Yellow brick road

[smurfy]

Hey all,

I guess it started when i was little had trouble childhood in and out of boys homes got mixed up with wrong crowed drugs, stealing, lying ect..

Then when i was about 19 i ran into someone that ended up been a really good mate. We took some lsd on a Friday night I aksed him what he was reading he was like have a look at this book.
I grab a hold of it, it was Linda Goodman Star signs it was like some think when SNAP in my mind some how no word of lie i was a new born HIPPY.

Went vegetarian still had some personal problems with smoking weed cigarettes drinking. But even with them i felt really good even some complete strangers would come up to me and say you have a glow about you son. Anyway i went on to grab all of Linda's material i could from her Gooberz book to sun signs ect. My friends well they though i was crazy but some think just rang true with her words and i was lost in them for a while. But i wandered back off the path through the next tens years i had two relationships went back to eating meat drifted away from my spiritual self.
When these relationships ended i tried my best to take positives out of them i guess on some kind of level i must have needed to learn these lessons. Which brings us to this place i stumbled over this place through reading material on the Divine Cosmos website. I am about to go on my journey into the outback of Australia i have felt compelled to travel to the Dalhi housie hot springs. Some think else is that i have given all of my material crap away like it did not have any meaning to me any more.
I am not sure why but having a house having a car job food it means nothing to me absolutely nothing.
To be honest i feel if i go out bush i may gain some clarity of mind maybe find out why it is i am here.
P.S sorry about my spelling and grammar i am not very good at it was to busy day dreaming in class.
Love
Craig

[fairyfarmgirl]

Welcome, Craig. There is a spellchecker function on the site that I use regularly. Many of us have a difficult time spelling and with word recall...

I wish you well as you journey forth and back to yourSelf.

Bless your HEART--
fairyfarmgirl

[Aaron]

Hi, Craig! Glad you're here, and that you were able to take positive aspects out of your seemingly negative relationships.

Good luck bushwalking, mate! haha How long do we have to speak with you before you're off to the LDU?

[@ndy]

Hello from another new person here.

I enjoyed reading your story and have the same issues with daydreaming and spelling

I can't seem to find the spell check either

[smurfy]

Thank you for all your kind words.

Sometimes i am not sure why but i ponder statements i have made thoughs i have had to try and see if there was some think i could have done another way for a more positive out come. Or to see if my actions where in some way wrong. I think they may have been in one of my statements in my last post were i say that food ect means nothing to me. That statement right there forms a opinion which is one of the things i am trying to stop so that i am completely transparent in my view of the world and all its creatures.

I should be leaving next week not sure how long i will be gone for i was thinking of going to Buddhist monastery over in Western Australia. But i we will see where this yellow brick road takes us hehe.

[Ali Quadir]

To all you people with trouble spelling. I use the Google chrome browser, it has a built in spell checker. Firefox has the same feature I believe. So if you use those browsers you also have a spell checker available. I didn't even know the forum had an inbuilt one. When they introduced it I was shocked at the amount of errors I still made. But by obeying the spell checker I've improved much. Raelly.

[Peregrinus]

Welcome Craig. It a pleasure to have you here. I look forward to your involvement in discussions.

Spell checker? Isn't that in the right brain?