An on-going awakening

[Cyan]

Welcome friend !

You probably heard this Zen saying: "Before Enlightenment: Chop wood, carry water; After Enlightenment: Chop wood, carry water"

I still play video games after having stopped for a short while.

I hate to admit it but I'm afraid to get back to playin gbecause I know I was kind of a gigolo douchebag in my video games even though I was and tried to really really hard be a good guy, even though it sometimes failed spectacularly.

I'm afraid to go back on account of the fact that some of the women i'n the games i've yet to finish probably have several words to say to me that I may not like to hear at this... fragile... fragile.. time for this instrument....