04-16-2013, 10:44 PM
yossarian... Your points would make sense if we didn't literally get in line to experience incarnation on Earth. Nearly all other places and dimensions in this Creation are quite happy and harmonious. If all is harmonious, there is almost no impetus to change and progress is extremely slow or non-existent. We all came here to learn in an extremely accelerated fashion through 'that which is not', or experiencing negative catalyst. In other words, we came here to learn the hard way.
Nobody forced you to incarnate here. No social memory complex 'sent you here'; YOU sent you here.
As you seem to have learned quite well, 'waking up' doesn't reduce the amount of extremely tough catalyst anyone incarnate here experiences. So it is up to the individual how easily they digest catalyst. If you see the whole world (or even the entire Creation) as negative or an unloving, uncaring 'meat grinder', you only make it grueling on yourself and your experience here will reflect that.
I'm not claiming this place isn't extremely tough. I often temporarily lose sight of the Creator in all things and become engulfed in the Illusion. I have my dark, angry, sad moments. Recently, I projected my selfish 'want' of us having a 'terminal harvest', an abrupt switchover to 4th density. I was caught up in all the channeled messages that were telling us what we wanted to hear, not what is Truth. That was one of the toughest chunks of catalysts I have ever dealt in this incarnation. I was frustrated and even angry for several weeks afterwards, but eventually I got through it. I have digested the situation fully and feel blessed for learning such a hard lesson so thoroughly.
I remember now how the Creation is set up, and don't see it in the negative light that you seem to. I don't find the intense catalyst we experience to be all negative, but what I make it to be; always a learning opportunity. I am not telling you what to be or how to feel; I am merely sharing my recent experience that I feel are similar and suggesting you not be so hard on yourself.
Nobody forced you to incarnate here. No social memory complex 'sent you here'; YOU sent you here.
As you seem to have learned quite well, 'waking up' doesn't reduce the amount of extremely tough catalyst anyone incarnate here experiences. So it is up to the individual how easily they digest catalyst. If you see the whole world (or even the entire Creation) as negative or an unloving, uncaring 'meat grinder', you only make it grueling on yourself and your experience here will reflect that.
I'm not claiming this place isn't extremely tough. I often temporarily lose sight of the Creator in all things and become engulfed in the Illusion. I have my dark, angry, sad moments. Recently, I projected my selfish 'want' of us having a 'terminal harvest', an abrupt switchover to 4th density. I was caught up in all the channeled messages that were telling us what we wanted to hear, not what is Truth. That was one of the toughest chunks of catalysts I have ever dealt in this incarnation. I was frustrated and even angry for several weeks afterwards, but eventually I got through it. I have digested the situation fully and feel blessed for learning such a hard lesson so thoroughly.
I remember now how the Creation is set up, and don't see it in the negative light that you seem to. I don't find the intense catalyst we experience to be all negative, but what I make it to be; always a learning opportunity. I am not telling you what to be or how to feel; I am merely sharing my recent experience that I feel are similar and suggesting you not be so hard on yourself.
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