My best advice is to meditate, empty your mind and allow yourself to find the balance to your fear.
Ra from 49.8:
"The passive meditation involving the clearing of the mind, the emptying of the mental jumble which is characteristic of mind complex activity among your peoples, is efficacious for those whose goal is to achieve an inner silence as a base from which to listen to the Creator. This is an useful and helpful tool and is by far the most generally useful type of meditation as opposed to contemplation or prayer."
Fear is in opposition to love, for fear is merely the thought of losing love. Through meditation, you can begin to understand that the Love of the Creator is without compromise. It is quite impossible to be separated from it, although it is quite possible and often the case that people convince themselves otherwise.
Any rejection you might feel from other-selves is a distortion, both yours and theirs. You don't need to "trust" other people. Seek that which you can trust in yourself, which is the unique, individual portion of the infinite Creator that you are. If you place your trust in what will never change, you can easily balance any rejection, real or imagined, from any other-self, by knowing that it is merely a product of the illusion of separation.
Easier said than done, but not impossible. Meditate every day. Do not give up, ever. When you find peace in that Universal Love, you will be a light that attracts others like moths to a candle in an otherwise dark room, and fear will be the furthest thing from your mind.
Ra from 49.8:
"The passive meditation involving the clearing of the mind, the emptying of the mental jumble which is characteristic of mind complex activity among your peoples, is efficacious for those whose goal is to achieve an inner silence as a base from which to listen to the Creator. This is an useful and helpful tool and is by far the most generally useful type of meditation as opposed to contemplation or prayer."
Fear is in opposition to love, for fear is merely the thought of losing love. Through meditation, you can begin to understand that the Love of the Creator is without compromise. It is quite impossible to be separated from it, although it is quite possible and often the case that people convince themselves otherwise.
Any rejection you might feel from other-selves is a distortion, both yours and theirs. You don't need to "trust" other people. Seek that which you can trust in yourself, which is the unique, individual portion of the infinite Creator that you are. If you place your trust in what will never change, you can easily balance any rejection, real or imagined, from any other-self, by knowing that it is merely a product of the illusion of separation.
Easier said than done, but not impossible. Meditate every day. Do not give up, ever. When you find peace in that Universal Love, you will be a light that attracts others like moths to a candle in an otherwise dark room, and fear will be the furthest thing from your mind.