Blessed Impetus

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I would like to be completely open and honest about my feelings surrounding this blessed event, positive and negative.

How many here have been plagued by lingering confusion? Disarray?Disdain? Anger? Scorn?Or feel as though you have somehow been betrayed by the Universe, misled, or wasted precious time? How many have subtly been mulling over throwing in the towel or feel disheartened about continuing the pursuit of your ambitions and focus with full clarity?

I temporarily felt significant frustration around this event for about a day and a half. I also did consider throwing in the towel as I initially perceived nothing happened due to looking in the wrong place. After meditating while at work on Monday (for the first time since the shift), I quickly rebounded.

How many of you are debating or have already resolved on the assigning of fraudulence and lies to the "New Age" community and its handed down philosophies, giving the finger to it and its prominent figureheads simply because your expectations were not met, your abstractly devised and perhaps even baseless preconceived notions not satiated, due to the anticlimatic absence of a physically perceivable event where all of your awarenesses suddenly explode in a golden etheric wave and your consciousnesses all suddenly enter an immediate transcendental state of being and divine awareness, but rather have still woken up and went back to sleep in the same bed for the past 6 days in this 3rd density illusion of egoic separation, financial woes and festering discord?

I entertained this thought as well very, very briefly; but quickly realized there were too many factors I had 'verified' too deeply to deny the whole thing. I never put any stock in any of the 'New Age figureheads as I have always emphasized the message, not the messenger. I was indeed anticipating my awareness 'suddenly exploding' to some new higher level as that was the impression I gleaned from my main sources of information.

What is it that you whom still bear bitterness in your hearts are truly directing your frustrations and holding disappointments towards and what would you or are you really renouncing? If this supposed grand ascension seemingly did not exist for you, or more accurately, a cosmic event which nobody had any true referential scope with which to accurately frame a blueprint for and yet still projected your own suppositions upon did not unfold as you had expected it to, then by extension, what becomes of the Law of One, any "channeled" material across the ages, any "New Age" rhetoric, ancient esoteric wisdom and knowledge, or metaphysics? What of the "All is One" belief you so wholeheartedly invested yourselves in? Is it not, at the base, the very faculty of spirituality which you would now be turning your backs upon, and the dominion of the One Infinite Creator which would now be spat and trampled upon?

As I stated previously, I held some frustration and disappointment a day or three afterwards, but never crossed the boundary into renouncing the whole thing outright. I felt I needed time to digest the situation before passing judgement. I had verified the presence of the One Infinite Creator in all of us and all things on a level which was impossible to deny or 'go back to sleep'.

Perhaps it has not registered in the minds of some that this entire situation, as all others, is simply mass catalyst? A difficult trial and psychological tribulation geared towards intensive spiritual growth as well as a test of the sincerity, conviction and devotion of those who in recent times have declared their divine bond, seeking and dedication to be towering? If the machinations of the Universe did not unfold the way you all believed it would have based on subjective criteria published by fallible sources such as the misinterpretation of destruction backed by the incongruent comparison of two differing calendar systems of measuring an illusory continuum, neither of which reign over the processes of the macrocosm, will you then summarily turn your backs on the Universe and allow for a sharp decline in your faith and devotion, or will you persist in striving on sans wavering conviction or faltering vision?

I have realized this was just catalyst (albeit the most intense I've ever experienced) as my mind has a habit of running through every conceivable outcome of a situation no matter how sure of myself I might be to the outcome as was the case in point. I realize the descriptions made in your questions thread regarding the shift were catered to the words/thoughts of the questioner and were told 'what they wanted to hear', which was an escape from this world of confusion. My sincerity, conviction and devotion have passed through the tempering fires of the test and came out immeasurably stronger. I do now consider it 'blessed impetus'.

Many of you believe that "nothing happened", because your attentions are misdirected and you are simply looking in the wrong place. You are focused upon the physical for any indications of a metaphysical shift, which can be and has been confirmed to an extent but still awaits further plumbing, and even then, the true brunt of this shift is not entirely accessible by us until our incarnations have ceased, something which was clearly put forward by Ra and a vital piece of information which Namaste caused to resurface.

My attention was misdirected for several days, but once I focused my attention within and confirmed what I found with someone I know at work that is very sensitive to the metaphysical, I realized the monumental change. I consider the shift truly massive on that level and it is my opinion anyone who considers it 'just a metaphysical event' have very little understanding of the metaphysical. Your very consciousness which connects to your mind and physical vehicle is in the metaphysical realm. I have never been more excited about anything in my entire life to 'test the waters' of the limits of our new abilities.

I am also looking forward to doing the work both physical and metaphysical to 'Bring4th'. Once I realized what was possible (which is virtually limitless), I realized the only thing holding us back was waking up the whole population without infringing/forcing them. This seems like a lofty task, but I believe it can be accomplished in my lifetime especially if our 3D lifespans start moving towards what they should be/more towards a 4D lifespan.

I would like to share what small quirks I encountered the day of and following the much hyped day...

