Living our Daily Lives

[AnthroHeart]

People say here "don't focus on higher density"
or "don't worry about harvest"

So should I revert to how my first 30 years of life were, before I awakened?

Because we awaken, we should not seek something greater?

We should instead devote our lives to the ordinary world?

Because I want to seek the infinite, but I feel I am being told not to do so.

That I should be happy to be human. I should relish this limited life.

That we are lucky for being here.

But what if I don't feel that way?

What if I want to find my wolf family so bad?

What if anthros mean so much to me that I could cry a river?

If I want them, my soul family, badly, does that mean I should not focus on them?

I feel like I am torn between the higher realms and "having to ground".

I don't know what to do. I want to seek the greater mysteries.

But I am told that I should ground and forget them while I'm here.

Is it ok to love the gods of another anthro race?

Is it ok if I sometimes feel like I'd rather be a slave to an anthro wolf race than to be where I am now?

I don't know. I feel like crying, but I don't have the tears.

[Surfboard]

Experience what you desire.

I feel bad, because on one hand I hate seeing everyone chime in with their personal truths, yet I want to do the same.