I had another "interesting" experience last night....

[Ankh]

Were you never scared, Eddie?

I'm not scared of much of anything. Once you realize that there is nothing to fear in death, what else is left to fear?

Were you there in your astral body?

It certainly felt like my normal physical body, but it was probably the astral body.

Why do you think that they offered you the choice of staying there, instead of continuing your life here?

I'm just weary. It's been a long hard slog in third density.

Yeah, I understand what you mean about the death. It's just that if I were to suddenly find myself in a different room, I'd probably get scared.

I understand what you mean about being weary too. Sometimes my desire to go home is so strong, because of that weariness, that I need to put a conscious attention on the thought of staying here instead, so I don't suddenly "disappear" from this illusion cause of this mostly sub-conscious, strong desire to go home. I do want to stay here too though, like you, because of the people I deeply love who are still here, and I don't want to leave them here.

I had an experience once. It felt like the sky opened up and there was a clear question asked if I wanted to go home now. I think it happened couple of years ago or so. I can still connect to this experience and feel the energy of it. It feels like I can go home now, but I dunno...

Either way, I'm glad that you are still with us, Eddie!