Satanists holding an open dark mass on 08.12.12 relatively near.

[Ankh]

Would this be the point of "My fall" or the point of "My ascension"

Hard to say.

But thoughts. Should i participate, refuse to participate, participate and do a counter counter mass (Dedicate to Ra anyone?)

Opinions, how would i best go about making this a ridiclously positive event for all involved?

It's your choice of course, but since you asked for an opinion... If I would be you, I would refrain from this ritual 10 times of 10. Because for instance, you mentioned that going to the church is "tuning out" for a non Christian. Well, it might be, but it's still "do-able" by focusing on the appropriate configuration in its own mind, since a lot of stuff in the church are of positive nature. Imagine now, a completely negative environment. Because even if the church might have negative colorings, it is still positive in its intention and conscious desire, although yes, having this negative mixed orientation. But imagine an openly completely negative environment! I think that it's almost impossible to tune into the light and love in that kind of environment...? It reminds me of what Ra said about impossibility to polarize positively on a negative planet...

Another thing that would keep me away from that meeting is that you might or might not be a wanderer. Many might say that it doesn't matter, but it does in my own humble opinion. Because if you are a wanderer, you have a different, denser light of your spirit complex. And that attracts the attention. You will be like a bright flashlight in the darkness, and there might be some entities who would perhaps not like that. I am thinking that this kind of gathering might be attended by many time/space beings of the negative polarity looking for "fun" or something else, and when seeing you they might get some ideas, and this meeting might attract to you a companion.

But hey, welcome to the density of free will, and have fun in whatever you choose. /