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[Coordinate_Apotheosis]

Thank you for sticking around.

I wouldn't have gotten to know you or flirt with you or play games with you or talk with you or anything.

I'm happy to see you survived!  Your support and kindness and patience with me alone have been some of the brightest moments of my recent life.

Life throws some wicked curve balls our way.  Let's knock them out of the ball park.

Together

[auntiemable]

Dear one, I took a bottle of sleeping pills when I was in my teens because I thought that suicide was the answer. I ended up sticking my finger down my throat and throwing them up with no harm done. That was over 30 years ago and I'm still here. If I had ended my life at that time, I never would have awakened or discovered the Law of One. To me, it is the single most important thing that I've learned in this life. Imagine what great things you could be missing out on if you left this incarnation early!

Here are a few suggestions I thought of that have helped me:

My connection to my higher self is my dreams and my pendulum. These may be avenues for you to explore.

If procrastination seems to be a problem, you might try purchasing a motivation candle if you can find one where you live. I know Amazon.com sells them here, but am not sure what is available in Turkey.

You may be suffering from depression which may cause one to contemplate or commit suicide. You might consider consulting a homeopath in your area or online. I cured my recurring depression with homeopathy many years ago and it has never returned.

I hope that something I've suggested resonates with you and, perhaps, helps you on your journey.

[flofrog]

Dear Earth Spirit

i have been away for several weeks and not on Bring4th at all and am reading now. I send you so much love. I have a feeling this is going to get slowly much better, and so much love for you here on this site.

When I was young I thought same thing too... meditating saved me, which i knew nothing at the time I just started to sit down and listen to the noises of a public garden intensely and somehow was on my way. Perhaps you might try that too... it seemed like my soul was just observing me behind my spine, doing that, I know it sounds weird !! and it was full of love towards me so much it would make me cry...

I send you so much love my friend

[Coordinate_Apotheosis]

I uh, should apologize.  This thread is a couple years old but I saw it and wanted to say something...

Necrobump alert.

[flofrog]

I uh, should apologize.  This thread is a couple years old but I saw it and wanted to say something...

Necrobump alert.

lol thank you CA I am so silly !!! i should have checked the year !!!!!

[Coordinate_Apotheosis]

No worries!!  I've done the exact same thing!

[earth_spirit]

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