09-26-2011, 05:00 AM
...Is what I just told a certain pesky Orion entity that continually attempts to be befriend me with ideals of service to self..
Why, hello there my brothers and sisters from this planet and beyond! It is very nice to gather here in service to the Creator with you. Just recently finding this site, I am posting this topic formally to say hello to everybody and to open my arms in service to others in the best capacity possible. I will also post my story, which is quite brief to say the least, for those who are interested below in the next body of text. I am a wanderer like yourselves and I know that you know that we all know we are are here for more or less the same reason
My story:
I awoke in third density consciousness and immediately regretted the decision to do so. I was like "Crap, why did I leave home for this". Thus my firsts catalysts began in childhood towards the path of service to others, and of being my loving self. I innately knew I was serving the creator simply by being myself (twas not till I read Ra material that I was really like ohh myy..).
Around age 12 I began to receive catalysts of another kind. I was beginning to feel the emotions of others as if they are my own feelings, and I could readily identify the source of said emotions. This is also when I first met my pal the Orion homeslice who loves to project ideals of Service to Self. I love him, he loves me, or so I like to think, but needless to say I don't need his ideals at this time. Sorry for the digression ladies and gentlemen, I do enjoy enjoy telling of my tale and of aspects regarding my life so please pardon any digressions. I unfortunately was put on mood-altering prescription substances due to perceived inability to cope with third density life by perspective of my parents. It was then when service-to-self greatly tempted me and still has a particular hold on me I'd say to a great degree. This is most bothersome to me lately. I began to become aware of power, particularly my own, and I sought to enhance it. The motive for this was perceived unfairness of the world and the desire to control my life so that I may escape the pains and sorrows of the many. To this end, I began to study Hermetics and everything else I could pertaining to the occult. Twas then I experienced what many would call awakening, or re-awakening is a much better way to put it.
Now, my brothers and sisters, I am here because I strongly desire to offer my service to humanity, and the creator. Secondly, I desire to achieve a greater balance than I now. I am at a point in which I can no longer continue in the service-to-self polarity because I feel I cannot achieve balance alone, and have never desired to manipulate anyone to this end.
In closing, I would like to say I have many questions to anyone who may be able to answer them and I would like all to be aware of my energy as another positive entity adding its love to the consciousness of this planet at this juncture.
With light and love, and my green ray to anyone who requests it <3
Why, hello there my brothers and sisters from this planet and beyond! It is very nice to gather here in service to the Creator with you. Just recently finding this site, I am posting this topic formally to say hello to everybody and to open my arms in service to others in the best capacity possible. I will also post my story, which is quite brief to say the least, for those who are interested below in the next body of text. I am a wanderer like yourselves and I know that you know that we all know we are are here for more or less the same reason
My story:
I awoke in third density consciousness and immediately regretted the decision to do so. I was like "Crap, why did I leave home for this". Thus my firsts catalysts began in childhood towards the path of service to others, and of being my loving self. I innately knew I was serving the creator simply by being myself (twas not till I read Ra material that I was really like ohh myy..).
Around age 12 I began to receive catalysts of another kind. I was beginning to feel the emotions of others as if they are my own feelings, and I could readily identify the source of said emotions. This is also when I first met my pal the Orion homeslice who loves to project ideals of Service to Self. I love him, he loves me, or so I like to think, but needless to say I don't need his ideals at this time. Sorry for the digression ladies and gentlemen, I do enjoy enjoy telling of my tale and of aspects regarding my life so please pardon any digressions. I unfortunately was put on mood-altering prescription substances due to perceived inability to cope with third density life by perspective of my parents. It was then when service-to-self greatly tempted me and still has a particular hold on me I'd say to a great degree. This is most bothersome to me lately. I began to become aware of power, particularly my own, and I sought to enhance it. The motive for this was perceived unfairness of the world and the desire to control my life so that I may escape the pains and sorrows of the many. To this end, I began to study Hermetics and everything else I could pertaining to the occult. Twas then I experienced what many would call awakening, or re-awakening is a much better way to put it.
Now, my brothers and sisters, I am here because I strongly desire to offer my service to humanity, and the creator. Secondly, I desire to achieve a greater balance than I now. I am at a point in which I can no longer continue in the service-to-self polarity because I feel I cannot achieve balance alone, and have never desired to manipulate anyone to this end.
In closing, I would like to say I have many questions to anyone who may be able to answer them and I would like all to be aware of my energy as another positive entity adding its love to the consciousness of this planet at this juncture.
With light and love, and my green ray to anyone who requests it <3
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