03-24-2013, 02:44 AM
(This post was last modified: 03-24-2013, 02:45 AM by Adonai One.)
(03-24-2013, 02:32 AM)xise Wrote: I don't have much experience with what you describe, but perhaps your boredom and suicidal thoughts are a symptom, not a cause.
Some questions:
1. How are your energy centers? Specifically, your lower ones (red/orange/yellow)?
Also, there are at least two types of boredom:
(a) having done something explicitly before, and having no desire to do it again (been there done that in actuality)
(b) having the feeling that something new in actuality is boring (b/c you can come up with all the reasons you wouldn't enjoy it and so you don't enjoy it)
2. Which sort of boredom do you feel you have an issue with?
I have digestive issues at times which may have something to do with either my 1st, 2nd or 3rd chakras. I cannot be certain. I can certainly activate them and feel their warmth, all of them, up to my violet ray. I only experience daily pressure in my indigo ray that subsides if I don't attempt any prayer or spiritual activities.
As for my type of boredom, it is mostly second with a tinge of first.
I become deluded into thinking that once I intellectualize an activity, it has been done. I see something new to do and at times, as you say, feel that I wouldn't enjoy it. The only thing that I can't completely apply this to is people. Having somebody engage me in conversation will always make me happy, at least in the short-term.
