Our Wander Mission

[Parsons]

This was such a profound post I feel it warrants its own thread and (hopefully) much further discussion. This was originally posted in the LOO Religion thread.

I had a most vivid and magical dream this night. I was supposed to fly to Middle East or some Asia region, but re-booked my ticket to go to US instead, to Louisville, KY namely. Gary picked me up at the airport and we came to L/L house. It was one week before the L/L's annual Homecoming. Despite that, many dear and near ones were already there. Gary, Steve, Tobey and others whose names I won't mention here. We were about 20-30 people there. 

We gathered in the living room, and Gary took forth a document of about 8 pages. This document was important to us all, as there was a key to some sort of puzzle that all of us there had a burning desire to solve. This puzzle was of a magical nature, like a mission of "saving the world" if one wants to be dramatic. It is difficult to convey it in words. 

Anyways, this document was a mess. Gary tried to read it to us. There were pieces here and there. Fragments. Most of it could be found in the Ra material. So, we tried to read Ra quotes and understand how these quotes would help us all to understand this document, which was our "mission", but we were also in the same state of confusion and mess as this document. 

I won't bore you out with the details, so long story short - at the end of the dream Gary proposed that all of would talk over the "Skype" or some sort of communication device, once a week, on Sundays, at a certain time (people all over the world were there too, not only me who is from Sweden), trying to solve the mystery of this document and coming closer to solving our mission. All of us said "yes". We agreed.

I remember that each and one of us who were there had some sort of unique or specific skills or talents, and each had a pre-determined role to play in this "group task". One girl for instance, she was already of fourth density, but her vibration didn't function because of some sort of problem, which all of us tried to solve using this document. And I, for instance, was some sort of a "creator". Not the creator as in the Infinite Almighty One, as all of us were of this vibration, but as in – it was something about coming up with the ideas or visions or things, and creating "words" or "names" or something like, which in that dream no one else could. I could do things no one else in the room could, and each and every one in that room could do things that no one else could. We were equally unique and invaluable and important. No one was more or less than any other one. Not Gary. Not me. Not Steve. Not Tobey. Not Carla. Not Jim. And so on. If this "solving the puzzle" project would to function and work, each and every one had to work together, as a team, as a group, as family and friends. All of us agreed to do this in my dream. (Pretty awesome for being just a dream, don't you think, guys??!)

When I woke up, I started to analyze this dream. What was that about?? It was pretty vivid and rich in many details which I didn't mention here.

And I realized that we... We - who are alive right now and reading this text, we - who are members of this board, we - who found Ra material and resonate with it on various levels, are freaking previliged.

Not only did we get a spot in front seats, by being incarnated in third density space/time during the Final Harvest here, we also are incarnated during times when sixth density was able to transfer their teachings to us without significant distortions. They told us about the Ways of One, which is a rare thing. 

So, we have this material, teachings of the One, which was transfered to us at a great cost. It costed this planet a life of one great and bright soul and we also risked the mind/body/spirit complex of another great and amazing being, and at the end - here we are - incarnated during the Harvest having the teachings of the ways of One, in our hands...

What shall we do now then...?

What I am trying to say is that - let us not to forget the bigger picture here. Why did we come here? Why are we here? What was our mission here? 

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I can't be sure why exactly this struck such a chord with me. I have often considered that there may be one large group, or several small groups of wanderers who found their way here that have one ore more specific missions. If that is the case, I don't think us meeting up here was a coincidence.

On to the point of this thread: I get the distinct impression this was 'more than just a dream'. I am going out on a limb because I don't have a conscious memory, but I am speculating that this "dream" could have been your mind's interpretation of your wanderer group planning and/or practicing remembering your wanderer mission. Because the impression is so fuzzy (yet powerful), I have no clue if myself or any specific member is a part of this hypothetical wanderer group.

So, my question to all of you is: Should we seriously pursue figuring out who is in the wander group and / or our mission?

