Post-meditation Occurrence, Seeing Love

[The_Tired_Philosopher]

Just now as a customer walked in interrupting my meditation in back, I opened my eyes to a sight I haven't seen in Months.

Love!  The Moment, or.  Its this sparkly/grainy (starts grainy) overlay to reality of...Its like seeing a tv overlaid on your vision but the static goes from translucent to transparent and sparkly (invisible sparkes I can't even explain it better than that LOL)

And now as I type its already gone away.  It was.

Nice.  Seeing things as they were.  For a moment I feel peaceful
Like Hell stepped back to let me breath fresh air.  Its given me a sensation of Alpha waves beginning the grainy view and slowly pulls into The Moment, going into theta isn't necessary for me but I think its because the few times I do, something extranormal happens.

I am STILL confuzzled as to my 16 Year old meditation experience with suddenly hearing a resonant (vibratory?) Female voice say, "no repair".  To this day I think it meant to say No Repair Needed but I cut it off at No Repair, cause you know.  A clearly external voice just said things in my brain for the first time in my human experience.

I haven't had similar experiences yet, all the other voices were clearly my own disassociated or actual aidful thoughts from guides (who I assume can insert thoughts to help push me, who I also attribute strongly to my clock syncs)

Has anyone else ever noticed 'extra' or 'additional' sensory inputs 'activating' from meditations and then gradually wearing off after you stop?

[AnthroHeart]

Nice that you meditate.

I'm going to be trying a meditation CD to help with my meditations, that sounds like rain.

[The_Tired_Philosopher]

I have a hard time keeping in meditation, so I do so with yoga, in fact I can even sit Full Lotus without pain now.

I tried to make it daily but home life on weekends makes that impossible.  I used to meditate to a 23 minute Mooze electronica remix of NIN's song Only when meditating.

I can't anymore though.  I've thought about buying some kind of atmospheric ambiance audio files.  Rain, storms, wind, and snow blowing all are music to my ears.

I wish it would rain longer here (in the desert) so I could meditate to its sound...

Do you not meditate?

[AnthroHeart]

Are you the one that got the book of 2500 yoga poses?

I spent $180 on a set of 3 DVDs of yoga workouts. Came with a mat and a heartrate monitor.

But hard to stay motivated because it's the same workout each MWF.

I do meditate some days, but I don't get very deep. This CD I ordered is supposed to use binaural beats to entrain the mind into alpha or theta state. It was much cheaper than the Holosync. Now I just need to find some good headphones.

[The_Tired_Philosopher]

2100 'Asanas', so far the book has both delighted and disappointed.

The mat I bought has very greatly delighted me!  I enjoy repeating things (...wait, I also hate repeating things), I like doing the same starter in yoga to stretch out to go into deeper poses (convuluted twists and bends honestly) and I'm really only doing it because I don't want to spend 10$ a month on a gym membership I'll never use cause I'm super anxious about looking stupid haha

I would buy a treadmill but...I have no space to put it anywhere except the living room.

Binaural beats, I once tried to use those when I was 12 to get my (highly complicated-relationship childhood friend/second gf/girl who molested me enough growing up/idk as I said, highly complicated relationship) to consider letting me touch her for a change, the audio was supposed to Arouse.

Worked but didn't get to touch nothing haha

I could see them working for meditation, I'd say just don't become totally and completely reliant on it unless its the only thing that works for now.

...man.  I have a weird life.