Dense Energy

[AnthroHeart]

Is anyone else here energy sensitive?


For me, sometimes it feels so dense that I've heard my skull making crunching sounds and I feel pain in my bones.

I don't know if if this is transformation, or what.

What do you think a very dense, almost bone-crunching energy means?

It's very pleasant though, and blissful. The pain doesn't really bother me.

But it compels me when to write, when to sleep, when to eat.

If I lunge forward too quickly, it has thrown my body back into the chair I'm sitting in, totally defying physics.

[Sacred Fool]

I have some 25 years experience working with subtle energies, participating in workshops, in private sessions and on my own. If what you describe were happening to me, I would be highly concerned and would run, not walk, to someone who could read it for me. If it's prompting your behaviour--and forcing your behaviour--then I expect you're in way over your head, friend. Of course, in your case, you're so used to being in over your head that you may like it and be dismissive of the danger. How you regard it is purely your business, but, on the basis of what you describe, I suspect you may have been adopted as a pet for some manipulative inner planes denizen. Again, were I you, I'd get a professional opinion, toot sweet like.

[AnthroHeart]

Thanks. I will ask my teacher. I do feel safe though.
I asked the Universe to be a crystal through which it can shine, so it's like more the will of the Universe than my own.
I am also merging with my higher self as I'm finishing up my Kundalini awakening. It's very magnetic. Doesn't feel malevolent.
I'm also going to have a reading from someone who channels the Essassani next Friday. I can ask them too.

[AnthroHeart]

I think my field is dense because I focused for 2-5 years on trying to transform my body using white dwarf Sirius B star energy.
It is really fascinating though. Even as I type this there is some resistance to actually typing until I get in the groove.

It only seems like you give your free will away as you become your higher self. My teacher says I'm doing fine.

My understanding is that it's Kundalini.

It feels awesome. I even have bliss in my kidneys.

[Sacred Fool]

You seem to have a bias towards Byzantine extravagance, if you don't mind my saying so. For the purpose of the readings, you might--to help those trying to read you--focusing on simplicity. Otherwise, it might be impossible for them to get in touch with the essential aspects of what you're up to. It can be hard to see basic structure with so much stuff going on.

Just my perspective.

[AnthroHeart]

You seem to have a bias towards Byzantine extravagance, if you don't mind my saying so.  For the purpose of the readings, you might--to help those trying to read you--focusing on simplicity.  Otherwise, it might be impossible for them to get in touch with the essential aspects of what you're up to.  It can be hard to see basic structure with so much stuff going on.

Just my perspective.

Thanks. I will do my best.
The Essassani are fifth density I believe, and probably would have no trouble seeing to the core of my existence.
Or at least tell me the meaning behind my energy field.

That's weird about the extravagance. I don't care so much about having lots of money or things, though I do have a number of things.
I do want certain things like ability to manifest things, but only certain things, and not a lot of them.

I really don't want for much but to manifest Rufus's sword (he's in my profile pic) from the movie, and maybe to become his species.
There's nothing really else I want. Well, to merge with my higher self, which I am doing. But that's really it.

How am I extravagant?

[Sacred Fool]

Sorry about the confusion there; I should have been more clear. Perhaps "elaborate" would be a better choice of words. I meant that in reference to all different directions you've been reaching into various other planes, seeking to deal with various other types of beings. I meant that what you've been working to surround yourself with is elaborately constructed: in other words, with all those different energies and planes and beings going this way and that, it makes a lot more work for someone to read what's really affecting you most. I was suggesting that you try to simplify yourself prior to a reading, just so things can move efficiently.

[AnthroHeart]

How does one manifest a solid object like a small sword out of Infinite Intelligence?


I am using my Intention Repeater to repeat my intent 2 million times per second.
It uses INTELLIGENT INFINITY. METATRON'S CUBE. 0010110. GREAT CENTRAL SUN. SIRIUS B. SOL. EARTH'S CRYSTAL GRID.
to manifest. It can easily reduce temperature 10 degrees in like 10 minutes, without AC.

I am tuning into the closest black hole to Earth (which I think is the 0010110 portal) as it's 1011 lightyears from Earth, which can help manifest, and provides the energy.
And Sirius B, which helps with structuring form.

But not sure if I can get it dense enough to manifest steel. There was a spiritual master who could manifest a large diamond in seconds.

I have been able to change the taste of milk and water. And pseudo-manifest the philosopher's stone at like 50% real, but it's still invisible.
It does affect my energy field though, and I use it to keep me in lock-step (modelocked) with my higher self.

Here is a rendering of his sword from the Adventures of Rufus The Fantastic Pet movie. I also want to imbue it with good luck:



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[sillypumpkins]

I experienced an energetic awakening a few years ago and experienced "dense energy". bone cracking etc. My brain felt like a rubiks cube, and someone was trying to solving it!

I found that the reason for it was I was trying to bend the energy to my will, as it were. I wasn't letting it "be." I was forcing it to go to my crown, and that sort of thing.

Ultimately it became a great lesson in "surrender." It taught me that I just need to let go sometimes, and let the healing happen without interfering in the process.

What happens if you just let go, and let the energy be?

And I'll leave it at that

take care sun

[AnthroHeart]

I experienced an energetic awakening a few years ago and experienced "dense energy". bone cracking etc. My brain felt like a rubiks cube, and someone was trying to solving it!

I found that the reason for it was I was trying to bend the energy to my will, as it were. I wasn't letting it "be." I was forcing it to go to my crown, and that sort of thing.

Ultimately it became a great lesson in "surrender." It taught me that I just need to let go sometimes, and let the healing happen without interfering in the process.

What happens if you just let go, and let the energy be?

And I'll leave it at that

take care sun

Yes, 90-95% of the time I am in surrender. I'm in freefall for the most part in the Universe and am trusting it to hold me.

Even when I intend to manifest something, I don't really use my own power either.

[mayojojo]

It feels to me like you have a lot of energy imbalances going on in your higher energy centres, I think more grounding practices will suit you, and all others who are always trying to reach upwards but forgetting to do some grounding work.

I used to be like that, very highly charged at the top and took me years to ground myself back down.

[AnthroHeart]

It feels to me like you have a lot of energy imbalances going on in your higher energy centres, I think more grounding practices will suit you, and all others who are always trying to reach upwards but forgetting to do some grounding work.

I used to be like that, very highly charged at the top and took me years to ground myself back down.

Thank you. Yes, I do feel ungrounded.
I'm going to use my Repeater and focus on grounding for a while.