Picture of your Social Memory Complex

[AnthroHeart]

Here's a couple of characters that I imagine reflect how welcoming my social memory complex is of me. Though I believe they would appear as light, but to me this form would stand out.


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[Ankh]

[Plenum]

Here's a couple of characters that I imagine reflect how welcoming my social memory complex is of me. Though I believe they would appear as light, but to me this form would stand out.

when did you first start getting interested in these anthro's Gemini? I mean, what age, and what was the experience involved?

did they contact you in dreams?

[AnthroHeart]

Oh, it's been years since I've had an interest in them.
Dreams have been more recent. I haven't always had dreams of them.

[AnthroHeart]

It's probably been 20+ years that I've been inspired by anthros. And I'm 36. One dream I remember I was riding on the shoulders of an anthro. Another, a bunch of them were dancing on stage and it was hyperreal. Still, they were cartoony anthros, just were so lifelike. Even the dust in the air had a hyperreal look to it under the stage lights. And the light itself was alive. Nice dream.

[Horuseus]

There's supposedly a Humanoid E.T. race resembling felines. Perhaps that's where your affinity for them comes from?

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[AnthroHeart]

There's supposedly a Humanoid E.T. race resembling felines. Perhaps that's where your affinity for them comes from?

http://deniselefay.wordpress.com/?attachment_id=7941

I've hear of the feline race. My interest is more toward lupine, or wolflike. Not werewolves, but the kind wolfy anthros.

I wonder if that feline race has tails. I have wanted to have a furry tail, and a muzzle like a wolf. And digitigrade legs, and a furry body, essentially to be an anthro. That's why I feel part of their race.

[AnthroHeart]

Edited to make the picture sharper. I found the original image.
When I interact with what I believe to be my social memory complex in my mind,
they often appear as light. Sometimes I get the anthro forms.
But I am often distracted by my sexual attraction towards anthros.

I was once asked if I wanted to get sexual with one of the complex,
and I had such respect for them, that I said no. It's like with my higher self,
even if he appears as an anthro, it's usually clean. It would be weird
having sexual feelings for your higher self. But I guess since the higher self
is anything we can imagine, it's possible.

I don't obsess over my SMC lately. Because I know they are always there.
Their light brings up issues within me, so by approaching them,
it all really depends. Sometimes I can hug them, and feel their warmth
light and love flowing through me.

But I only get glimpses of their mind. I can't tap into the SMC mind very well.
It doesn't bring me frustration though. I believe they will appear to me as
anything I can imagine, and will appeal to me. I rarely see them as humans though.
They don't have to put out their hands to show themselves as welcoming to me.
I instantly know I belong. I don't know what density they are from. Perhaps 5th or 6th.

In 5th density, you work mostly alone, though there is a complex there. I am usually one who
likes to work alone. So 5th density would probably be the most fun for me. But making up part
of the sun's body in 6D time/space would be phenomenal too.

Here's to my social memory complex, and how much I love them. I miss them. But I will be back shortly.

The words to this song tell how I imagine they feel about me. Missing me too. "Right now I wish you were here."

[Unbound]

There's supposedly a Humanoid E.T. race resembling felines. Perhaps that's where your affinity for them comes from?

http://deniselefay.wordpress.com/?attachment_id=7941

I've hear of the feline race. My interest is more toward lupine, or wolflike. Not werewolves, but the kind wolfy anthros.

I wonder if that feline race has tails. I have wanted to have a furry tail, and a muzzle like a wolf. And digitigrade legs, and a furry body, essentially to be an anthro. That's why I feel part of their race.

Yes, we have tails.

[AnthroHeart]

There's supposedly a Humanoid E.T. race resembling felines. Perhaps that's where your affinity for them comes from?

http://deniselefay.wordpress.com/?attachment_id=7941

I've hear of the feline race. My interest is more toward lupine, or wolflike. Not werewolves, but the kind wolfy anthros.

I wonder if that feline race has tails. I have wanted to have a furry tail, and a muzzle like a wolf. And digitigrade legs, and a furry body, essentially to be an anthro. That's why I feel part of their race.

Yes, we have tails.

Way cool.