Directly Feeling Creator's Love

[AnthroHeart]

Sometimes I feel the love of the Universe. But it's hit or miss.
If Creator's love is infinite, how come we don't feel it more than we do?

Or is love not a feeling?

I do take CBD to help with anxiety, but it would help to feel the love more.

[Minyatur]

Well you know, there is the idea of free will.

Everything that you feel is already energy moving through you. What limits what you feel is where it blocks, where you disallow it to move elsewhere.

In the example of anxiety, you want an external energy to resolve your anxiety but you forget your own honor/duty to be concerned with what you are anxious about, it is also love. Universal love then is not there so that everything you are disappears, it wouldn't be much loving if this was so. You can ponder why honoring free will is also of importance upon the STO path, why we each have to learn for ourselves.

Sometimes there are initiatory experiences to show us something, but most of the time it is about working with ourselves. You feel love for yourself then to the extent you are actually open to love yourself.