I Love Catalyst!

[GentleReckoning]

There seems to be power in slowing this process down for conscious choice, rather than automated conditioned response.

It may be ironic, but the contrast provided by the abundant extant identifications is what allows you to bring more of your conscious to bear on balancing (to engage what wants to be known in a compelling manner). It is unlikely that what is chosen to be addressed is random, as you're basically compelled to "grease the squeaky wheel". That aspect of yourself needing attention bubbles its way to the top, to the periphery of consciousness, mainly according to the reflection afforded by preprogrammed dispositions.

Are we accepting distortion to wait and see what wheel is squeaky or what bubbles to the surface? What if one proactively moves back into the pure awareness that actually has no distortion of identification within the conditioned mind? By steping back into the 'I AM' before the 'I AM this or that', perhaps even stepping back before the first distortion inherent with 'I AM', and entering the infinite intelligence of simple, pure awareness of the Creator - the state of, as Ra put it, "one with all, thus having no memory, no identity, no past or future, but existing in the all," whereby without ongoing distortion being identified with, balancing naturally occurs? This can be accessed right? Isn't this what the great Yogi masters teach more or less?

To my understanding:

Meditation (and other things) increase awareness. When awareness eclipses the total of 3rd density catalyst then you basically get to run the show.