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    Thread: the catalyst of boredom - what does it mean?


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    06-11-2013, 11:07 PM
    a few people have recently complained about being 'bored'; as if there was nothing left to do, or nothing stimulating or worthwhile doing, or that it has already been done before, and nothing is 'new'.

    I must admit, there have been times in my life where I arrived at a similiar point.

    One occasion was when I came to the end of my book learning phase. This was around my mid-20's, and for the previous 7 years since I had left high school and had my 'awakening' in Malaysia, I had read and read, and done almost little else. Of course, I was still studying at the time, and still making my way as a young adult, but my focus was on books whenever I had a spare moment. Anything and everything. I was pretty voracious. Libraries, bookstores ... I read books, I bought books, I scanned books, I pretty much lived by books : d

    inevitably, though, that phase came to an end and books were no longer 'satisfying' enough for my soul. They had done their job; informed and reformed my mind, introduced me to a panoply of ideas I had never known or suspected existed, and that was it! books no longer met the inner needs that I was feeling at that stage in my life. They had done their job basically.

    I didn't know what was next in my life, where to put my focus. Of course, I still had to work, make an income to sustain myself, but what was I going to 'do'? How was my heart going to express myself if not by reading and springboarding on others' thoughts?

    in short, I had come to a dead-end of my previous mode of living, and there was quite a period of 'boredom' when nothing stimulated me ... because ... well ... the previous activities had exhausted themselves. That particular catalyst had expended itself, could no longer yield further transformations.

    and so there was the looking, for that next 'thing', the next practice or activity which would nourish who I was.

    but yes, one phase ended, and there was the associated plateau, as if life was not 'changing' or moving onwards ...

    what was needed was a change of environment, a change of social circles, a change of job, a change of past-times. All these things happened with some application and effort on my part, and yes, things moved into a new phase or mode of life.

    boredom can be a signal that one is not paying attention to what is being offered in front of one ... but it can also signal a greater life change (opportunity) to become a different person in a different environment. After all, one does not stay in primary school all one's life - one moves on to a new social environment - and then the same with high school - one again moves on from that.

    if the boredom is existential ... perhaps you have been stuck in your own self chosen patterns for a little too long, and its perhaps time to search for new lands, new experiences to feed yourself with. After all, the Creator is here for experience isn't it? : d

    and new experience at that.

    peace, plenum
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    06-12-2013, 06:24 AM
    Well, it certainly feels as if I've reached another dead-end. But I figured that moving into a new inviroment doesn't really solve anything because it has little to do with the enviroment itself. My inner state of being should be independed enough to be joyful, period. Since I'm not particularly joyful at the moment my mind wanders off into the abyss of not having a job, feeling unable to work and having to live on the streets soon. I'm a bit tired of living like a slightly psychotic stray cat all together.

    I feel like i've spent 34 years seeking for 'something' that doesn't seem to exist here on this planet. Plus, I don't even know what that 'something' is. Also, I don't understand why it's so difficult for me to accept that i'm here, on this planet. It's like everything inside me continuously resists having to face the fact that I'm 'here'. There are moments when I feel somewhat at ease but I'm mostly frustrated to the core. I don't enjoy these experiences anymore but I don't feel as if I have enough tools to work with it in a more healthy/constructive manner, instead of chaotic desperation.

    It cannot talk to anyone about this particular rabbit hole because I don't even understand it myself. Hello alienation.
    So, I'm staring at a dead-end, suicide is not an option anymore and I'm too confused to see any other options, clearly.
    Perhaps there's another planet willing to adopt a slightly psychotic stray cat.

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    06-12-2013, 06:43 AM
    (06-12-2013, 06:24 AM)Aloneness Wrote: Well, it certainly feels as if I've reached another dead-end. But I figured that moving into a new inviroment doesn't really solve anything because it has little to do with the enviroment itself. My inner state of being should be independed enough to be joyful, period. Since I'm not particularly joyful at the moment my mind wanders off into the abyss of not having a job, feeling unable to work and having to live on the streets soon. I'm a bit tired of living like a slightly psychotic stray cat all together.

