beautiful moments

[xlsander]

while feeling still to be hitting major resistances on all earthly matters that i am working hard on making progress with such as work, career and money related issues i was today shown a song my girl wrote for me inspired by our yet very young relationship and i am really overwhelmed by the love pouring out of her words - at the same time i am feeling how it is not so easy at all for me to letting down all concerns regarding serious relationships and simply opening up myself to love from another person in this particular way. she is 7 years younger than i am and provides me with so much positive energy and support without even needing to ask me anythign simply by being there giving me support when i see "things keep happening over and over again" that i so badly want to accomplish - maybe when i succeed in opening up to love the other matters will resolve themselves more easily and i can continue the spiral up - also, this relationship wasnt reallyintended from my side since i "coincidently" ran into her last december or rather she into me, and at the time I was neither seeking nor expecting expecting anything to come my way in terms of a relationship with a female and yea well the rest is history as you say, eh ?

these are the lyrics:

Darlin, I can't contain it anymore
You make me feel good inside
You bring out my better side
Won't you stay a while
And spend some time with me

Darlin, I can't explain it anymore
I feel God in you
In every little thing you do
The Spirit lives so freely in your heart

(Chorus)
Cause you set apart
You're presence brings to me
The breath of love
Within my heart
You take away the fear
And help me fly high
Right by my side
You see me rise
And inspire me
To be the higher me

Baby, I can't control it anymore
You're the only one
Who makes me laugh
And bring me to tears
When I'm not even emotional

Baby, baby, baby I can't believe it
You're the first to know my worth
To see my worth
I'm so thankful that I have you in my life