Why I awaken as this particular part of creator

[Oceania]

Each entity is unique, why did I awaken as this particular identity of creator? Why am I this specific entity?

Is this a random chance?

no you're all of creation. why did you wake up as you? because at some point the creator had to be you, or some part of the creator had to be you. otherwise you wouldn't be. you're also me writing this reply and wondering why the puck am i me? why can't i be that hot guy across the street or that beautiful woman on TV? or that toad licking itself on a lily pad. well i am all of them just not now. because time is splintered so that the all can experience itself separately in all these forms. and then the problem with that splintering is our displeasement with the narrow confines of that time bubble or line we exist in for that moment, existing as a book in a big liberry next to great gatsby and war and peace there we are, a lowly peace of danielle steele or ayn rand's atlas shrugged. and then we see pride and prejudice across the room and wonder why am i not that one? because all time is now it feels like we're never gonna be pride and prejudice. the lucky pride and prejudice there sitting on the shelf! there it is, so smug. but oh wait, it's also me/you and it's finally gotten to be pride and prejudice! oh the joy of being pride and prejudice! so happy for me/you/it! but still sucks to be atlas shrugged! unless you love being atlas shrugged and hate pride and prejudice, then you're lucky. for the time bubble.

like was said, we're all the same except we took different paths. the paths made us what we are and we then made choices and became different beings. different ice cubes. i think when we all return to the one we bring all paths with us and from there can choose to be who we want to be whenever we want to be in that now. i hope anyway.