Going to fourth density? Or fifth?

[xise]

It's kind of hard to explain. When I view others, it is easy for me to perceive all their "baggage" i.e. unused catalyst they are dragging around with them. The actual evidence of this I see as repeated dramatic themes and failure to learn from experience. When I view the collective experience over the last 6000 years, this becomes even more pronounced.

It basically comes down to the general dearth of wisdom in third density experience. I don't mean to imply that there aren't many wise people in the world, and many much wiser than I. I just feel like- wherever I came from- display of wisdom was the rule, not the exception.

This is an area where I struggle with judgement of others. I have to constantly practice to "soften my heart" toward people who don't appear to learn from experience.

Now when I observe this judgement in myself toward others, I attempt to apply the Law of One, which to means I gaze upon them and ponder: I AM THAT. I am these others that I am judging.

Therefore, that naturally leads my mind down the path to consider that I must be projecting self-judgment my own failure to learn from experience onto others. Yet when I perform a self-assessment I see no massive pile of unused catalyst stinking up my own personal life.

Therefore, I become apprehensive that there might be something that I have denied so deeply, that I cannot find it even when I go looking for it.

So that's the general gist of the pattern.

My friend, is not time an illusion? Therefore, are you not both in some sense, your past self, your present self, and your future self (Higher self?))?

It is very likely that all of us, in an earlier incarnation at least, were inefficient in our use of catalyst. We were all spiritual infants at once. Judge not an infant who does not learn quickly from his lessons. He has much growth of ahead of him, all in due time.

Our fellow man are not good, or bad, or lazy. They, like us, are in the school of the Earth plane, taking classes at their own pace in this illusion of time. There is no need to judge others for not efficiently processing their catalyst. Observe that all judgement, and all measurement, naturally tends to order things in a hierarchy, and hierarchies naturally tend themselves of more use to the sts path than the sto one, visa-vie the construction of an elite.

When you see things from this perspective, I find opening your heart with unconditional love to these others we may otherwise judge is natural, easy, and beautiful to behold.

I mean not to offend or judge your own perspective with my words. I am only offering my thoughts on an issue that I too have had trouble dealing with.