homesickness and pain

[Wai]

... many of us feel an extreme homesickness for a place that we know exists which is SO unlike this planet that we live on...

For years now, I have been homesick. I want to go home although I do not know where home is. Sometimes, I have thoughts of suicide, hoping to end it all. I was quite disappointed when nothing happen (physically to me) during "doom" or "end" dates given by many channelers. Worst was Dec 21, 2012, when nothing seemed to have happened. I am still here with my homesickness.

And then these statements from Ra hit me.

Ra: .... The challenge/danger of the Wanderer is that it will forget its mission, become karmically involved, and thus be swept into the maelstrom from which it had incarnated to aid the destruction.

Questioner: What could one of these entities do to become karmically involved?.

Ra: I am Ra. An entity which acts in a consciously unloving manner in action with other beings can become karmically involved.

Did I get myself karmically involved with 3D issues that I forgot my mission?

I am now back at work, to help as many people who want my help. I try to increase the vibrational level everywhere I go, by being more cheerful and appreciative of other people.