    I feel like i've spent 34 years seeking for 'something' that doesn't seem to exist here on this planet. Plus, I don't even know what that 'something' is. Also, I don't understand why it's so difficult for me to accept that i'm here, on this planet. It's like everything inside me continuously resists having to face the fact that I'm 'here'. There are moments when I feel somewhat at ease but I'm mostly frustrated to the core. I don't enjoy these experiences anymore but I don't feel as if I have enough tools to work with it in a more healthy/constructive manner, instead of chaotic desperation.

    It cannot talk to anyone about this particular rabbit hole because I don't even understand it myself. Hello alienation.
    So, I'm staring at a dead-end, suicide is not an option anymore and I'm too confused to see any other options, clearly.
    Perhaps there's another planet willing to adopt a slightly psychotic stray cat.

    Have you read Carla's The Wanderers Handbook? It may answer a lot of questions for you. You can read it in PDF version from their site if you don't have the money to buy it.

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    06-12-2013, 06:56 AM
    (06-12-2013, 06:24 AM)Aloneness Wrote: Well, it certainly feels as if I've reached another dead-end. But I figured that moving into a new inviroment doesn't really solve anything because it has little to do with the enviroment itself. My inner state of being should be independed enough to be joyful, period. Since I'm not particularly joyful at the moment my mind wanders off into the abyss of not having a job, feeling unable to work and having to live on the streets soon. I'm a bit tired of living like a slightly psychotic stray cat all together.

    Ikuto? Yoru? Is that you?.... BigSmile

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    Quote:I feel like i've spent 34 years seeking for 'something' that doesn't seem to exist here on this planet. Plus, I don't even know what that 'something' is. Also, I don't understand why it's so difficult for me to accept that i'm here, on this planet. It's like everything inside me continuously resists having to face the fact that I'm 'here'. There are moments when I feel somewhat at ease but I'm mostly frustrated to the core. I don't enjoy these experiences anymore but I don't feel as if I have enough tools to work with it in a more healthy/constructive manner, instead of chaotic desperation.

    It cannot talk to anyone about this particular rabbit hole because I don't even understand it myself. Hello alienation.
    So, I'm staring at a dead-end, suicide is not an option anymore and I'm too confused to see any other options, clearly.
    Perhaps there's another planet willing to adopt a slightly psychotic stray cat.

    Nothing more to opening up than to, you know, open up. Smile

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    06-12-2013, 06:59 AM
    (06-12-2013, 06:43 AM)Jeremy Wrote:
    (06-12-2013, 06:24 AM)Aloneness Wrote: Well, it certainly feels as if I've reached another dead-end. But I figured that moving into a new inviroment doesn't really solve anything because it has little to do with the enviroment itself. My inner state of being should be independed enough to be joyful, period. Since I'm not particularly joyful at the moment my mind wanders off into the abyss of not having a job, feeling unable to work and having to live on the streets soon. I'm a bit tired of living like a slightly psychotic stray cat all together.

    I feel like i've spent 34 years seeking for 'something' that doesn't seem to exist here on this planet. Plus, I don't even know what that 'something' is. Also, I don't understand why it's so difficult for me to accept that i'm here, on this planet. It's like everything inside me continuously resists having to face the fact that I'm 'here'. There are moments when I feel somewhat at ease but I'm mostly frustrated to the core. I don't enjoy these experiences anymore but I don't feel as if I have enough tools to work with it in a more healthy/constructive manner, instead of chaotic desperation.

    It cannot talk to anyone about this particular rabbit hole because I don't even understand it myself. Hello alienation.
    So, I'm staring at a dead-end, suicide is not an option anymore and I'm too confused to see any other options, clearly.
    Perhaps there's another planet willing to adopt a slightly psychotic stray cat.

    Have you read Carla's The Wanderers Handbook? It may answer a lot of questions for you. You can read it in PDF version from their site if you don't have the money to buy it.
    I've read most of it awhile ago and it did answer most of the questions I had.

