04-17-2013, 03:50 AM
but it is SO SO SO SO SO freaking painful here. and its so unconcious here. i mean the lack of connection just plain flat out hurts. that is why i spend most of my time either with kids, animals or family. look around us at the insanity ha ha. it is insane here ha ha and its funny but its not because we be trapped here. and yes we bring a certain vibe , a vibe of oneness to this earth but many times i feel like so what. does anybody care if i wasnt here would it matter at all. my family would survive i dont really have any close friendships outside of my family my grandkids and our birds and pets are my closest friends ha ha. and i like it like that. and dont feel any desire to expand much beyond that. this earth is a lonely place because as wanderers we remember at some level what it was like where we came from. and then we look at this crapola and we say u has gots to be kidding me. all the lies all the injustice it sucks ha ha plain and simple it just plain sucks.
i tend to lack patience. and ive been here for 65 plus years and i am out of patience . when oh when oh when are we ever going to really love one another. when ?
norral
i tend to lack patience. and ive been here for 65 plus years and i am out of patience . when oh when oh when are we ever going to really love one another. when ?
norral
