homesickness and pain

[Ankh]

i do believe that a lot of people on b4th feel extreme pain at being here on this planet. many here are empaths and feel the pain of this world. i know i certainly do. and i think many of us feel an extreme homesickness for a place that we know exists which is SO unlike this planet that we live on. personally i dont feel the need for a lot of contact with people talking about stuff i dont care about. i find that most people are not socially involved and just accept what is going on and are involved with their own lives and thats it. i am not criticizing but i am saying it doesnt interest me . sigh anyway it is not uncommon if u hang out here to feel a homesickness for a different world. the worlds that we left to come here and help out sigh. just some thoughts

norral

I completely understand you, brother. I experienced this catalyst very intensively just 12 hours ago or so. Like I am misplaced here, or something. People are rather sitting and watching TV and talking about what celebrity did what, instead of educating themselves on why they are here... And I'm not interested in what others are interested in, so I asked myself yesterday - what the hell am I doing here really? I have nothing to offer to this world... But the good thing, Norral, is that even this feeling passed, and I once again feel gratitude to the Creator and this hopeleness I felt yesterday night, is now almost gone...

But speaking of pain and tiredness of being here, it is comments like this that makes me to experience it:

I don't personally believe Ra came here to create a new cult or even educate wanderers, only to correct past misinterpretations of their teachings (a karmic involvement).

I interpret this comment as Ra wouldn't give a rat's ass about us if it wouldn't be for karma... I might be wrong in my interpretation, greywolf, and if so, I appologize. But this comment brought me pain and tiredness. I loose hope and feel tired... But I will try to accept even this, and I will try to be grateful to the Creator for even this experience, and I will try to correct this distortion I am now feeling. Thank you for pointing it out to me, greywolf.