Trapped

[Rake]

Suicide is simply not an option. I too have suffered with suicidal tendencies although my situation was not similar to yours I learnt a great deal from my 'sufferings'. Although right now you feel at a lose you must understand that it is only through the greatest of challenges that you truly know yourself. It may seem unfair and you may not understand the reasoning for this happening but know you are never alone. In this physical illusion you may be under the illusion of being separate but you are far from it.

Don't do anything rash ask yourself for answers for a 'sign' something to help guide you and give you your sense of purpose back.