2001.12.23 No one can walk a totally pure path of light

[Ankh]

This is from today's Q'uote, which I found very interesting:

No one within your sphere is truly fearless in all ways, but it is well gently but determinedly to work on that fear, work on those separating emotions and realize that all actions expressed lovingly are metaphysically correct. It is not possible often within the Earth planes to make a pure choice because the physical vehicle won’t stand it or the budget won’t stand it, or the family won’t stand it, or something will fall apart that you wish to keep together if you pursue a totally pure path of light. As we said, there are times when one must make decisions that do not seem particularly loving. But if they are made carefully, thoughtfully, and because of love then we say that is excellent work. It might not be right, but it is not important to be right. It is important to be loving. So attempt to be right. Attempt to run that ship that you have. But attempt more to open the heart to love.

Sometimes I am obssessed with this purity, seeking a completely pure path of light/love, and I get very, very frustated and even angry at times, when it can not be achieved. I get angry at the Creator for putting me through these situations, and I get angry at this Earth for being as It is etc. So I found the above Q'uote very soothing and comforting.

In another part of that session, Q'uo also said this:

When you are expressing this nascent fourth-density energy you, if you are very aware, will feel it as an energy exchange even if the entity with whom you are communicating is half a globe away. There is an energy exchange between those who are vibrating together in love with each other on the fourth-density level which is very heartening and very healing for both entities, and we encourage each to attempt in all relationships to move from a point of fourth-density love, acceptance, forgiveness and willingness to move on. That is the pattern of learning, not to linger too long in negative emotions but, rather, to honor that negative emotion whenever it arises, to sit with it as long as it needs to be sat with in order to be accepted, in order to feel that it has been honored. And then, when it has been honored and there has come a peace and a balance and some small understanding, it is time to say, “Amen. I am sorry. I begin again.” And let mistakes be mistakes, but stay in the light and the love of the one infinite Creator while you make the mistake, and, after you make the mistake, allow yourself your own love rather than your judgment. For judge and grasp the lesson you certainly will, but then it is time to release that.

This energy exchange is something that I have experienced myself, and sometimes even with strangers. Although I must admit that it doesn't always feel comfortable, and I'm not completely there yet. But I understand what Q'uo are talking about here.

The other part is also very interesting, when Q'uo speak of "sitting with the negative emotions", cause that is exactly what happened yesterday after my night shift at work. At the gathering in the morning with my co-workers, just before leaving the work, I found myself with a completely closed heart. These kind of situations, especially when I interact with other-selves, always give me such an intense anxiety, that I never want to even look at them, and the least to work with them. But yesterday, when I got home, I did just what Q'uo said here above. I was just sitting with it, quiet and silent. It felt like a stone lifted from my shoulders after a while. Instead of doing and trying something or working with this, I was just being with the situation and myself in that situation. I hope it learned me more to look at the negative side, which I sometimes have difficulties with, as I don't want to acknowledge it.

Here is the full session if someone wants to read it:

Q'uo, 2001.12.23