    (06-12-2013, 06:56 AM)Not Sure Wrote: Nothing more to opening up than to, you know, open up. Smile

    What do you mean?

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    06-12-2013, 07:08 AM (This post was last modified: 06-12-2013, 07:18 AM by Hototo.)
    (06-12-2013, 06:59 AM)Aloneness Wrote:
    (06-12-2013, 06:56 AM)Not Sure Wrote: Nothing more to opening up than to, you know, open up. Smile

    What do you mean?



    Something like this. The movie in general has a good message about opening up. For me personally, I don't feel like opening up at this time so I wont be open at this time.

    Edit: Something to be said for randomly drawing pictures with friends for opening up work. Also, I noticed you mentioned suicide so I'll post this as well:


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    06-12-2013, 07:24 AM
    I keep getting errors when I try to watch those vids. Wondering what that's all about.

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    06-12-2013, 07:51 AM
    Hi Aloneness,

    thanks for being so honest about where you are right now. It is appreciated.

    I feel that I can speak to your concerns somewhat, because the type of 'alienation' of which you speak of has a particular 'flavor' for those of our current age (mid 30's or so). There was a user (who is still around, but not very active) named Tenet Nosce and he wrote about his experiences here. It may ring true, it may not.

    the bright light that is Ankh has also witten about her difficulties.

    and I, despite where I am now, have not had the easiest road through my life and experiences; a sense of confusion and self-doubt underpinning most of my lifelong seeking - going back to the age of 6 when I first realised how truly different I was in my values and 'identity' from almost everyone around me. I tried to fit in, play the social game, but it was empty at heart, just gesturings most of the time.

    for me, when I first found out about the Wanderer concept, it was the first breaking of Light into my soul that I can truly remember in this lifetime. It was a piece of 'truth' that was so fundamental and 'self-evident' that I was in tears. This was 'me' and explained so much of the difficulties that I had had with my life until then.

    I am not sure what piece of 'truth' can catalyse such a process for you Aloneness.

    but I do know the not 'fitting in' that accompanies those of our age. There was an embedded sense of disconnection in watching the technology of computing evolve around us, but not seeing its full flowering and connectivity until much later. 'We' accepted the limitations of the generations before us, and then found out to our almost embarassment that the rules we had been living by (those of limitation) no longer applied to a younger generation that saw abundant opportunities in constant digital connectivity. Those who were older than us were already well established in their lives and could just continue on; the Gen-X'ers were caught in the no-man's land in between.

    I do commiserate with your current financial situation. Money pressures can crush one when all the secret fears that we have are given a breath of existence. I've been there. And quite recently too (about 4 years ago). It's not easy getting back on your feet.

    but more than that, there is the fundamental question of a 'reason for beingness', of 'why am I here on this dastardly planet lol'. What the heck am I doing here basically.

    well, I can tell you right off the bat that you are an Eagle, Aloneness. You can fly most high. But your feathers are not in the best of shape right now, and you bear the wounds of being 'attacked' by other birds. But that ability is there, even though it might not feel like it can be deployed right now.

    there's not much more I can give in the way of answers, suffice to say that it's my belief that solutions do exist, and they usually involve changing one's perspective (gaining understanding) on one's life, and what we 'think' its about. So in one way, its fairly simple - it doesn't involve 'doing', just 'understanding'. On the other hand, those 'changed understandings' are not the easiest to come by; and usually involve self-revelation, rather than someone delivering it to us. And even if they did deliver it to us, we probably wouldn't be receptive to that 'truth' lol.

    so in the end, all we can do is seek together, share our experiences, and offer the little light that we ourselves have gained in the hopes that it might be useful to another.

    peace Aloneness; you are not truly alone. There are also others here stumbling in this strange place called earth with you. Smile

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    06-12-2013, 09:05 AM
    I'd say boredom is the soul still looking for the answer or purpose..the only answer being service. The soul hasn't found selfishness to be satisfying so it's still searching. Eventually a person becomes restless and they begin to act. The problems of Earth will keep one busy for eons. I know you know these things plenum, just responding in general Smile

    "It is a further item of interest that those whose life does not equal their work may find some difficulty in absorbing the energy of intelligent infinity and thus become quite distorted in such a way as to cause disharmony in themselves and others and perhaps even find it necessary to cease the healing activity."

