I'm going to bump this thread hope nobody minds. 
I've had a few past life recollections . . . I'm not really sure how to start so I'll just lay it out using Monica'a letter system.
a.) Have unmistakable memories of that lifetime
I have always felt a connection to ancient Greece and Egypt. The Greece bit might be explained by the fact that I have been to just about every archaeological site in Greece, but - and I know this comes close to Cleopatra - I do feel a connection to Alexander the Great.
Other than that I also have a memory of medieval Germany . . . somewhere between 1300-1500 no idea really. Anyhow the memory is of being invited to dinner with a robber baron, a very feared and cruel man. I remember feeling as though I were in the lion's den and appealing to God and St. Jude for deliverance. Interestingly enough my father once e-mailed me to tell me that he had remembered the exact same situation. Come to think about it . . . I might have been the robber baron!
b.) Were told this by a psychic
When I was around 6 or so my dad took me to see a friend of his who was a psychic. She did a past life reading for me where she saw me as a Buddhist monk in the Himilayas. I have had no personal confirmation of this life but it does resonate, and when I enter deep meditative states I often hear buddhist chanting or gongs and see images of the Buddha.
In 2008 my dad told me that he had had a past life recollection of a life on Mars in which he and I were freedom fighters or terrorists depending on your view, and that it was us, or more particularly me, who set off the thermonuclear chain reaction that ended life there. Quite a thing to tell your son eh? It does make sense given some of the incarnations I've had here on Earth (you'll see below).
c.) Discovered this via hypnosis or unconscious regression
When I was maybe 19-20 I downloaded a guided past-life regression hypnosis .mp3 to see if I could get anything out of it. All I managed was a hazy view looking down at my feet seeing sandals on top of sand and feeling sadness at the loss of a daughter.
d.) Discovered this via conscious regression (remembered it yourself)
I've had three of these in the past year. Sorry if these get long but I want to get them all out there in case anyone else can learn from my journey.
The first occurred while I was sitting here at my desk. I had been suffering from extreme neck pain and was stretching my neck forward. All of the sudden I felt some energy come over me and the pain in my neck seemed to solidify into a blade. I felt the blade rise up out of my neck and could visualize it rising higher and higher until it stopped and I realized it was a guillotine blade. At this point my neck no longer hurt so I tried to get up before that blade came back down again but to my amazement I felt two very strong hands on my back holding me in place. I looked up and I was no longer at my desk but in what I would guess to be a town square in Paris looking out at a mob of angry peasants. I remember thinking how ugly they were, particularly one guy who I think might be my boss in this life lol. The next thing I remember before the blade came down again was one clear thought in French "Quelle mort horrible."
Since then I have had a few more memories of that life. I have a strong feeling that he (or she?) was very sensitive, an excellent violin player and a devout Christian, but that they failed their mission, which was to emulate Christ by forgiving those who would have them executed. I have forgiven them and myself in this life, this got rid of my neck pain and helped to opened up my blue ray energy center.
The next one I remember is an altogether darker life. I began feeling pains in my abdomen sometimes when I would hug my girlfriend. When meditating on that pain it intensified into a stabbing and slashing that mimicked the motions of the Samurai practice of harakiri. I felt intuitively that I was not doing this by choice but as a form of capital punishment for a crime, the crime of abduction, rape and murder. I don't want to go to deep into this one but my current girlfriend was one of the women who I had wronged.
I am not happy with that life but I have made my peace with it. I am extremely grateful that I was able to reconnect with my girlfriend in this life and that we have had the chance to heal some of the wounds from that life (in my case a fear of my own sexuality coupled with a pornography addiction, recipe for a spiral of shame).
My most recent past life recollection was just last night and shed some light on who I was at the fall of Atlantis. My girlfriend bought me a Black Tibetan Quartz as a gift this week and the second I took it out of the bag my heart began to race and a giddy sensation came over me. I was meditating with it last night and I commented in my head about how powerful it felt and a voice responded to me, the crystal itself. The conversation went like this:
"Wow you are a strong crystal!"
"Yes. That is why the Atlanteans used us to make weapons."
At this point I saw a powerful red beam literally wiping out a city. Just scouring it clean.
"You as in Tibetan quartz's?
"Yes."
"Was I involved in this project?"
"Yes, you were the lead developer of this weapon."
So there you have it, if any of this is true then I have been a very bad person in previous lives. This is the shadow I carry with me, but I am grateful for it because it allows for me to display an equal measure of compassion for those who have committed great wrongs, because I can see how the flow of time can heal their fury and that eventually they may come back to the path as I have.
I had the chance to go down the other path in this life as well, I came very close to joining an artillery regiment in my youth but I was turned down for medical reasons. I am very grateful that I was given the chance to choose differently for myself. As one of those who helped bring an end to the rule of the Law of One on this planet so long ago I find it only fitting that I have found such comfort in it in this life.
e.) Had sketchy memories which were filled in and confirmed by b or c
Mostly the Atlantis life. I have some hazy memories that are coming to me now about it, I think I might have been a beautiful woman in that life, a real terrible beauty. I think the crystal weapon was powered by my overcharged red-ray.
f.) None of the above, but just resonate with a character from history or have some intense emotion concerning that character
Just Alexander
I've had a few past life recollections . . . I'm not really sure how to start so I'll just lay it out using Monica'a letter system.
a.) Have unmistakable memories of that lifetime
I have always felt a connection to ancient Greece and Egypt. The Greece bit might be explained by the fact that I have been to just about every archaeological site in Greece, but - and I know this comes close to Cleopatra - I do feel a connection to Alexander the Great.
