02-02-2010, 05:52 AM
Hello friends. Thank you for your support! I love all of you.. I read all your posts with much gratitude
I survived this night, as I both shielded myself successfully and the entity was weakened in power due to your loving intention. A fine joint effort!
This is what I mean by positive polarity being integrating. Every small part empowers exponentially, and despite no super-wise entity can move a mountain a few happy but sincere amateurs of intention can. See it as a geometric structure.. in separateness you have 1 entity trying do do everything. In a big geometric structure of many entities there is much greater balance and power.
I could finally sleep.. my negative friend simply left me alone after a while, and I had a very good night's sleep. I found myself smiling when I awoke! It's good to be alive, and I am more humble towards life today.
It seems like a bad dream, but I refuse to let the implications of my experience end like that. I will from this day continue to shield myself and send loving intention to my negative friend. I look forward to a nice chat with him someday... but today it is of no use trying to beat a 5th density master with wisdom. It's good to have the omni-powerful love on your side. I wonder how the negative entities view love? Like some ignored artifact which weaklings use to defend themselves, and despite this can be dominated in the end? What a sad life he must have. My deepest compassion towards him.
It seemed like, when it was worst, that I could not muster any love and only try to distract myself as thefool suggests. OM is primordial and a prime logos in itself, it is pure vibrational intent and opens the blue chakra so you can freely communicate. I think I just want to have a 1 way transmission of compassion towards him though.
A while after the worst of the attack I cleared my mind completely with colorado's mantra "In the stillness...I feel God's love" worked very well, also picturing my body as an energy fortress which nothing could harm.
fairyfarmgirl: I will live, but if I'm going to I'll need some real super shielding! Your post is most helpful, and to stay alive is a great goal until the days where no negativity will haunt this place. I'll attempt to find proper and powerful stones which you mention Peregrinus. Crystals are fascinating, and have many different properties. Each geometric molecular structure they form has an extreme diversity in physical application, and also spiritual/emotional.
I have felt stones which become hot and vibrate with intense energy as they harmonize with my body, like they feel just right. I will find such.
ahktu: We seem to be alike in this. As I read your words there is understanding and compassion in me. I often forget that I have help.. I want to fend for myself and learn too, but I also forget that my angels have great respect for me and will allow me to do as I please in the end.
I've been on a psych ward before and it's quite a useless place. Our dear scientists believe all can be accounted for, and thus they create elaborate systems of theories which will in some way include all 8 billion minds. It's like fitting an elephant in a box of matches. Fitting infinity in finity...
Dalai Lama got the question once of how the human mind works. He though for a really long time, then said.. "I don't know!". That's true humbleness!
I stand stronger and my light is brighter. I send gratitude towards all of you and my negative friend.
I survived this night, as I both shielded myself successfully and the entity was weakened in power due to your loving intention. A fine joint effort!
This is what I mean by positive polarity being integrating. Every small part empowers exponentially, and despite no super-wise entity can move a mountain a few happy but sincere amateurs of intention can. See it as a geometric structure.. in separateness you have 1 entity trying do do everything. In a big geometric structure of many entities there is much greater balance and power.
I could finally sleep.. my negative friend simply left me alone after a while, and I had a very good night's sleep. I found myself smiling when I awoke! It's good to be alive, and I am more humble towards life today.
It seems like a bad dream, but I refuse to let the implications of my experience end like that. I will from this day continue to shield myself and send loving intention to my negative friend. I look forward to a nice chat with him someday... but today it is of no use trying to beat a 5th density master with wisdom. It's good to have the omni-powerful love on your side. I wonder how the negative entities view love? Like some ignored artifact which weaklings use to defend themselves, and despite this can be dominated in the end? What a sad life he must have. My deepest compassion towards him.
It seemed like, when it was worst, that I could not muster any love and only try to distract myself as thefool suggests. OM is primordial and a prime logos in itself, it is pure vibrational intent and opens the blue chakra so you can freely communicate. I think I just want to have a 1 way transmission of compassion towards him though.
A while after the worst of the attack I cleared my mind completely with colorado's mantra "In the stillness...I feel God's love" worked very well, also picturing my body as an energy fortress which nothing could harm.
fairyfarmgirl: I will live, but if I'm going to I'll need some real super shielding! Your post is most helpful, and to stay alive is a great goal until the days where no negativity will haunt this place. I'll attempt to find proper and powerful stones which you mention Peregrinus. Crystals are fascinating, and have many different properties. Each geometric molecular structure they form has an extreme diversity in physical application, and also spiritual/emotional.
I have felt stones which become hot and vibrate with intense energy as they harmonize with my body, like they feel just right. I will find such.
ahktu: We seem to be alike in this. As I read your words there is understanding and compassion in me. I often forget that I have help.. I want to fend for myself and learn too, but I also forget that my angels have great respect for me and will allow me to do as I please in the end.
I've been on a psych ward before and it's quite a useless place. Our dear scientists believe all can be accounted for, and thus they create elaborate systems of theories which will in some way include all 8 billion minds. It's like fitting an elephant in a box of matches. Fitting infinity in finity...
Dalai Lama got the question once of how the human mind works. He though for a really long time, then said.. "I don't know!". That's true humbleness!
I stand stronger and my light is brighter. I send gratitude towards all of you and my negative friend.