02-17-2013, 01:24 PM
Okay my dream in short:
1. Me and a group of other people are in a moonlit room cheering for a spirit haunting it. We're all ecstatic. First it moves the window curtains, then it manifest as several moonlit-like orbs. Then finally unexpectedly it steps out from behind the curtain, taking full manifest form. It takes a moment to stare at me, then steps back behind the curtain and disappears.
2. I‘m alone in another room with an assortment of lights. The spirits presence fills the room. I'm wondering if maybe we shouldn't have encouraged the spirit so much. The spirit doesn't feel particularly malevolent but it does have a cool, calm, collected confidence and an absolute single mindedness/focus on a unknown task. I'm scared/worried. I see the lights slowly dimmming. I realize if the lights go out it will have power over me. I set my will against his and try to hold and return the lights to full light. Despite my efforts the light effortlessly dim, like the being wanted me to know it had full power. The lights go out. I stand there motionless, worried.
3. After a brief moment of darkness I realize I can see again, although I know the room is still absolutely dark. I'm seeing without light. I see slow, slow pale blue flames burning on the things around me. It goes dark again, I see nothing.
4. It's dark, I'm standing motionless. I can't feel the spirit any longer but i know its there somewhere. Then with a quickness, like a striking serpent it seizes me. It's being fills my being. It becomes me, and I become it. I'm terrified and tranquil simultaniously. A vibration fills me. It grows stronger and stronger until it becomes too strong. I feel inside my brain... the vibration grows and then suddenly what feels like crystal/ice in my brain shatters into a million pieces, and then a billion , and further it disintegrates into a trillion pieces and then it is no more.
And that's all I remember of that dream. It happened about 3 days ago. It felt like whatever the spirit was it was a part of myself that went unrecongnized hither-to. So I believe the dream was a shadow reintegration of sorts.
1. Me and a group of other people are in a moonlit room cheering for a spirit haunting it. We're all ecstatic. First it moves the window curtains, then it manifest as several moonlit-like orbs. Then finally unexpectedly it steps out from behind the curtain, taking full manifest form. It takes a moment to stare at me, then steps back behind the curtain and disappears.
2. I‘m alone in another room with an assortment of lights. The spirits presence fills the room. I'm wondering if maybe we shouldn't have encouraged the spirit so much. The spirit doesn't feel particularly malevolent but it does have a cool, calm, collected confidence and an absolute single mindedness/focus on a unknown task. I'm scared/worried. I see the lights slowly dimmming. I realize if the lights go out it will have power over me. I set my will against his and try to hold and return the lights to full light. Despite my efforts the light effortlessly dim, like the being wanted me to know it had full power. The lights go out. I stand there motionless, worried.
3. After a brief moment of darkness I realize I can see again, although I know the room is still absolutely dark. I'm seeing without light. I see slow, slow pale blue flames burning on the things around me. It goes dark again, I see nothing.
4. It's dark, I'm standing motionless. I can't feel the spirit any longer but i know its there somewhere. Then with a quickness, like a striking serpent it seizes me. It's being fills my being. It becomes me, and I become it. I'm terrified and tranquil simultaniously. A vibration fills me. It grows stronger and stronger until it becomes too strong. I feel inside my brain... the vibration grows and then suddenly what feels like crystal/ice in my brain shatters into a million pieces, and then a billion , and further it disintegrates into a trillion pieces and then it is no more.
And that's all I remember of that dream. It happened about 3 days ago. It felt like whatever the spirit was it was a part of myself that went unrecongnized hither-to. So I believe the dream was a shadow reintegration of sorts.
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