01-06-2014, 08:48 AM
this is what Ra offers on the red ray center:
in my own understanding of the red ray center, it is best encapsulated by one's attitudes towards change and openness to a wide variety of experiences.
A vibrant red-ray is quite adaptive and receptive to new experiences; a more rigid one is fixed on habit and not moving outside of one's comfort zone.
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I have often wondered about my own attitudes towards change, and how there was quite some resistance to it. Humans are creatures by habit, so it is no surprise that we don't like to be shaken out of our routines. But my own attitudes went a bit beyond that, and even approached a 'fear of change'.
why was that?
over the last few days, I've stumbled into doing some red-ray work, quite by accident. It started off with me with the strong intention of opening up to the most painful experiences in my life, and willing to re-experience those emotional spaces, and both re-live (fully) and re-integrate them (attempt to).
during one of my emotional blabberings I went back to the memory of a 6 year old, and being in the middle seat of a car (a people mover car), eating chocolate (it was Toblerone, remember it as clear as if it was on the desk in front of me!), and my family had just been at a funeral earlier that day. My favourite aunt at the time had died in a freak car accident. But it was too painful for me to accept at the time. I had sort of returned to my 'body' at that memory; everything else before then (the whole funeral, standing at the grave) was sort of dissociated and in a fugue state. I can remember being at the gravestone, and being handed wads of fake chinese money to throw into big burning barrels, to send the dead on their way with ethereal riches for the afterlife. But it was truly dissociated, I didn't want to 'feel' or acknowledge the loss.
this memory has been familiar to me before, but this time I went a bit deeper in the analysis and the feeling and the flow of 'thoughts' that were repeating in the mind of that 6 year old.
I could see the mental pattern being formed almost step by step in the mind of that child.
CHANGE = DEATH = LOSS OF LOVE
CHANGE = DEATH = LOSS OF LOVE
CHANGE = DEATH = LOSS OF LOVE
almost repeating over and over again, creating an attitude and belief pattern.
with that belief pattern in place, the only logical thing to do is to avoid change; because change equalled death which resulted in a loss of love.
and how old am I?
and yeah, I'm only figuring this out now?
yeah ... jeez
oh well, at least when I get to the other side I can say that I finally unblocked that stubborn red ray
cheers all; and please don't take as long as I did to figure out my root issues. Its totally unnecessary lol
Quote:50.2 The only specific part of this correctness is that the red-ray or foundation energy center, being the lowest or root energy center of the physical vehicle, will have the first opportunity to react to any experience. In this way only, you may see a physical locus of the south pole being identified with the root energy center. In every facet of mind and body the root or foundation will be given the opportunity to function first.
What is this opportunity but survival? This is the root possibility of response and may be found to be characteristic of the basic functions of both mind and body. You will find this instinct the strongest, and once this is balanced much is open to the seeker. The south pole then ceases blocking the experiential data and higher energy centers of mind and body become availed of the opportunity to use the experience drawn to it.
in my own understanding of the red ray center, it is best encapsulated by one's attitudes towards change and openness to a wide variety of experiences.
A vibrant red-ray is quite adaptive and receptive to new experiences; a more rigid one is fixed on habit and not moving outside of one's comfort zone.
- -
I have often wondered about my own attitudes towards change, and how there was quite some resistance to it. Humans are creatures by habit, so it is no surprise that we don't like to be shaken out of our routines. But my own attitudes went a bit beyond that, and even approached a 'fear of change'.
why was that?
over the last few days, I've stumbled into doing some red-ray work, quite by accident. It started off with me with the strong intention of opening up to the most painful experiences in my life, and willing to re-experience those emotional spaces, and both re-live (fully) and re-integrate them (attempt to).
during one of my emotional blabberings I went back to the memory of a 6 year old, and being in the middle seat of a car (a people mover car), eating chocolate (it was Toblerone, remember it as clear as if it was on the desk in front of me!), and my family had just been at a funeral earlier that day. My favourite aunt at the time had died in a freak car accident. But it was too painful for me to accept at the time. I had sort of returned to my 'body' at that memory; everything else before then (the whole funeral, standing at the grave) was sort of dissociated and in a fugue state. I can remember being at the gravestone, and being handed wads of fake chinese money to throw into big burning barrels, to send the dead on their way with ethereal riches for the afterlife. But it was truly dissociated, I didn't want to 'feel' or acknowledge the loss.
this memory has been familiar to me before, but this time I went a bit deeper in the analysis and the feeling and the flow of 'thoughts' that were repeating in the mind of that 6 year old.
I could see the mental pattern being formed almost step by step in the mind of that child.
CHANGE = DEATH = LOSS OF LOVE
CHANGE = DEATH = LOSS OF LOVE
CHANGE = DEATH = LOSS OF LOVE
almost repeating over and over again, creating an attitude and belief pattern.
with that belief pattern in place, the only logical thing to do is to avoid change; because change equalled death which resulted in a loss of love.
and how old am I?
and yeah, I'm only figuring this out now?
yeah ... jeez

oh well, at least when I get to the other side I can say that I finally unblocked that stubborn red ray

cheers all; and please don't take as long as I did to figure out my root issues. Its totally unnecessary lol
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