PS: I have also had several dreams in the past 6 months or so in which I was at Carla/Jim's house. I can't remember the details of the dreams anymore at this point.

[Shawnna]

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So, my question to all of you is: Should we seriously pursue figuring out who is in the wander group and / or our mission?

Since all are One, aren't we all "in"?  

[Plenum]

well, isn't there this -

"The forgetting process can be penetrated to the extent of the Wanderer remembering what it is and why it is upon the planetary sphere. "

[Bluebell]

LOL our mission is to convert everyone to worship Ra.

but seriously isn't this exactly Monica's point? it's a slippery slope, missions, group activity, who's in or out... who's the leader?

[Ankh]

Great thread, Parsons!

This instrument prays each morning at her morning offering, “Help me to remember and focus on who I am and why I am here.”

June 14, 2005

Remembering why we are here is very important, in my thinking.

[Minyatur]

Great thread, Parsons!

This instrument prays each morning at her morning offering, “Help me to remember and focus on who I am and why I am here.”

June 14, 2005

Remembering why we are here is very important, in my thinking.

Unless one wants the experience of not remembering.

LOL our mission is to convert everyone to worship Ra.

but seriously isn't this exactly Monica's point? it's a slippery slope, missions, group activity, who's in or out... who's the leader?

I don't mind being the leader, I will lead our armies to victory for the glory of Ra. Forget about Earth, for under my lead Ra's dominion shall extend to all corners of Creation.

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I think each and everyone of us has his own purpose into coming here. Honnestly I don't think my higher self planned much other for this incarnation than simply being here. At least this is how I felt, that life was a long neverending thing and that being here wasn't worse than anything else since I have to spend eternity one way or another. I think of this as my 7th incarnation on this sphere which may be why I feel this way and I do not think that would have been the case for prior incarnations where I probably had goals in mind while incarnating. 

My Higher Self also seems to enjoy the forgetting. When me and another wanderer I know penetrated the veil, we both said that we wished to be asleep a while longer. While awakening I felt at a loss in my own growth toward what follows. I think 7D includes the lost of individuality which I feel is what I have to work in my mind during this incarnation. Thinking about losing individuality as a 3D incarnation where simply awakening feels like the loss of this incarnation's individuality seems fitting to gain new insights.

[Spaced]

I dunno about you all, but I feel my mission is simply to seek the heart of the self and live that reality. As a by-product maybe by doing so I can touch the lives of others and inspire them into seeking the truth of their own being.

[Minyatur]

I dunno about you all, but I feel my mission is simply to seek the heart of the self and live that reality. As a by-product maybe by doing so I can touch the lives of others and inspire them into seeking the truth of their own being.

That's how I feel, that simply being here creates the situations where I can touch the lives of others  but that it is not the primary reason why I'm here. I'm just wandering by.

[AnthroHeart]

Is there fear in losing one's individuality?

[Minyatur]

Is there fear in losing one's individuality?

I seem to have such a fear within whether I like it or not, can't speak for others but as that they still hold an individuality I guess this would hold true. But I think when one is ready, there would be no fear.

[Spaced]

The ego fears giving away it's control over our experience.

[AnthroHeart]

I can imagine I'd be like WHOA when finding oneness.

[Minyatur]

The ego fears giving away it's control over our experience.

In 3D but what of passing from 6D to 7D? I've read that 6D is the last stage of individuality. My opinion as to why there would be certain "blocages" that Ra spoke of as to why some of 6D decide to wander could relate to this. In 6D this might be something that one would not even be aware of but it would become apparent here in 3D. 

I can imagine I'd be like WHOA when finding oneness.

I can't imagine the perceptions of having of no individuality since perceptions come from individuality. I guess one would merge with others to become a group consciousness. In 6D the group inter-balances itself but in 7D it would be totally merged and none of it's part would be unlike the others. Or at least that seems to be my perception of it as of now.

[AnthroHeart]

Losing one's individuality (an illusion), is probably pleasurable in 6D-7D.

