I had another "interesting" experience last night....

[Unbound]

That is a beautiful experience, my friend. Indeed, we are given chances to leave before the germination and recapitulation of our seed, but in many cases there will be things that we are still doing work with in this world, and thus still have part of our consciousness energy intertwined with our current temporal identity, so it is beneficial to return and finish the work set out.

That being said, I think these kinds of experiences are meant to help us truly realize for ourselves what our actual choices are, and what we base our choices on. You made a choice out of love, you are admirable for that.