Newly awakened and feel so clear yet so hazy, so found and yet so lost.

[Eddie]

The hardest part is that, eventually, you will disconnect from "consensus reality", and "ordinary" wants and desires. When that happens all your anchors will come unmoored. Considerable self-discipline, and self-presence, is required to weather this. What is there to want or desire? What is there to aim for? What does one do?

Best of luck to you, and join us when you need support.