(11-15-2012, 09:04 PM)Gemini Wolf Wrote:(11-15-2012, 12:44 PM)neutral333 Wrote: So you just really enjoy talking to people who appreciate Ra on this forum? Or are you seeking negative attention? Feeling bad for yourself? Trying to play devil's advocate? Are you trying to lead us away from the Law of One and towards "reality"?
I was just feeling down. Not trying to lead anyone.
For some reason, it felt like the amount of light in me went out of control and was causing me physical pain in my kidneys, heart and back all at the same time. I tried everything from closing down my chakras to mentally decreasing my subdensity, which only provided temporary relief. I was up much of last night with a painfully overactive solar plexus chakra that also caused my stomach to hurt. So it wasn't just thinking of Ra that did that, but pretty much anything, including furries that I used to be so fond of.
After some time I just gave up and asked Ra to help. I wasn't sure if they would respond, but I noticed the physical pain began to diminish. I wasn't able to do it on my own. Even surrendering to the light just made it even more painful. It took all night, but asking Ra to help apparantly was my only option. Even when I asked angels to help, the symptoms just got worse.
But I'm doing better now. I asked for Ra's help, and feel much better. I guess I had gotten a sense of guilt because of a somewhat religious background, and my christian friend says that Ra doesn't exist and that we should only go after God.
*hugs*
(11-15-2012, 12:44 PM)neutral333 Wrote:(11-14-2012, 11:20 PM)Gemini Wolf Wrote: I don't know the reason, but for me Ra is bad news.
So you just really enjoy talking to people who appreciate Ra on this forum? Or are you seeking negative attention? Feeling bad for yourself? Trying to play devil's advocate? Are you trying to lead us away from the Law of One and towards "reality"?
Remember "bad news" can also be quite the blessing in disguise. There is a Buddhist fable in this regard:
A poor farmer relied on his 1 son and 1 horse for their livelihood. One day during a storm the horse kicked the gate open and ran away. Upon waking and discovering the empty pen, the farmer put his face in his hands and sobbed for two days asking why God had treated him so unfair. On the third day, the horse returned with 3 wild stallions. The farmer's jaw dropped at the sight of this incredible good fortune.
The next day, the farmer's only son was kicked by one of the horses while trying to tame it and suffered a broken leg. The poor farmer began cursing the heavens at his terrible luck, for he needed his son's help with the harvest. That evening a powerful warlord came by looking for all able-bodied young men to go to battle. The boy was spared as his leg was seriously broken. The farmer heard that many of his neighbors children were slaughtered in battle. He fell to his knees and thanked the heavens.......
you ever pick on Gemini you will have me to contend with buddy!