10-22-2012, 11:40 PM
(10-22-2012, 10:57 PM)xise Wrote: Also, meditation has helped me learn that my mind is separate from me, and that I am truly am spirit/heart.
My mind is has run amok most of my life, and here, maybe 100 hours of meditation later, I recognize my ego/reaction prone/judgmental mind accounts for 80%+ of thoughts in my head, and very few thoughts originate from my spirit or heart.
The thoughts in my mind, the stimulus-response thoughts, are like songs in my head. And I accept that aspect of myself. But they do not define me!
One of the many benefits of sitting in silence.
It is interesting that you note that revelation occurring at that point. It is possible that I also around that time frame became cognizant of almost all actions having an ego/emotional drive to them. Being armchair intellectualist, this was a strange thing to note.