "destroying" - it's about rejecting what is not in alignment with the stated principles of Bring 4th.

I know you hate me - and don't even want this reply - (but I needed to correct your idea I had a "fancy" for you)  - but I'll use it also to say - though I will never speak with you, reply, or pm you, ever again (for your peace of mind) I genuinely wish you the very VERY best that life and love can bring.

It was never my intention to hurt or 'threaten' or unsettle or anger you.

Could you reflect upon the FACT  that prior to writing that pm I had kept silent so many times about posts you have made that have had me and other members (esp. women) feeling threatened, undermined and stressed?

For the record - again - I felt (and still do) - genuine joy for your excellent arrangement to get over to USA and connect with Gem Wolf.

You should know this by now - it's a genuine happiness for you and him.

You are incredibly intelligent, motivated, clever, gifted, and magical... I just wish you weren't so misogynistic (and I suspect racist?)

I have no idea of what women have done to make you hate us so much  - but what ever it is - I DO feel compassion for your negative experiences.

I know none of these words are wanted by you - so I'll finish - but I just want to 'put them out there'

'on the record'

so to speak

[Glow]

Oh.... I couldn’t figure out what that “fancy for you” part meant.
That went clear over my head, I thought it was something about the cat callers.

[isis]

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