[Minyatur]

Losing one's individuality (an illusion), is probably pleasurable in 6D-7D.

It probably takes a long long time to reach that point, that's how I felt touching my higher self. A duality between being fufilled with such a long long existence and striving for it's end and the fear of stopping being what I am. 

But well All is One, so the ascension cannot be anything else than merging gradually with One through infinity. I see this as our individual higher selves having common higher selves into which we merge. At each step we grow closer to One yet in my impression we will never reach One other than always having been it in our own way, we simply grow more aware of it. I view the One as an asymptote to the evolution of life in which through infinity we get closer and closer while never being able to completely merge with it. The real mysteries which make me wonder lie beyond this octave of existence as to whether we start off as the initial Logos of a new Universe or start over again endlessly.  

[AnthroHeart]

That's so far away. I'll just be happy with manifesting my thoughts in realtime. I'm not sure if you ever reach the One, because as you approach it, it changes. I think we become a Logos of a new Universe.

Pleiadian technology says there are something like 10^47 universes within a larger Absolutum Universe. Enough for each to have their own.

[Minyatur]

That's so far away. I'll just be happy with manifesting my thoughts in realtime. I'm not sure if you ever reach the One, because as you approach it, it changes. I think we become a Logos of a new Universe.

Pleiadian technology says there are something like 10^47 universes within a larger Absolutum Universe. Enough for each to have their own.

That's how I view it, maybe after a few octaves you become a Logos to multiple Universes growing toward being the Logos of an infinite number of Universes. Never ending process really. 

Though I don't think the One changes, I view it as the only thing that is truly constant. Never changing Intelligent Infinity which never had a start nor an end but which is the Source of all starts and endings.

[AnthroHeart]

I just don't look forward to feeling the pain of every 3D being when I'm a Logos.

[AnthroHeart]

That's so far away. I'll just be happy with manifesting my thoughts in realtime. I'm not sure if you ever reach the One, because as you approach it, it changes. I think we become a Logos of a new Universe.

Pleiadian technology says there are something like 10^47 universes within a larger Absolutum Universe. Enough for each to have their own.

That's how I view it, maybe after a few octaves you become a Logos to multiple Universes growing toward being the Logos of an infinite number of Universes. Never ending process really. 

Though I don't think the One changes, I view it as the only thing that is truly constant. Never changing Intelligent Infinity which never had a start nor an end but which is the Source of all starts and endings.

I'm so curious how my favorite furry artists would create their Universes. I'd like to visit them.

[Bluebell]

I just don't look forward to feeling the pain of every 3D being when I'm a Logos.

maybe u'll be "big enough" to also have their combined rest, strength & the unity beyond the veil.

think of how u feel every cell in ur body, if u bang ur elbow it hurts but u also have healthy areas that  don't hurt... do u guys think i'm creating a great analogy or totally off base?

[Bluebell]

That's so far away. I'll just be happy with manifesting my thoughts in realtime. I'm not sure if you ever reach the One, because as you approach it, it changes. I think we become a Logos of a new Universe.

Pleiadian technology says there are something like 10^47 universes within a larger Absolutum Universe. Enough for each to have their own.

That's how I view it, maybe after a few octaves you become a Logos to multiple Universes growing toward being the Logos of an infinite number of Universes. Never ending process really. 

Though I don't think the One changes, I view it as the only thing that is truly constant. Never changing Intelligent Infinity which never had a start nor an end but which is the Source of all starts and endings.

like Logos It Forward Haley Joel Osment style.  yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeah

[Minyatur]

I just don't look forward to feeling the pain of every 3D being when I'm a Logos.

maybe u'll be "big enough" to also have their combined rest, strength & the unity beyond the veil.

think of how u feel every cell in ur body, if u bang ur elbow it hurts but u also have healthy areas that  don't hurt... do u guys think i'm creating a great analogy or totally off base?

I like the analogy!