Weird Catalyst

[Brittany]

Hmmm...the catalyst wheel never stops turning, it seems.

I just got up from a nap and opened the bedroom door. It was dark, but I screamed because a huge, black shadow was sitting on the couch and I could see the arm moving. I figured my husband had got home from work early and was just sitting in the dark for some reason, but when I flipped on the light, no one was there.

It shocked me a bit because I usually don't have such visual experiences. I'm more of a touchy feely person. The funny thing is that it didn't really scare me. I instantly recognized it as a catalyst, acknowledged the moment, sent love and just moved on. I was able to realize that if this was an actual entity, I was able to acknowledge it as one with me. I'm not sure I've ever felt that complete a sense of Oneness before so I'm actually really thrilled that I got the chance to experience this.

It also gives me hope that I am moving in the right direction in the attitude adjustment I've been giving myself.

Of course, I could also have just been still half asleep or it was just a trick of the light, but even then it just goes to show how ANYTHING can be catalyst. This is the first time I've ever been able to be outright HAPPY about something like this!

[seagrass]

I had an experience like that once many years ago when I was young. I walked through something dark and cold. At first I was shocked, but then I laughed. I am pretty sure that my attitude about it was what made all the difference. I think about that moment quite a bit. That most people would have been upset for a long time afterward.
I thought it was funny because I felt I had surprised it as much as it had surprised me. When I turned around to "look" at it.. it was long gone.

[Brittany]

You're right, Seagrass. That could have been some interdimensional being doing their thing and I just happened to be on the right frequency to see them for a moment.

[Eddie]

Ahktu, as you continue to make your veil thinner, you'll have such experiences for a while.

A couple of years ago, in a hotel in Nashville, I was physically pinned down on my bed one night by a "shadow person", or some such thing, a huge dark entity with a humanoid form. It clearly was intending to hurt me. However, having read the Law of One, I knew just what to do to depolarize it. I summoned all the love I could muster, and directed it at the entity. Unable to withstand the love, it withdrew.

Your brilliant light is poking out from behind the veil. It's similar to what happens when a person becomes a celebrity; the "stalkers" come out of the woodwork.

[Brittany]

I think I should probably do a cleansing of the house soon. My husband sees all kinds of things in here all the time, but he's always been able to physically see them better than I can. I think it's possible that all the negative emotions I've been letting out for the past 6 months or so might have gotten caught and built up and are causing things to manifest. I wish I could do that ritual in Book IV of the Ra books, but it seems like you had to not enter the room you cleansed with salt for a while and our apartment is only 2 rooms, and we really can't avoid going into either of them throughout the day. I might just have to think up my own ritual, just to clear the air.

[Eddie]

Light banishes the dark. In meditation, try filling your rooms with light.

Remember, these critters are there in time-space, and you are stronger than they are (you manifest a body in space-time! No wonder they are jealous/curious of you!). You are fully able to take control of the time-space associated with the space-time of your apartment.

[peelstreetguy]

Have you ever heard of the Rose Cross ritual?
I've done it before. The room seemed really peacefull and kind of veiled afterward.

Check it out: http://www.hermetics.org/Rose-Cross.html

[AnthroHeart]

I had one time when I had shifted into an altered state as I was lying down, and a gremlin was behind me, obviously upset and making growling and other noises. I tried sending love to the being, but it just spit at me, and I snapped out of my state.