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[Dinko]

Understand that we are vibration. As such we exist at various distortions based upon the stimuli to whcih we are subjected.

Like the crystal glass subjected to too high a pitch it will lose ability to maintain its form and collapse.

I agree with Plenum except for the fact that you are new to the experience of seeking the higher self. The higher self is both higher consciousness and higher vibration, and many cannot go to the higehr consciousness without first going to the lower consciousness.

If you find that you have difficulty attaining that higher consciousness, you might want to remember that. many of the sacred texts refer to this.

I don't recall the Bible passage but wasn't there one where Christ something about not being able to go the father except through him?

Not directing you to Christianity by any means , just using that as an example of sacred texts referring to such phenomena.

In your case, you are blocked with many negative emotions about regret and self anger. Realizing that what you think is self is just a perception of experience, will help you to also realize that you are made of far more than one type of experience. This has not been your only incarnation and so your true identity is made up of countless experiences. Do not dwell on one aspect of a very lengthy span. Compared to the totality of what you really are, this is but the blink of an eye.

ur taking your human role to seriously... it is irrelevant... fak ur body, it's not you, you are you...distance yourself from the human part and u can be free...