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    06-12-2013, 09:07 AM
    Quote: The soul hasn't found selfishness to be satisfying so it's still searching.

    Something to be said for the STS path then.

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    06-12-2013, 10:21 AM
    Plenum, your words made me cry a bit. So I thank you dearly Smile
    I know I'm not alone, which, in a way makes things more complicated because now I'm not alone anymore.
    Watching the fountain made me yearn for the 'other side' even more so. I think I've tried and tried and tried just about everything to come at peace with my surroundings but it's just not working. Perhaps that's simply ok.
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    06-12-2013, 12:01 PM
    I'm with you aloneness. I find that I cannot be normal with my condition.
    But that's alright I guess. I too long for the 'other side' the 'larger life'.
    But I probably have a long life ahead of me. I might not even be half way done.
    Today's my birthday, but it doesn't feel like it.
    I'm 36 now.
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    06-12-2013, 12:11 PM (This post was last modified: 06-12-2013, 12:14 PM by Hototo.)
    Happy Manifestation day for you! The day the godhead managed to manifest you, after 13.699.999.950ish years of trying. Wink

    Buy some cake, if you cant afford it, put on a giant wolf costume and walk into a store and just walk away with a cake. If someone asks say its for the dog and smile.

    Best case, you'll have a free birthday cake. Worst case, you'll end up in the news. Wont be bored or lonely afterwards.

    BigSmile

    No but really.



    Have some of Hinamori Amu singing to you. I would say I resonate with "her" at over 95% easy. So If you want you can say "its Not Sure" singing you a happy birthday if it makes you feel better. But I'd prefer if you think of "her" as being the singer.

    Happy B-day

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    06-12-2013, 01:23 PM
    [Image: HappyBirthdayWolf.gif]
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    06-12-2013, 01:38 PM
    Boredom to me feels like a 'waiting' period while new catalyst is chosen for experience.
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    (06-12-2013, 01:38 PM)GentleReckoning Wrote: Boredom to me feels like a 'waiting' period while new catalyst is chosen for experience.

    Roughly speaking accurate from my PoV as well.

    Boredom is the time when you are supposed to be snuggled by loved ones. If you fail to have a loved one to snuggle, learn to love yourself and the niceness of your snuggling off the self will attract other selves to snuggle their self close to your self as well. Smile
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    06-12-2013, 02:36 PM
    This one is tricky for me. When I was younger (after childhood, which child is bored, really?), exactly everything bored me. Slowly but surely everything instead got more and more interesting. Now, I am never bored. I can use the word as such but it holds no meaning to me. What that means I have no idea >.>
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    06-12-2013, 05:56 PM (This post was last modified: 06-12-2013, 05:58 PM by Jade.)
    Firstly, a hearty happy birthday to Gemini Wolf!

    Secondly, in address to Aloneness and as well to Gemini, this is indeed a special place, and even though I am new and unknown, I send multitudes of light in both of your directions. I hope you both find a sliver of peace in the next place you look.

    It is definitely difficult in this transition of times due to lack of employment. Just remember that the obstacles in your path are of your own choosing, and they are dynamic. When you feel as if you have learned enough from your dire straits is when you will find the doorway that will lead you to your next obstacle. As torturous as it seems at times, the 3D experience is a gift that our higher selves yearned for, and each day there are new things to learn and new ways to grow and new ways to be a vessel for the light of the Infinite Creator.

    I'd also like to add on the topic of boredom that the irony in boredom is that when we are unstimulated we tend to go to the other extreme and overstimulate ourselves! This is distracting and are the times when we should be the most quiet and observant, that is if we indeed do want guidance.
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    06-12-2013, 08:18 PM
    Thank you Aloneness for that wolfy artwork. It was a nice touch.

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