For myself, I drove up to Montezuma's Castle on the 20th to meditate in a peaceful, beautiful place. In short, the following 3 days were spent biting my nails, feeling frustrated and somewhat dejected until I finally 'righted the ship' and tested the metaphysical waters.

I for one am looking forward to what the future holds, as the past 3 days, while bearing nothing notable, still resulted in the appearance of increasingly bettering life circumstances which have essentially paved the rest of my life experience for interesting times and work ahead, accompanied by the increasingly apparent energy shift. But, not only could this be sensed, but it was visibly perceived as well.

I feel very similarly at this point. I have set out many tasks to complete in the area of self improvement, aiding others, and assisting in birth of the population into 4th density.

I did not notice the visual static until you pointed it out, however, I did notice a more vibrant color vision and feel that Life is in Technicolor

I have a question for everyone: when you look around, do you see any visual static overlaying your environment? It is similar to television static or the hypnagogic imagery you see as you are drifting off to sleep. They can appear as small particles that are red, indigo and/or blue, and they are constantly glimmering, shimmering, rippling, dancing. If you look closely, it appears to be in the air all around you, but in truth, it is not in the air; it is everywhere.

This, is energy.

And this "visual static", is the visible manifestation of the energy which currently manifests and sustains this dimension, and contrary to consensus belief, is not some visual disturbance originating in your optical system. For the past several days, this omnipresent energy has been very accented and excited, displaying much more frenzied activity than usual even when I am not intensely focused. The area of my forehead has also been very quick to flare up, as it now only takes about 5 minutes of meditation to stimulate my third eye and result in the sensation of being submerged in a thrashing ocean of incredibly warm heat accompanied by the loss of awareness of my body and centralized pulsation in my forehead. I have factored in the possibility that this may be placebo and a product of my imagination to appease my expectations, but these doubts have attenuated given how pronounced this energy is becoming, and the undying dedication I maintain for the Creator which I have encountered and faith that we would not simply be left high and dry after all the pious efforts, seeking and efforts to spiritually progress which many have displayed.

I have noticed the visual static although it sounds like its maybe not as pronounced as you. I was able to 'really' notice it by staring at a fixed point without blinking my eyes for several seconds which used to only 'burn in' what is in my peripheral vision, but now results in it becoming 'washed out'/blended together from the visual static.

I have attempted throat friction and meditation before with mixed results. I almost never could elicit a response from my 'third eye' region of my brow but now can feel something within 2 or 3 minutes of focused meditation/throat friction. Sometimes (for example: now), if I discuss or start thinking of my third eye, I can feel a small response which is almost involuntary.

I also have attempted quite a bit of work with opening/activating/clearing my chakras which is the first thing I do in meditation by default. This resulted in a delightful warm/burning feeling in my 1-6th chakras and an overwhelming sense of energy buffeting them.

I also considered the possibility it was the 'placebo effect' but my co-worker telling me (completely unprompted) that he felt a massive change in energy since the 21st and my own confirmation coupled with the fact I wasn't anticipating this type of shift ruled out that possibility in my mind. Finding this thread after considering all that coupled with other's testimonials of a shift in energy have only further confirmed this.

I also couldn't picture the Creator leaving us 'high and dry' plus while the Ra Material didn't give the detailed description of a spontaneous terminal ascension, it also clearly pointed towards 'something' happening 30 years after the material was channeled.

Perhaps the disappointment and reactionary disillusionment of many is due to the mentality some hold towards this world, viewing it as a forsaken prison, and this mystical abrupt transcendence of Dec. 21st was simply a "get out of jail free" card, registering as nothing more than a possible window for escape. Wherein lies the unconditional love in this thinking, and is then not all acts of positivity effectuated by one motivated by such thinking rendered selfishness given that they were simply to "score points for the afterlife", rather than emerging from a genuine desire and joy to be of compassionate and hospitable service to others?

Again I am compelled to be entirely honest at the expense of my own ego. I have in the past and still sometimes briefly consider this world to be a sort of 'prison' I checked myself in to. It is very difficult for myself to admit, but now looking back in hindsight I was indeed hoping for a 'get out of jail free' card to escape the most intense catalyst available in the creation. In my defense, I was not only thinking of myself by any means. I in fact thought it would be the best solution for everyone involved to separate into three groups: from the negative elite by allowing them graduate to 4D-, the ones ready to experience 4D/wanderers not having to deal with the elite and the intense confusion of those deeply slumbering, and last but not least the deeply asleep ones not having to deal with the elite and the tug-of-war of some of the foolishly positive ones 'fighting'/battling them. I thought the idea of an exact replica world would be perfect for the ones still in 3D without disturbing their desired slumber and providing an experience which would be much less negative which would foster them to make their own graduation within only a few thousand years. Apparently, splitting up our family in such a terminal fashion would cause some unforeseen problem?