Other than that I also have a memory of medieval Germany . . . somewhere between 1300-1500 no idea really. Anyhow the memory is of being invited to dinner with a robber baron, a very feared and cruel man. I remember feeling as though I were in the lion's den and appealing to God and St. Jude for deliverance. Interestingly enough my father once e-mailed me to tell me that he had remembered the exact same situation. Come to think about it . . . I might have been the robber baron!
b.) Were told this by a psychic
When I was around 6 or so my dad took me to see a friend of his who was a psychic. She did a past life reading for me where she saw me as a Buddhist monk in the Himilayas. I have had no personal confirmation of this life but it does resonate, and when I enter deep meditative states I often hear buddhist chanting or gongs and see images of the Buddha.
In 2008 my dad told me that he had had a past life recollection of a life on Mars in which he and I were freedom fighters or terrorists depending on your view, and that it was us, or more particularly me, who set off the thermonuclear chain reaction that ended life there. Quite a thing to tell your son eh?
It does make sense given some of the incarnations I've had here on Earth (you'll see below).c.) Discovered this via hypnosis or unconscious regression
When I was maybe 19-20 I downloaded a guided past-life regression hypnosis .mp3 to see if I could get anything out of it. All I managed was a hazy view looking down at my feet seeing sandals on top of sand and feeling sadness at the loss of a daughter.
d.) Discovered this via conscious regression (remembered it yourself)
I've had three of these in the past year. Sorry if these get long but I want to get them all out there in case anyone else can learn from my journey.
The first occurred while I was sitting here at my desk. I had been suffering from extreme neck pain and was stretching my neck forward. All of the sudden I felt some energy come over me and the pain in my neck seemed to solidify into a blade. I felt the blade rise up out of my neck and could visualize it rising higher and higher until it stopped and I realized it was a guillotine blade. At this point my neck no longer hurt so I tried to get up before that blade came back down again but to my amazement I felt two very strong hands on my back holding me in place. I looked up and I was no longer at my desk but in what I would guess to be a town square in Paris looking out at a mob of angry peasants. I remember thinking how ugly they were, particularly one guy who I think might be my boss in this life lol. The next thing I remember before the blade came down again was one clear thought in French "Quelle mort horrible."
Since then I have had a few more memories of that life. I have a strong feeling that he (or she?) was very sensitive, an excellent violin player and a devout Christian, but that they failed their mission, which was to emulate Christ by forgiving those who would have them executed. I have forgiven them and myself in this life, this got rid of my neck pain and helped to opened up my blue ray energy center.
The next one I remember is an altogether darker life. I began feeling pains in my abdomen sometimes when I would hug my girlfriend. When meditating on that pain it intensified into a stabbing and slashing that mimicked the motions of the Samurai practice of harakiri. I felt intuitively that I was not doing this by choice but as a form of capital punishment for a crime, the crime of abduction, rape and murder. I don't want to go to deep into this one but my current girlfriend was one of the women who I had wronged.
I am not happy with that life but I have made my peace with it. I am extremely grateful that I was able to reconnect with my girlfriend in this life and that we have had the chance to heal some of the wounds from that life (in my case a fear of my own sexuality coupled with a pornography addiction, recipe for a spiral of shame).
My most recent past life recollection was just last night and shed some light on who I was at the fall of Atlantis. My girlfriend bought me a Black Tibetan Quartz as a gift this week and the second I took it out of the bag my heart began to race and a giddy sensation came over me. I was meditating with it last night and I commented in my head about how powerful it felt and a voice responded to me, the crystal itself. The conversation went like this:
"Wow you are a strong crystal!"
"Yes. That is why the Atlanteans used us to make weapons."
At this point I saw a powerful red beam literally wiping out a city. Just scouring it clean.
"You as in Tibetan quartz's?
"Yes."
"Was I involved in this project?"
"Yes, you were the lead developer of this weapon."
So there you have it, if any of this is true then I have been a very bad person in previous lives. This is the shadow I carry with me, but I am grateful for it because it allows for me to display an equal measure of compassion for those who have committed great wrongs, because I can see how the flow of time can heal their fury and that eventually they may come back to the path as I have.
I had the chance to go down the other path in this life as well, I came very close to joining an artillery regiment in my youth but I was turned down for medical reasons. I am very grateful that I was given the chance to choose differently for myself. As one of those who helped bring an end to the rule of the Law of One on this planet so long ago I find it only fitting that I have found such comfort in it in this life.
e.) Had sketchy memories which were filled in and confirmed by b or c
Mostly the Atlantis life. I have some hazy memories that are coming to me now about it, I think I might have been a beautiful woman in that life, a real terrible beauty. I think the crystal weapon was powered by my overcharged red-ray.
f.) None of the above, but just resonate with a character from history or have some intense emotion concerning that character
Just Alexander
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