Irregardless of one's degree of polarization, the sigh of relief may be breathed, as you are all no longer confined to urgency or burdened by the impending suspense of what one's existence will be like after a certain checkpoint in time. The weights have been lifted off the shoulders of many, but still there are some who are heartbroken, wallowing in hopelessness. For you who were so intent upon this date and expected some miraculous deus ex machina of an event to transpire, I say, remember this modern saying: "It's only after we've lost everything that we are free to do anything". You are not now being punished, but granted an opportunity to stride forward and spearhead a truly new world by putting to practice all which you have learned in your seeking with the added bonus of new and improved energies to continue your spiritual works in. You are not here in an act of extended imprisonment or damned entombment, but to bear witness to the dawning of a world which will be host to groups, individuals, circumstances and feats which will push the boundaries of what was once considered impossible. You are not at a dead end, but a new beginning, where your literal death end will open you up to the possibility of attaining that transcendental 4th density existence you held your breath in waiting for during however long each of you personally waited. Continue forward and do not relent in your pursuit of the consideration of the illustriousness of the One Infinite Creator nor quit in the active radiation of the jubilance of the spirit and its recognizance in yourself and all others.

I feel new hopes as the phoenix rising from the ashes of my former misguided desire to spontaneously ascend. I do not feel punished and never considered that a possibility as I understand the Creator would not do that to us (Himself?). I very much look forward to plumbing the depths of what new abilities we can unlock, especially in a group setting. Your encouragement is not necessary in my case. After waiting and searching for 27 year to find something to pour all my effort in to, I have finally found something which doesn't support utter transience.

Remember, it does not matter how long it takes nor how your version of this infinitely shared plot of the Creator rediscovering Itself and returning to Itself will take. All that matters is that it is a guarantee. Simply because this much hyped and messily speculated event did not manifest as a distinct and sudden event does not mean spiritual evolution is non existant, otherwise how would the Ra Material, Ra themselves and all other channeled works exist, how would one's higher self exist, how would one's guides exist, how would the spiritual domain exist, and how would the Creator exist if it did not?

I understand it doesn't matter how long it takes to return to the Creator or how long it will take the population to reach 4th density, however, I feel much inspired to assist in every way I can while maintaining everyone's free will. Starting with the Ra Material, I have never resonated with information more intensely and the big picture simply wouldn't make sense in any capacity.

With this in mind, it becomes appropriate to ask exactly why is it that so many believe that the anticlimatic nature of this entire situation becomes reason enough to seek to invalidate the service, identities, works and being of many who contributed to the furthering of spiritual endeavors on this planet, and why would any venomous dispositions be held towards those who simply attempted to selflessly be of service to others by applying their own spiritual abilities and connections to use, excluding those with negative ulterior motives? The misguided and misinformed accident made in expecting the Universe to conform to one's own imagination without a clear possession and processing of what little details there were concerning it do not in any way, shape or form serve to negate the validity of channelers, although this does not encompass all as there are some channelers who were apparently sabotaged or overlaid their own expectations onto the information produced, leading to claims and predictions of a grandiose event where all would instantly burst forth into the form of angelic beings at the exact human time on a human date. While it is apparent that the accuracy or genuine level of some comes forth now as not meeting the standards, it nevertheless does not render all conduits of higher dimensional data as well as incarnate wanderers originating from higher dimensions as charlatans, a supposition infered from various comments made in recent times in this community and attitudes taken. In defense of such claims and in an attempt to diffuse the cynical perspectives taken, it suffices to say that one's opinion does not negate the truth of another. We do not share the same awareness. Your perception of consciousness is not as mine, and what has transpired in my mind is not accessible to you. We cannot access the mental, physical, and metaphysical experiences and memories of one another. The data downloaded intuitively to me is not the same which was acquired for you. We do not share the same individual field of consciousness and nor are our spiritual connections the same. Pardon my frankness, but attempts to debunk and/or invalidate me, my claims, as well as the character and claims of others, and the accomplishments we have achieved, would be futile and laughable. When has the gossip and baseless biases of another ever rendered what is not only believed to be true but directly experienced to be true by another as null and void?

Luckily and thankfully I never descended into a funk bad enough to try invalidate my connection to(as?) the Creator, your connection as Divine Scribe or channeled material in general. While I understand we do not share the same individual field of consciousness, I have experienced thoughts which have apparently leaked out of my head into other's words and actions. I understand we are all facets of the One Infinite Creator and why all in the Creation are learning from this experience on this planet.

Do not relinquish yourself to the sway of malcontent nor should you feast upon the bread of bitterness, for the circumstances which surround you are exactly as they should be, and this grand dream is being woven to the Creator's liking. Never forget the irony and sense of humor of the Creator; as many are left fuming, or begin to show their true colors because of a little metaphysical spilled milk, or turn their backs on the area of spirituality in their lives because of unmet expectations, know that the Creator observes every move made, and has implemented such catalyst for your highest good.

The spilled milk joke made me literally 'lol' when I first read it at work, thank you for that.

March forward towards obscure depths and know that divine providence has never abandoned you, for only interesting times await you.

I thank you for this simultaneous blessing and curse of 'interesting times'.

Your Eternal friend and supporter,

Nathan